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 اسلام علیکم

میرا نام عتیق الرحمٰن بن حفیظ ہے اور گھر والے سنی کہلاتے ہیں اور میرے دوست وغیرہ محلہ والے اور شہر والے بھی سنی کے نام سے جانتے ہیں۔ خیر میں خاندانی انتقالات اور اپنی زندگی کی شروعات کرنا چاہتا ہوں۔ جب سے مجھے یاد ہے تب سے اور وہ یاد 2004 سے ہے تب میری عمر شاید 6 سال ہوگی۔ شروعات کرنے سے پہلے میں اپنے خاندان کے ممبران کے نام بتا دوں تاکہ میڈ میں جا کر کنفیوژن نہ ہو۔ میرے 6 بھائی ہیں جن سے ملا کر اور ایک بہن:

1. وفا (بہن)
2. ہیپی
3. ہنی
4. سنی
5. مون
6. مقصود
7. اسامہ

امینہ حفیظ میری ماں ہیں محمد حفیظ میرے والد

خیر، 2004 میں جب سے مجھے یاد ہے، تب سے بتانا شروع کرتا ہوں کہ تب ہم 4 بھائی اور ایک بہن تھیں، اسامہ اور مقصود پیدا نہیں ہوئے تھے۔ تب میرے ابو کی شوز فروخت کی دکان تھی مین بازار لودھراں میں اور ماما ہاؤس وائف تھیں، میری ماں کی تعلیم بہت اچھی تھی اور ابو میٹرک پاس تھے، پتا نہیں میرے ابو کی اتنی پیاری کیوں دادی دی نانی نے اور ابو کا رنگ بھی ڈارک تھا اور میری ماما نہایت خوبصورت تھیں۔ شاید اس وجہ سے رشتہ ملا کہ سب رشتے ڈر تھے اپس میں، میرے فیملی والے ابو اور ماما کی طرف سے اور میری ماں اپنے سب بہنوں اور بھائیوں میں چھوٹی تھی لیکن وہ سب سے صحت مند، پیاری اور لمبی تھیں جس کی وجہ سے شاید نانی نے جلدی کے چکر میں بھی رشتہ ابو سے کروا دیا تھا۔ میری کہانی میں میری نانی کا بہت بڑا کردار ہے، اس لئے میں ان کا نام بتا دیتا ہوں، ان کا نام مختارہ بیگم ہے اور نانا جی کا نام عبدالحمید ہے۔ وقت کے سعودی عرب کی فوج میں جاب کرتے تھے، رینک تو نہیں پتا تھا پر پاکستانی ایئر فورس سے چیف وارنٹ آفیسر ریٹائر ہوکر سعودیوں نے جاب آفر کی تھی۔ یہ 2004 کی بات ہے۔

خیر ہم سب بہت طریقے سے سالے تھے لودھراں اسٹیڈیم روڈ پر ایک چھوٹے سے گھر تھا جو اپنے پرنٹ پر لیا ہوا تھا اور ماما گھر بہت صاف وغیرہ رکھتی تھیں اور ہماری بہت کیئر کرتی تھیں۔ سارے کام کرتی تھیں کھانا وغیرہ کام سب ٹائم پر کرتی تھیں اور ہم سب بہن بھائی اسکول پڑھنے جاتے تھے جس کا نام تھا "الہدا پبلک اسکول"۔

اور ماں کوکنگ بھی بہت اچھا کرتی تھی اور جب بھی کسی کی برتھ ڈے آتی تھی وہ خود بیکنگ کیک بناتی تھی جو بہت اچھا بنتا تھا اور میں اور وفا ان کی ہیلپ کرواتی تھیں۔ مجھے بہت شوق تھا کیک بنتے دیکھنے کا اور خانا کا۔

ماما مجھے چاکلیٹ بھی بنا کر دیتی تھی، چاکلیٹ پاؤڈر سے کیونکہ میں ضد کرتا تھا اور مار بھی مجھے پڑتی تھی ماما سے کیونکہ میں شرارتی بہت کرتا تھا، برتن توڑ دیتا یا سہارا میں پانی گرا دیتا یا اوپر والی چھت پر چڑھ جاتا تھا جہاں سائیڈوں پر دیواریں نہیں تھیں۔

پھر ہم نے ایک چوزہ خریدا ایک دن اپنے پیسے سے وفا نے شاہد پیسے دیئے تھے ہم اس سے بہت کھیلتے تھے۔ اور اس کے پیچھے بھاگتے رہتے تھے اور وہ ہمارے آگے آگے یا پیچھے پیچھے ایسے ہی ایک دن میں اس کے ساتھ کھیل رہا تھا پاس سے ماما گزری، وہ چوزہ بھی ماما کے پیچھے بھاگا اور ماما کے پاؤں کے نیچے آ گیا اور اس کے پیٹھا جس میں فوڈ اسٹور ہوتی ہے بھر آ گیا اور بچارا تڑپ رہا تھا اور میں بہت رونے لگا ماما نے بہت سمجھایا مجھے مارا بھی چھپ ہو جاؤ اور مجھے بہت افسوس ہو رہا تھا اس کے مرنے پر یا ماما نے اڑھا کر سائڈ والی چھت پر پھینک دیا اور میں مسلسل روتا رہا جب تھا ہیپی یا وفا نہیں آگئے اور ہیپی آیا میں نے اسے بتایا ماما نے ادھر پھینک دیا ہے جا کر چیک کر زندا ہے ہیپی گیا دیکھا مر گیا تھا تو ہیپی اسے اٹھا لایا اور ہم نے اسے ایک کپڑے میں لپیٹا ایسے جیسے کفن میں اور اس کی چھت پر ہی قبر بنا دی تاکہ انٹس اسے کھا نہ سکے۔

Phir aik Din Papa aik Kutta Khareed kr laya jiska Name tommy tha wo black color or bht bara tha or Thora draona bhi tha wo kisi dost sa la kr aye thy per wo shareef tha hame kuch ni kahta tha hum usse bht khelte thy or usse staduim m bhi la jata thy or wo peshan wagera bhi ghr sa bhr ja kr krta tha aik din pta ni kia huwa wo kuta bhoonkne lag gya bilawaja hum sab sehan m bethee huwe thy charoaye k oper or wo bhonkta raha or hum ander jaane lagtee wo catne dhoorta hum nechee ni uttrte thy mama n happy ko bhaja k papa ko bula kr lao papa ki shop zayda door ni thi happy bhaag kr gya or bula laya or mama n kha aj k baad ghr na aye tommy or papa n wapis kr dia dost ko.

Khair hamare tu Ache Din Guzar rahe Phir aisa huwa k aik din mama n hume btaya k aik 6 saath din m apka naya bhai ayega or wo chota sa hoga aik farista raat ko rakh k jayega or rozana raat ko ap dua kia kro or hum taqriban apne bacho wale room m dua krte krte soo jate or subhaa utthe hi dekhtee koi bacha ni hota tha or hum naraz ho jate or mama ko kahte ap jhoot boltii hai koi bacha ni aya 

Kahir aik daye ati hoti thi mama ko dekhnee Daye Means porane waqto m taqriban normal Delivery Hoti thi or wo ghr per hi hoti thi or her mohallah m taqriban aik aurat hoti thi jo expert hoti thi bacha ko kaisa paida krna hai akhri time m kase help krni hai usse daye bolte thy 
wo ati thi aik raat ko wo aye or papa  n sab ko room m band kr dia or bola koi darwaza na bjaye or humhee khelnone or cheeze ladi khana peni wai hum sab soogaye or subha dekha new bhai tha aik mama k sath soya huwa tha or wo tha usama jo bht hi piyara or whitte color ka tha 

Phir nana nani or sab aye bass aik dadi ni aye shahid wo naraz thi abu ami sa iss liye ni aye mityae wageara bati or sab kuch huwa hamae tho bht achee halat lag rhy thy per shahid abu k halat achee ni thy or unper shahid udhar charh gya mjhy paka ni pta per aisa hi howa tha or rent k bhi paise ni bachee thy tab mama aise hi kuch papa sa larti thi rent k chakaer m phir papa n aik raat ko sara saman shift krwaya dadi k ghr or koi ghr dhoonda or humee aik ghr milgya jo bilkul dadi k ghr k back side per tha wo hindio k door ka bana huwa bth hi acha or bara ghr tha bht bara tha or shahid uski building bhi thori kamzoor thi.

udhar kuch arsa rahe or mere kyal sa tab bhi abu ka karobar shoes sale ka hi tha udher bhi bht ache din guzre kuch kuch baat  yaad hai wo bta data hu meri aik Phupoo hai Unki 2 betiya huwa krti thi Soni or Tuba Tuba Taqriban meri hi age ki huwa krti thi thori si choti or soni wafa k baraber thi wo dadi k taraf garmio m rahne ate thi 3 month k liye unka abu or phuppo bhi or soni tuba hamare ghr ajati thi subha sa sham taq

or Tuab jab hamare ghr ati thi tu Wo usama sa khelte rahti thi jo ab taqriba 6 sa8 Month ka hoga or wo her Waqt yeh kahti hti k yeh mera bhai hai or usse Bht piyar krti thi or kahti kaash mera bhai hota hum usse bht achee sa rakhte or bht piyar krte 

Honey Happy Wagera thora bare or awaragard hogaye thy wo her waqt bht Games khelne chale jate thy or 5 5 hour game khel kr ate thy raat ko or mama raat ko papa ko btati or phir unki khoob pitae hoti thi 

Khair aik din bhai n bhambhiri bnaye jo pepsi k dhankan sa banti hia or lohe wale dhakan sa bnaye or uske side ko dane daar jaise lakri ko katne k liye ari hoti hai wase bna dia or usse m sa bhee bhee ki vip awaaz ane lagi ussne kaha aja tujhy awaz sunao bhambhi ki wi mjh kan k pass chala kr suna rha tha jaise hi thora sa gherao para or bhambhiri mere Gal m lagi or cut lag gya bht bara gaal per or happy n kha teri gal cut hogaye hia ja mama k bass bta or khud bhr bhaag gya or mjhy bilkul bhi mehsoos or dard ni huwa k gal cut gaye hai per mene jab apni kameez ki tarf dekha nechee to wo khoon sa bhari pari thi chand second k andar me bhaga ander or mama ko dikhaya mama n dekhte hi shoor macha dia

or honey ko bhajha papa ko bula kr laye pati krwane jana hai papa bhi aagya mama n baraf lagaye meri gaal per per khoon na ruka mama n shor macha dia dadi sath hi ghr m rahti thi wo bhagi bhagi aye or unho n neem k pato sa bani huwe jaribootio sa bani dawaye lagaye or khoon rukh gya or wo mere 3 chaar din lagi rhi zakam sahi hogya bina stictches k.

Phir Bass Life achi chal rhi thi uss ghr m phir koi masla huwa abu k karobaar yah pta ni kis waja sa yah shahid nani n papa ko offer ki k mama ko bwp yah zazman mandi m la ayo or karobar m jo help chahiey wo krwa dain gi or shahid woi khatarnak abu ka faisala tha jaise bhi halat thy mama bhi khush thi or sab ikhtee thy per abu n nani ki baat mani or hum zazman shift hogaye waha per abu n Kiryene ki Shop Like mitaye wali dukan Banaaye or aik makan lia or aik Plot Bht bara jaha 3 bari bhattiya bnaye jaha mitye bnti thi 3 mulazim rakhee or abu ki shandar dukan ban gaye or kam bht zoro shor sa chal rha tha per mama ko shahid wo ghr pasand ni tha kio k wo ghr kacha tha deware bhi kachi thi or or wo muhallah side area per tha unho shahid kha papa ko k udher ni rahna or kae baar mama n kha k iss ghr m saya nazar ate hai matlab jin wagera tu papa mazak m hans kr taal dete thy k aisa kuch ni hia waham hai flah flah shahid mama waha per khus ni thi Khair 3 sa 5 saal shaid ghuzre hongy or bht achee guzree mene tab udhar school jana start kia tha nursary or prep m 

bech m phir achanak sa pta ni kia huwa aik or bhai mera peda huwa Jiska Name maqsood hai or wo last bhai hai or usske baad sa mama ki tabiyat kuch thk nhi rhi or mama n chila bhi akele kata undino jo bachee k baad hota hai or hamare sab k kam bhi kiye or tabiyat bhi kharab rahne lagi abu n bhi kuch zayda khayal ni kia or achanal sa pta ni kia huwa mama ko or wo chup chup rahne lagi kamre m akele rahne lagi or ghr bhi ganda hogya or papa aa kr dantta k kaam ni kiye or safaye wagera or khana ni pkaya wafa bhi tab choti thi shahid 7 sa 8 saal yah iss sa bari hogi or oper sa gas ni thi tab uss jaga or na khana lakrio per banta tha 

Tu kabhi hum sirf mitaye kha kr so jate yah kabhi papa kuch la kr ata yah wafa kuch pakne ki try krti or tu banti na or kachi paki choti moti roti kha lata thy 

phir mama ki tabiyat kuch zayda kharab hone lagi or unki zehni tabiyat bhi kuch kharab hone lagi or aik din mama sath aik hamasye ki bhethak m shop thi kiryana ki udhar gaye or aik Blade Purchase kia or kha unhe k kicthe m ghee wagera cut krne k liye istimaal krna hai khair unhe bhi papa ki laraye wagera or bolne ki awaaz jati thi or shahid papa bolne k doran marta bhi tha mama ko or gandi gandi galia bhi deta tha jo hame to uss time samaj ni ati thi per hamasaye meri nani ko btatae thy k aise aise huwa hia to nani hamare sa pochti thi khair mama blade la kr sath wale hamase k bete sa usse thora bht shaq huwa k kahi khudkhusi na kr lain or uss na apni ama ko btaya or uski ami bhagti huwe aye nange peer or mama sa aa kr pocha blade kdr hai hum bhi sab darr gye to wo unke sath bhathi rahi or or pochti rahi kia preshani hia kio aisa kr rhi hu khair mama na unhe kuch ni btaya yah btaya bhi to hamre kamre m jana ni dia antie n jo aye thi hamsaye wali Happy bhaag kr gya or papa ko bula laya or papa aya dekha to mama k taqieye k nechee blade hai or mama roo roo kr kahne lagi me ni zinda rahna hai mene marna hai wagera wagear khair papa n ussdin koi ghusa ni kia or nani ko phone kr k sab btaya or nani aye samjha kr chali gae wagera wagera per mama n zid ki k iss ghr m ni rahna q k idher saya wageaa hai tu papa n mazak bna kr kha k yeh kachee mud wale ghr m ni rahna chahti or khana lakrio per bana parta hai iss waja sa or pregnancy ki waja sa aisa baate krti hai 

khair nani n kha me new ghr bwna dati hu idher hi paka or kamre bhi bnwa dati hu bethak bhi or next month hi nani n aik new kamra kitche or btaroom or beethak bnwa di 

or sath hi papa ko bht acha dost jafar tha shahid bachpan ka dost tha wo or aik dost tha bakki jiska name tha in dono k hamari life sa bht kirdar hai to yeh bhi bht aham mamla hai Khair jo zafar tha wo lodhran mityae ka kam krta tha Uss Door m Maronde ptasa or soji ki barfi or tangar or tilshikri or sohan halwa or isi type ki mitaye wagera bntaa tha jo villages wali shop wale wholesale rate per la jata thy matlab abu ki whole sale ka kam tha jo jafar tha wo hamari ghr m hi aik old bethak thi waha per sara mitireal hota hta mitaye banana ka or or sehan m bhatti hoti thi waha hi sab kuch bnta tha or or mama bhi unsa shuro m to parda krthi thi baad me ni q k wo behna kahta tha mama ko or izzat bhi krta tha or issme koi shaq ni tha khair 3 sa 5 saal sab thk chala normal hi abhi choti choti detail btana behta to pta ni kitne hazar pages lag jayegy issi liye thori si short kr data hu 5 saal baad jab ghr renew hogya tab khushali dubara aye or papa bhi sai rahne lag gaye per achanak sa mama ko pta ni kia hogya or mama bina nahaye or apne ap sa baate krna start hogaye or tab papa n bht care ki mama ki or khud sa nehlaya or sirr wagera ki malish krte or sab kuch krte hamare liye roti pkate or pkate hu jab anko m dhowa jata tu ghusa ho jate or marte khiar wo sab drama kuch dair ka hota tha papa ko bi khana bnanan ni ata tha khair wo bnata thy haamamre liye or hum kacha packa kha kr bhi khus thy or kabhi kabhi papa late hojate yah dukan per jaldi chale jata o khana ni banta tha or hum bhooke rahte thy sara din or sab behan bhai ab school bhi ni jaa rhy thy or subha papa shop per chale jata or sham ko aa kr dantna or marna sab ko or phir mama ki halat dekh kr or ghusa krte thy or humara dil krta tha rozana sham na hu or papa ka shop per zayda dehan na dana or hamari taraf tawajuha yah khayal rakhna papa ka dukan p na ja sakhna or vllage wagera jinhe udhaar dia huwa tha unse paise recover na krne or jafar k dokan per bheth kr new maal na bna pana or na or jo tha wo bhi jafar n bech kr apni jeeb m rakhna start kr dia tha or paise ghayab krna start krdiye thy jinki waja sa hamare halat or rashan pani ka hone muskil hota ja rha tha.

per aik baat thi mera Abu jaise bhi thy bht ache dil k or logo per shafqat krne or paisa ko be bha krch krne wala thy or shahid pesa bina soche samjhe kharach krne sa unhe bht musklata ka samna krna para 

Tu huwa aise k ain din Jafar Rato rat pori dukan or hamari Mityae bnana k saman la kr ukara bhag gya kio k new ghr bnne ki waja sa mitiye aik eladha ghr m setup ki huwa tha thora sa door ghr sa 10 mrle k plot m waha sa bhi sab saman cutter or patle phathee wagera sab kuch jo mitaye bnana m kam ata hai wo sab la kr bhaag gya or shop ka sara saman bhi lakr or cash bhi la kr bhaag gya oper sa mama ki tabiyat bhi bht kharab ho rhi thi abu sara din ghr hi rahte or jinse saman lia tha mithye bnana ka wo ghr ka chaker lagana lage k paise dain or papa ghr m hone k bawajood bhi hume logo ko khna parta papa ni hai ghr wo bhr gae huwe hia flah flah or ghr ka rashan pani bhi khatam hone laga uni dino papa n sab sa bare maamu ameen sa baat ki k sara setup kharab hogya hai flah flah kuch qarz la kr do mamo n jo plot tha mitye banan wala wo aik admi ko half qeemt per sale kr dia or half paise papa ko da diuye or half khud rakh liye papa n usse bhi circle chalana ki koishihs ki ghr me mitaye bnae or logo ko ghr sa delvier ki jo village wale la jata thy unhe but kam na ban ska or din ba din paise bhi khatam hogaye or mama ki bht hi tabiyat kahrab hogaye thi zehni halat bilkul bhi sai ni thi or wo nahati bhi ni thi or aik din papa n zabardasti nahana ka failsa kia wafa ko kha k mama ko nahlwao papa wafa or mama batroom m chale gaye mama batroom m ja ni rhi thi pani sa darr rhi thi wo or kahti mene ni nhaaha nhaogi to mar jaogi flah flah papa n mama ko marna start kr dia or akhir kar mama na nahaye phir wafa n nani ko phone kia hamasaye k ghr ssa ja kr sara kuch bta dia uss din ka scene 

Khair nani next day aye or papa bhi ghr per tha nani n ko lakr thori bht behas ki or papa n bhi behas ki k or nani n papa ko bht bura bhala kha or kha na to teri sa beti sambhal huwe or na hi bussneiss papa n kha bachee or ghr sambhalte sambhalte sara karobar dabo dia ab me kia kro kuch behas zayda bhari nani agee bharihi or papa ko thapad marne lagi room k do step bane huwe thy zameen sa or ppapa room k darwaza m karhe huwe thy nani n pahla step charha or abu ko thappad marne lagi or papa n nani ka hath pakard lia or nani ka pao phisal gya or nani side wali dewar m halki si taqar lagi or sirr dewar m laga nani ka or udher sa hi nani n dupata pehna or chale gaye chuo kr k next day Nasir Mamu aya or shoor machata hu meri ami ko thapro sa mrne ki himmat kase huwe or wo sath pistol laya tha la kr papa per taan di or kha k ab bol itni deer m happy bhag kr gya or samne wale hamasaye ko bula laya or unho n laraye churwaye or papa n explain kia k mara ni hai unka pao phisla tha or wo ulta mjhy thappad maar rhi thi mene hath pakra or unki chooria tooth  gaye wagera wagera to hamsayeio n bcha lia or laraye khatam krwaye aik haftee baad nani aye or papa ko kha k mama ko hospital la kr jaa rhi hai checkup wagera k liye jaise hi sai hogi wapis ajayegi or wafa or usama maqssood ko sath la gyae pechee me happy or moon honey rahgaye phir halat to bilkul bhi ni thy or ppapa na paise recover kiye jinse lana thy or circle chalaya khane pene ka wo paise bhi kahtam hogaye phir jinke paise dana thy unho n tang krna start kr dia or mar peet ki damkiya dana laga papa n phone kr k mama majeed ko bulwaya rahne k liye makan m or shahid khud dadi k ghr ane ka faisala kia or shahid dadi n hi bulwaya tha 

Phir kia mama majeed aya usne papa ko paise diye or papa mjhy moon or honey ko la kr dadi k pass agaye pechee ghr m mama majeed or happy rah gaye tab happy ki age hogi yahi koi 8 sa 9 saal or yeh baat hia almost 2004 ki yah 2005 ki hogi phir hum dadi wagera k ghr m rahne lae or papa bhi ghr m rahte thy yah bhr chale jata thy khair kuch month ghuzre almost 3 month or humne bhi zid ki k mama sa milna hai wagera wagera or dadi n papa ko samjhya jao mama ko manah kr lao or nani sa sorry kr k ayo papa bhi razzi hogaye or papa ko shahid nani sa or nanai k ghr walo sa bhi darr lagta tha kio k wo army thy family thi.

khair hum tiyar hoe teeno bhai or chal pare papa k sath papa n mithaye or phal wagear liye or bwp k liye hum bass m bhth gyae per bech m in 3 mnnth m aik scene yeh huwa k wo jo mama lahori tha wo nana ka chota bhai tha or wo sharab peta tha or happy usske sath uss ghr m rahta tha jab uske pass paise khatam huwe ussne happy ko choope bnna kr fridge m jaam kr diye or kha k sale kr k ayo choope means baraf k gole or happy jata 8 sa 9 saal ki age m jo age uske khud k parhene ki thi or bacho ko bech kr ata cooler me dall kr kuch bhi bikhtee thy or bina bechee wapis ata tha wo mama lahori martha tha happy ko or sath hi sath mama lahori n ghr ka keemti saman jaise cylender chola or fridge or petal k bartan or dinner set wagera bechna start kr diye or aik din happy ne choope bechee or bhaag jane ka plan bnana or 8 rupee karaya da kr bwp wale ghr pohanch gya or nani ko sab btaya or nani gaye sara saman utha kr ghr la aye mama ka apne ghr bwp m furniture or sab kuch or happy ko bhi bwp la gaye 

khair hum bwp ja rhy thy hum gaye nana nani udher thy or papa ko sab sa hum mile khaana khaya wagera or papa sa nani wageraa shuro m sai bole or pocha wagera k kia krna hai agee kase bussness krna hai ghr kase chalana hia papa n kha yeh mera masla hai or me mama ko lana aya hu udher sa unhe ghusaa charr gaya wase apko bta do yeh sab story jo me likh rha hu yah to mene ankhoo sa dekhi hia yah phir khud baate sunne hai ankho sa dekh kr or sunni hia tu me ooper chath per khel rha tha mamu k bacho k sath tu larne ki jab awaze aye tu mene nechee dekha or papa or nana nanai k darmyan behas ho rhi thi or tab filhall mama ki halaat bhi thek thi or wo bhi kah rhi thi jana hai hai mene tu ab behas zayda kuch yaad tu ni per papa mama sa poch rha tha k chalo utho chalo mere sath udher sa nana ander wale room m gya or waha sa bandok nikal laya or kha nikal ja iss ghr sa or or nani bhi sath sath dant rhi thi papa ko tane da rhi thi Papa khare huwe besti ki waja or kha k aj agr aj meri biwi ni jaye gi tu me qasam khata hu k me dobara lana ni ayoga or nani kahti me bhi qasam khati hu tjhy iss gate sa ander ane ni dana mene jis din tu aya to tjhy maar daingy Khair papa Uthee or sedha bina koi baat kiye gate ki taraf chale or oper ki taraf dekha tu hum bari masoomiat sa papa ko dekh rhy thy or me tu khair papa k sath jana chahta tha papa n hath hila kr ansoo bhari ankho sa oper dekh kr or dabi huwe awaaz m kha k Tension na lo idher raho me kuch dino baad lana ayoga tumhe or chale gaye or or oper chat sa bhr gali bhi nazar ati thi or papa rote huwe or apne hatho as ankhee saaf krte huwe ja rhi thy or mene uss din sa pahle or uss din k baad foot hone sa 3month pahle 2 baar rote huwe dekha tha bass foothgi wali baat to baad me ayegi abhi tu bht arsa para hai 17 saal ki story hai baki jo jo unke or hamare sath huwa khair mene 17 saal m or jab sa hosh sambhala hai apni baap ko rote ni dekha tha or me door taq gali m jate huwe dewar k oper charh kr dekhta rha or papa rota ja rha tha or hatho sa anso saaf krta huwa ja rha tha  ir jab taq nazar aa skte thy me dekhta rha or papa n aik baar bhi pechee murrh kr ni dekha k hum chath sa dekh rhy hai yah nana nanai pechee tu ni aa rhy or rastee m traffic aa ja rhi thi or papa ko dekh rhi thi or shahid uss din papa sab kuch haar gaye or sari umeede toor di or sab zime daario sa side per hogaye or shahid wo raste m yahi sochte ja rhy thy jasie bhi jitne bhi nuqsan kiye lakin mama ko khus or ikhata rakhen ki koshish tu ki lakin end m haar hi mili or besti hi mili apne bachoo or sab k samne or apni biwi k samne 

Khair papa chalegaye or hum udher hi rahe or baad m koi baat yah disscuss ni huwe uss ghr m papa sa related yah mama sa related hum yahi koi 15 din rahe hongy or hame thore bigre hwue thy cousin wagera sa laraye wagera ki or kahna ni mana nani or nanai n bhi hamari khoob services krne k baad hume wapis lodhran bhjne ka failsa kia taqee baap per kuch tu kharchee ka bojh aye or iss waja sa bhi bhejha k jab hum aye huwe thy tab dadi n humee school m admission krwa dia tha or hum school jate thy lodhran iss waja sa humee wapis bhaj dia mjhy honey or moon ko or jab hum wapis aye mamu ameen chorh kr gya or papa ko pta ni kia kuch kah kr gya or dadi n bhi usse samjha or shahid yeh kah kr gya k jab apna makan or bussness acha khasa chala la ga thb nanai mama ko bhj dagii or hum sath sath elij bhi krwa rahe hai aik lehaz sa nani bhi apni jaga sai thi wase per in sab mamlo m hum bacho ka kia kasoor tha 

phir aik do saal guzree hongy k next garmio ki chutiya aagaye or hume papa dobara bwp chorh aya or khud ghr m bhi ni gaye or aik gali pechee sa hi wapis aagaye or halaka dadi n papa ko maana kr or samjha kr bhajha tha k dobara sorry krna or baat krna nani sa per papa ni gya ghr nani k or wapis aagyae or khair jaise hi humne ghr entry ki mama or wafa wagera k toffees wagera or phal wagera la kr gaye thy or nani n kha yeh gate per hi rahk do humee zroarat ni dadi n jado kr  k bhaja hoga or hum yeh 3rd class cheeze ni khate or or nani n pocha k kia khana kha kr aye hu tu hum chicken or chiknar aik sabzi hoti hai wo pakaya tha sobi baji n sobi baji phupoo hain hamari tab unki shahdi ni huwe thi iss liye wo dadi k ghr m kahana bnatti thi or dadi k ghr ki sab sa ladli thi bhaio or maah ki orr bht moti bhi thi khair nani n mazak bnaya or khaa k apni shakle dekhi hia kase sokhii pari hai or kahte hai ghost kichnar khar kr aye hai jo ghost khate hian wo mote taaze or sehat mand hote hai or tum ghareebo ki tarha achar or piyaz sa roti kha kr ayehoneyg yah chatni sa tumhare dadi ghr wale bht ghareeb hai flah flah besti ki or hamare sa dobara picha per humee ni dobara woi jawab dia or oper sa ghusa kr k honey or moon ko marne lagi or mjhy bhi galia wagera da kr kha oper chale jao 

phir roti ka time huwe sab wafa happy mere chote bhai or 4 5 mamo k bete Lubna antie or nana sab ikhtee bhatk kr khana khane laga tab bta ni kia bana huwa tha shahid kadoo dall thy or chikcne tu nani nani n tab bht mazak bnanaya sab m kha k shakle dekho inki chicken khane wale or pahli baar yeh aisa acha khana mere ghr kha rhy hia or khoob bestie or hansi mazak kia or aise hi choti choti baato per tane or yahi sabit krne m rahti k tumhara baap ka ganda khoon tumhare m hia chorh hu tum  peada kr k mere gale daal diye hai maqrooz hai mere sa her motnh jhooth bool kr udhar paise lajata tha ab skahal ni dikhata k karza wapis krna parega or mere beti k layaq ni flah flah ab me yeh tu ni kah rha k nani bilkul ghlat kah rhi thi per wo half sach or half jhooth bol rhi thi per jis andaaz me unho n bola tu wo andaaz lahja or alfaz aj taq ni bhoole tab meri age hogi yahi koi 6 year or ab 20 saal baad bhi wo sara manzar or aik aik baat yaad hai mjhy  khair roo dhoo kr chootiya khatam huwe or hum wapis agaye lodhran or idher dadi n investiongation start kr di or kia khaya kia baate ki ki mere baare m kia baate ki or papa k baare m kia kha or flah falh or dadi wagera n humee bare hi pyar sa rakha huwa tha kabhi  aise baat ni sunaye thi khair humne normal baate btaye wo iss liye k jab sach btaye thi nani ko tu ulta bestie k siwa kuch ni mila tha iss liye humne kuch bhi baat dadi ko ni btaye or dadi n humee hamsea bht ache sa nahla dhula k achee kapre pehnanti thi or baal bhi jaise humne chote baare rakhne hote thy rakhne dati thi per jab bhi hum nani k ghr sa ho kr ate to wo tind krwa dati thi kio k hamar sirr m joye hoti thi or wo pahle to nani kangi maar maar kr sari juwe kahatam kr dati hafta 2 hafta laga kr baad me naye k pass bhj kr tind krwa dati or humare sirr m zakam ho jate thi baar baar kangi pherne sa or jab tind hi krwani hoti thi to joye nikalna zrori tu ni tha 

Khair or din guzarte gaye or hum kabhi nani or kabhi lodhran ate jate rahe or or lodhran m Ghudoo Phoopoo k bachee bhi garmio ki chutia guazrne ate jate rahte thy 

din bhat achee guzre 2006 aagya mjhy dates or year sai sa yaad ni but almost itna hi hia khair aik baar hum gaye bwp or hume mama or apne bhai behno k sath rahna acha laga or mamu k betoo k sath bhi to humne nani sa zid ki k humne wapis ni jana or nani n new zameen bhi li thi udher aik mamu ameen shift hogaya tha bina family k tu hum waha bhi jate rahte thynani k sath or hume acha lagta tha gao m jana or nani k ghr m rahna sab kaam time per or achee tareeqe sa hote hty or nani n humee mara bhi ni un dino or sab thore bht bare bhi hgaye thy shahid iss liye bhi per humne rahne ki zid ki mene or honey n hunny n kha m gao m rahna chahta hu waha thandi hawa tubewell or amm k tree or kajoor wagera taza doodh or sara din awara gardi usse pasand aye iss liye ussne udhar rahna pasand kia or mene bwp ghr rahne ki zid ki or wafa or happy n bht samjahaya k idher na raho baad me bht picthaogay 

khair aik baar pahle bhi moon n rahen ki zid ki thi or moon rha bhi tha per jjab usse maar wagear pari or wo scool jana k liye rota tha k ni jana tab nani n usse wapis lodhran bhj dia tha or iss baar moon ni rahna chahta tha me or honey rahna chahta thy khair jab hum lodhran m rahe aik 2 saal tb dadi na hume Quran pak parhehne k liye aik 2 qari sab k pass dala or kahi maar zayda khane ki waja or kahi late chuti ki waja sa hum ni jate thy 

per khair aik ghr aisa tha jaha aik borhi aurat thi jiska name Appa Tha unse humne Quran Pak parhana sekha or unho n bht ache sa hume pora Quran pak parha sikha dia Allah Pak Unko Janat Naseeb Farmaye ab wo foot ho chuki hia unka yeh bht bara ahsan hai hamare per k unho n Allah Pak k Qareeb jana ka rasta humee dikhyaa or Quran Pak jaise Azeem kitnb parhna sikaye jo akhrat m bhi kam ayegi or me bht khush naseeb hu jise Quran ki tillawat krna atihai or jab time milta hai me krta hu

Khair nani n Bwp m Rakh lia or hu honey ko gao bhaj dia mamo k pass or me bwp m hi or usi town m aik Boys and girls school m admission hogya mera or normal din start hogaye or mene bhi parhana start kr dia or sath hi prepp class m usama bhi mere sath jata tha or me tab 4 sa 5 class uss school m parha or jab nani k Admission krwaya or ma sath khara tha nani n kha k pahle to unka paap unhe aise hi chorh kr chala gya mere pass or ab wo foot hogay hai aik saal pahle me inki dekh bhaal krti hu flah flah or me uss school m sab ki nazro m yateeb or maskeen ban kr rah gya or sab mjhy uss school m aise treate krte teaschers or class fellow k iske abu ni hia or yeh yateem or ghareeb hia isse kuch ni kahna or mam bhi jab kisi ko saza dati to mjhy kam marti or jab pori class or new Guide yah koi model papaer buy krne ka kahti to sab ko saza dati or mjhy btha dati thi k isske baap ni hai muskil hoti hogi ni la paa rha hai flah falh khair phir wo mam mjhy kisi din chupke sa apne purse m dall kr la ati mere liye guide new or model paper or jiski mjhy zrorat hoti or aik side per ja kr pori class or scool sa chupa kr saza ka bhana laga kr bhr la ja kr da dati thi sehan m yah phir jab chuti hoti thi tab bhi sab ko jane ka bolti or mjhy kahti tumhara saza hai saara home work idher kro or phir ghr jana or jab sab chale jate wo mjhy sirr per pyar krti or jo bhi model paper waegr wo itne din sa pori class or scool ko kah rhi hoti thi or saza bhi milti thi wo mjhy new buy kr k bag m laye hoti thi or da dati thi or mere sar par shafqat bhara hath pherti or sene sa bhi laga lati thi jaise maah apne betee ko lagati hia wo unka pyar mjhy rula data tha or shahid rona iss liye bhi ata tha k mere paap k zinda hote huwe bhi aisa treat mil rha hai or mam ko kase btao me 

Khair aik din mam n kaha k checking wale afsar aa rhy hai kal ap sab n uniform dhoo kr sab kitbe la kr sab copy la kr shoes polish kr k ana hai khari me uss din uniform to khud dhoo lia or istry ni kr ska kio k ati ni thi or sister sa krwaye ni kio k nani dantti thi k bijli zaya krte hu dhoo kr aram sa kapre dalne sa sai rahte hai istri ki zrorat ni parti bass isi darr sa press ni krwaye or school chala gya or mam ko uss din pta ni tha k mama ki bi zehni tawazun darust ni hai iss liye wo bht ghusa huwe or mjhy danta or saza k toor per khara kr di or pocha k tumne mama ko kio ni btaya k aise aise mam n hka hia or me chup khara tha kahta bhi to kia kahta or mam ko or ghusa agya mam thora qareeb aye marne k liye tu sath dosre banch per bhathi huwe aik lrki boli k iss ki mom ka zehan drust ni pagal hia wo khud sa baate krti hai wo lrki hamare samne wale ghr m rahte thi uska yeh kahna tha k mene rona start kr dia or itna roya k mam chup krwati rahhi or me ni hoaya or pore aik ghnte taq meri rone ki waja sa hickiya band ni huwe 

or uss piyari si mam jiska name Bushra tha mjhy gala sa lagaya or sorry ki or kha k mjhy pta ni tha or mene kahene ka yeh mqsad ni tha Khair tab sa mam ko or mere oper or meri kismat k oper tars ana start hogya or jab bhi parh kr ni jata tha mjhy marti ni thi or or bass saza k toor per khara rakhti thi khair mene bhi parhan start kr dia or home work krna start kr dia tha or class ka layaq bacha tha or tab urdu medium scool hote thy sare or meri udru ki wiritng bht achi hoti thi Khair bech bech m kabhi me jata tu kabhi kabara mera moor per neel pare hote thy nani k maar ki waja sa jo khair zarori baato or choti choti ghaltio per hamari hadio ko masala lagati thi nani or mar maar kr dhet kr dia tha koi hafta aisa ni guzarta tha jise hum nani sa kisi na kisi kam na krne per ghr ka yah kisi cheez toot jane per kisi or waja khana bina poche kahan per yah aise hi choti moti  baato per aise maar parti k maza ajata tha or jisme per or tango per neel k nishan parha to aam baat hogaye to or maar peeth kr nani desi ghee wali roti or makhan wagera khilati thi or maar kr baad m khud hi rooti thi or kahti thi yeh sab na kia kro or jaise hum jaan bhooj kr krte thy unjane m sab ghaltia hoti thi or bachee ghalti tu krte hi hia khair hum koi or maqlooq lagte thy unhe jinki life m ghalti krna to bht buara gunah tha 

wase jab me nani k taraf transofr huwa tha niya niaya to pechee lodhran m achanak sa dadi ki tabiyat kharab rahti hti or moon hota tha sirf lodhran m or 5 6 month treatment chalne k baad dadi foot hone ka phone aya subha subha nani k pass or dadi uss time bwp k hospital m hi thi or or nani aik baar bhi temadari krne yah koi hlep krne ni gaye ulta unhe gali wagera jadogarni or pta ni kia kuch kha 

Khair jisdin phone aya or nani n humhe nehlawa wagera k Ameen mamu ka sath lodhran bejha mjhy or honey ko or sath hi uss din dadi ko bht bura bhala kha or aik lafz mjhy yaad hai aj bhi wo yeh k jaise hi phone suna nani n or bhr aye or kahti hai shukar hia magro lathi jadogarni wadi akha aali yeh punjabi me kha or sath hi kahti thuda pio v ayewi hi magro lath jawe ta cheen ayega mino

khair hum aye janaza per tab bht sare loog aye lodhran sa dadi bht mashoor thy lodhran m Kapro or silaye karhaye wagera k karobar ki waja sa per nani k khandan sa koi ni aya or mamu chorh kr bina janaza parhe chalegaye 

haftee 2 haftee baad mamu aa kr phir lagaye humee khair phir huwa aise k hamari aik gudoo anti bhi thi jo mama ki sister thi or mama sa bari thi or aik or antie thi jinka name lubna antie hai or wo uss time geo graphy ki lacturar thi collage m uch shareef shaid goverment collage wo anite meri best favoriote anti thi tab antie me iss liye kah rha hu k hum khala ko antie hi bolte thy sab wo bht hi piyari or neek dil ki thi wo meri hamesha side lati thi jab hi mere sa koi ghalti hoti thi or maar pith rhi hoti thi or wo mere side sa zayda insaaf wali side per tarjeeh dati thi or wo iss liye shahid kio k ow aik teacher thi jab bhi kisi counsin sa hamri laraye hoti choti moti baat per hum aik dosre ko maar dete to nani cousin ko kcuh ni kahti thi or ulta hame hi marti thi or or wo momo or hamare darmyan bht faraq krti thi or hume saaf saaf kahti thi tusi gandee pio di gandi ulad hu aye wa mere putar te mere waris jina nu jaydad milni wa or unke hise ka kaam safaye wagera or sab kuch hum krte thy or nani kuch bhi lati thi thi bhr sa khane wagera yah phal wagera unhe pahle dati thi humee baad m or oper sa baat sunati thi or kabhi kabhi tu dati hi ni thi 

Khair Nani m bht sari achi baate bhi thi jo ab samaj ati hai wo yeh thi jo unho n kaam krne ki adat dali or jo kaam humee krna sikyae wo safai sa la kr rehan sehan nesihat or achee kam or sadgi wo hum aj bhi yaad hai or iss waaja sa me tu shukar bhi krta hu or wo mere rooz mara ka kamo m kaam bhi ate hia or humee nani n parhaya or hamara kharcha utaha or abu ka frustration hum per nikala bass yahi buri baat thi bakis sister ko parhaya or happy hunny sab ko khhair iss waja sa wo mjhy pasand bhi hai or inhi baato ki waja sa me porane sari baate bhula kr jo  bhi jaise bhi huwa unke ghr jab bhi jata hu wo ab bhi aise dill dkhukane wali baate krti hai or yah ghareeb ka tanah to hamsesha hi dati hai wo ab wase funny andaaz m hota hai or me mjhy nani sa pyar or achi baat yaad kr k me sab baato per hans data hu or kisi bhi tarha sa nani k samne zaban ni chalta wo is sliye k aik to buzarg hai or baki jo bhi huwa Wo Allal or unka mamla hai Bass me unhe iss umar m heart ni krna chahta or na hi fillhall mjhy koi gila hai present waqt m or iss waqt me oman m job krta hu or aik sala pahle unse mil kr or achi memories ikhathi kr k aya hu achee pal jo shahid mjhy ta Hayat taq yaad rahegy Allah Paak unk Lami Umar Atta Farmaye. per sirf shahid mera hi behavior aisa hai nani k sath baki sab n to kuch saal pahle nani k ghr jana chorh dia hai or unke sath kham kha behas kr k or zuban chala kr aye thy sab k sab sister ko choorh kr chote bhaio ko or woi mamo k bete unho n bhi ni nani ko iss umar m bht hearth kia hia jinhe nani special kahti thi 

Shuro m Thora me Bhi aisa hi tha k nani n acha ni kia or unki sari achee baate bhool kr sirf buri baate logo or btata or apne dill m rakhta tha per jab sa abu foot hogya tab sa dunia hi badal gaye me badal gya bhai badal gae risteedaar badal gaye or mjhy tab samajh aya k sirf or sirf achee pal hi yaad rakhne chahiey or kisi ko hans kr khus kr dana hi chaiye kiis ko ghalat baat ni krni or agr koi kr bhi rha hai to side per ho jao sun kr or aik smile da do or sorry kah do or kah do ainda ni hoga bass itni si baat hai 

khair chalte hai wapis old story m phir me wapis bwp chala gya or 5th class  k paper diye or elementry boy and girls school sa finally me nikal kr Govt High School Technical m chalagya 

khiar aik or waqia Yaad aagya jo bwp nani k ghr rahte huwe huwa jab me 6 saal ka tha tab Garmio k chutio m Gudoo Anti Rahne aye Nani k Ghrr Apne bacho k sath unka huband tab army m major hota tha 

unki 6 betiya hai or aik beta tab shahid 6 beti ni thi or wo beta bhi 4 sa 5 saal ka tha jo urdu bht achi bolta tha jiska name tha habib khiar wo aye wo antie bhi mjhy bht pasand krthi thi kio k ma masoom si shakal hota tha wo sab bacho sa bht piyar krthi thi meri uske bete k sath achi understadiong hogaye or hum cycle wagera chalte thy or ikhathe or ikhte idher udher ghoomte phirte rahte thy or jab ameen mamu gao sa ata unka nokia ka mobile la kr ussme games khelte rahte or yah phir nasir mamu ka computer on kr k window xp per games khetle rahte thy hume games ka itna janon tha k hum full dophar ki garmi m uper wale kamre jidher me sota tha waha bhath kr game khetle th nokia k mobile m or nani bth dantti thi uske badle ki bhi dant mjhy parh jati thi ki me uper garmi m kio khelte hu usske sath khair 2 month baad wo gao chale gaye rahne or udher mamu k pass taqriban mamo ki betia or wo habib udher rahe apni mama papa k sath shahid 10 din rahe phir wapis aye or 5 6 din bwp rah kr wapis lahore chalge gye 

thore dino baad Gudoo anti ki call aye nani ko anti n btaya k jab sa habib ap k ghr sa hokr gya hai usne bura kam start krdiye hia Tu or pta ni kia kia kha nani ko nani ha hu krti rahi phone per or unho n kha k aisa tu ni ho skta sunny n aisa ni kia hoga flah flah tu sath kahti wase habib sunny k sath bhi zayda raha hia Sunny matlab me Khair me bhr bhatha sun rha tha or sath hi wafa bhathi bhi sun rhi thi nani ki awaaz bahir aa rhi thi tv lown sa khair nani bhr aye ghuse m or mjhy kha oper ja me oper aagya chath per jaha hum raat ko sote thy oper 4 rooms thy mjhy laga shahid choti moti baat hogi khair bhai nani oper aye or sath m 2 dande la kr aye stick or ate hi mjhy marna start kr dia kamar bazyo or tango ki pindlio per or bht mara uss time me or chand oper thy chand mamu ka beta or bina kuch bole samjhee nani n marna start kr dia khair achi khasi dadno k sath dhulaye kr k baat me kahti k ab bta k tone habib ko kia kha hai or oper kia krte thy jab wo oper hota tha tu me darte darte kah dia k amin mamu ka mobile unki jeeb sa me nikal kr lata tha or games khelte thy me or habib or yeh suntee hi nani n or marna start kr dia khair chand bhi tha usse bhi nani n mara or bht kam mara or usse pocha k bta sunny n kabhi tjhy ulte kam krne k liye bola hai wo gao ka rahne wala tha usse samaj aagae tab gao m gandi baate bht krte thy log tu ussne kah dia maar sa bachne k liye k suny n kha  tha bari bari hum dono mil kr ulte kam krte hia or mjhy samaj hi ni aa rha tha k ulte kaam ka meaning kia hai kio k tab me chotha bhi tha yahi koi 9 saal ka hoga yah 8 saal ka 

or ulte kamo ka matlab usstime wo pocha chah rhi thi k tumhne habib yah chand k sath sex kia hai 

khair nani n or mara or kha k bol tone habib k sath ulte kaam kiye hia mjhy laga koi chori ki hogi yah bina pochee paise uthaey hongy yah kuch or mjhy samaj ni aya or me khta rha k kaise ulte kaam wagera wagera nani n ni btaya k ulte kaam ka matlab kia hia or kha tere baap n sikhaye hogy tjhy tera baap kia kia kahta tha or me kahta rha k papa n kha tha nani ko koi baat ni btani lodhran m kase halat hai kase rahte hia khair mene sex ko chorh kr papa apni habib sari chooria choti moti kab kitne paise uthaye wagera sab kuch bta dina or sex ka to wase hi mjhy ni pta tha tb or nani wo pochna chah rhi thi per direct n poch rhi thi ulte kaam bol rhi thi khair nani asar sa marna start huwe thi or Magrib hogaye or nani nechee chale gaye or me na mana or mene aisa kuch kia bhi ni tha or baki sab kuch nani ko bta dia k kha kitne chori or kitne paise utahey or nani n uss baare m mjhy kuch ni kha Nani nechee chali gaye or upar bhatha rota rha or chand nechee jana laga mene usse pakar lia k tone jhoot kio bola k mene tjhy kha hai k bure kaam krta hu tere sath tu ussne nani ko awaz da di nani n mjhy nechee bulaya or phir itna mara stick k sath or wo stick bhi bht moti thi mere bazo kamar or tango per koi aise jaaga ni bachi jaha stick na lagi hu khair raat hogaye taqriban 9 bjy taq raat ka khana ban jata tha wafa n khana bnaya or sab khana bhtee me hath dho kr nechee bichee daster khawan per bhathne laga tu nani n mere chamcha mara sene per or kha k uth khara hu yaha sa tu paleet hai sab k sath bhath kr khana ni khayega or darwaze k pass ja kr moo dewar ki taraf kr k bhath jab taq na bulwao ni ana me chala gya mjhy aise behave kia jaise me koi kuta hu khair honey happy or sab cousin yazman mandi thy mamu k ghr jo village m hia or aik cousin jiska name rabia hai or chand waha per tha bass jab yeh sab scene huwa or garmio k chutiya huwe pari thi tab full garmia bhi hoti thi khair jab sab n khana kha liya end m nani n ghuse sa chand ko kha k uss kutte ko roti da aya darwaze per or chand jab roti dana aya or kahta mjhy kaan m k hun dass maza aya 

khair raat ko phir nani n invastigation ki or khair mara ni kio k mere pore jism per nile zakam parh chuke thy or wo nele hone k baad red red sojh gaye thy jo mene wafa ko dikhaye thy or wafa na nani ko btaya tha khair raat ko me chath per ja kr soogya or subha subha utth kr nechee aya or quran pak parhne k liye wazoo krne laga tu fajar ka tme tha or ja kr nimaz pari drawing room or supara la kr sab k sath bhath kr parhne laga or nani aye ussne mjhy baalo sa pakra or gali data hu kha kutee tone paleet ghaleez n quran pak ko kase hath lagaya dafa ho ja meri nazro sa or nechee ni ana me oper chala gya or oper ja kr rota rha or pore chath ki safai kr di taqee nani khussh ho jaye or shahid na maare per nani thori deer baad oper aye or mjhy abhi taq pta hi ni chala tha nani kis waja sa marr rhi hia khair nani oper aye or bare pyar sa mere sa pocha k bta k tone kia ghalat kam kiye hia aik baar maan ja maaf kr dogi maafi maang la or aisa mene kia hi ni tha or nani soch rhi thi kia hia oper sa jhoot per jhooth bol rha hu or paka hogya hai itna dheeth or jhooth kase bol rha hu or shahid nani ko ghusa bhi iss baat ka tha k jhooth bol rha hu halanka k usse dosre din jab wo poch rhi thi bure kaam k baare m itna intrestes ni tha 

Khair mene phir woi kha k me bass game khelta tha mamu ka mobile chori bina btaye oper la kr habib k sath bass phir nani ko aisa ghusa aya stick na milne ki waja sa hi unho n chahere per marna start kr dia or itna mar mar k mjhy kamla kr dia k mjhy kuch samaj hi ni aa rhi or chakar sa aa rhy or nani jo bol rhi thi wo meaning hi samajh ni aa rhy thy khair nani n 11 bjy sa dosre din marna start kia or marti rahi 2.30 bajh gaye or nani nechee chalye gaye or wo bhi iss waja sa k nechee dopher k khana ka time ho rha tha or mjhy bhi hath mooh dho kr nechee ane ka kha wo mjhy oper la ja kr iss liye marti thi q k nechee unki beti lubna anti bhi rahti thi or wo shor sharab sun kr churwa dati thi humee har baar kahti thi itna na mare flah flah or nana abu bhi akhir tang aa kr kah hi data tha k bass kr iss liye wo upar bulawa k marti thi or khair dopher ko bhi same wase hi roti di mjhy main gate per nechee bhatha kr or end m khair desi ghee laga kr di thi taqee jo zakam wagera huwe hai sai ho jaye me samjha desi ghee mila hai shahid ab maar ni paregi khair me oper ja kr soogya phir nani oper aagaye 2 ghnte baad or asar sa la kr magrib taq itna mara k mere sirr m bhi zakam hogaye or sui gas k pipe sa mara or khajoor k khali chape sa mara jo khajoore utarne k baad khali bachta hai usse bhi khair mjhy samjh ni aye or sab bhaio k baare m invastigation ki k kisne tjhy ghalat kam sikhaye hai wegeara wagera nani ko shak huwa k happy n aise kaam sikhaye hai or wo sab sa bara hai mere sath bhi krta hoga aise mere sath nani n chand ko bhi bulwa lia usse thori bht maar or pari khair chand n roo roo kr kha k happy n uske sath bht ulte kaam kiye hia honey n bhi or pta ni kia kuch apne taraf sa kah dia or nani k samne masoom ban k bach gya khair meri dulhaye hwue magrib taq or nani nechee chalye gaye or mjhy raat ko bhi same roti di gate per bhthaa k or baate suna k  khair raat ko kuch khass ni kha nani n or mene dard hoti tango or hatho sa kapre dhoye sab ghr walo k 10 bjy taq or taqriba sare ghr ki safai bhi kr di k nani ka ghusa kam hu or huwa bhi aise nani n raat ko aik lafz ni kha or wo iss liye k unhe happy wagera per full ghusa aya huwa tha or unho n kha k village ja kr unhe marogi 

khair agle din phir nani marna shuro or kahna start hogaye jo bhi bura kaam kia hia aik baar bol da sach chorh dogi or kuch bhi ni khogi maro gi bhi ni bass ha kah da or me indian film or pakistani police jaise jhoot ki gawahe dana k liye manah rhi hoti or maar rhi hoti hai mere sath woi scene chal rha tha or ma maan ni rha tha jo mene kia hi ni tha khair agle din bhi mar pitna shuro hogaye or nana or anti k samne hi mara nechee hi oper la ja kr bhi ni or magrib hogaye nani nimaz parhne gaye or me side p khara rota rha itni deer m wafa aye shahid nani n usse kha tha k pyar sa pochee mere sa mene yeh  kaam kiahia yah ni Khair wafa aye or pocha k sex wagera kia hai mjhy alfaz tu ni yaad per wafa n clear woi topic pocha k tone habib k sath ulte kaam kiye hia mene kha ni kiye to wafa kahti tu ha kr da kio k nani tjhy marti rahegi jab taq haa ni bole ga or mjhy sex wale kaam sa to shakht nafrat thi or mene kha k me ha ni kroga jitna mrzi maar la khair nani nimaz parh kr aye or ghusse m marna start kr dia moo per itne thapper mare k bht dard hone lag gya or marte marte mjhy aik charpaye per dhika dia or gala dabane lag gaye or kahti aj maar dogi mjhy bhi laga k ab nani pagal hogaye hai maar k hi chore gi khair mene achanack sa kah dia ha mene kia hai ulte kaam habhib k sath unho n pocha kitne baar mene kha sirf aik baar or unho n kha k chand k sath kiye hia tone mene kha ni wo jhooth bol rha hai mene usse kuch ni kha Khair nani ka sara ghusa aik dam khatam hogaya or ussne kha k itne din sa maar kha rha hai pahle bta data per unhe dekh kr aisa laga jaise unhee dil sa skoon hogya hu unkoo haa krne per khair nani ka rawiya aik dam change hogya or nani n koi baat ni sunye per roti mjhy darwaza per hi bhatha kr zameen per di or agla din hogya agle din bhi mene ghr ki ache sa safai ki subha subha uth kr chath or nechee dono ki safai ki furshi lagaye or bartan wagera dho kr dupher ka khana kha k oper sone jata thy sab per nani n kha to nechee hi soye ga mere ankho k samne or baki sab usama maqsood or chand rabia wagera oper chale gaye sone ni blke chand village chala gya tha ameen mamu subha subha aya tha usske sath zid kr k chala gya tha or nani n jane dia tha 

khair Nani Barande m Bhati zameen per jadar bicha kr kapre si rhi thi or me sath hi thori door ussi kapre per soo rha tha nani k sath hi sarhana rakh kr per mjhy machine chalne or zakam k dard ki waja sa nend ni aa rhi thi kio k zameen sakht thi or me jaan k ankhee bnd kr k soya huwa tha dosri taraf mooh kr k nani ki oppsite direction m or wafa sath chair per bhathi parh rhi thi collage ka 

itni deer m tv room m ptcl phone ki bell bhaji or mjhy laga k aj phir shamat aagaye ko k ptcl per aik gudoo anti or village sa phone ata tha bass or kahi sa ni or mamu tu subha ho kr gaye thy wo phone mjhy pta tha k gudoo anti ka hai or pta ni kia kahna hia unho n ab 

Khair wafa ander gaye phone pick kia or salam kia or kahti ami ko bula kr lati hu or mene jaan boj kr nataq kr k soo rha tha acting kr rha tha sone ki wafa n bhr aa kr kha k Gudoo anti ka phone aya hia or mene dil m socha beta tyar ho ja aik do din or maar khana k  liye or in dino na tu nani n school  jana dia or na hi me ja skta tha zakam wagera ki waja sa kio k mere chahre per bhi neel pare huwe thy or pore jism per dando or kajoor k chapo k nisan thy zabra crossing style p pore jism per or wo red or nelee ho chuke thy or un per lagaya bhi kuch ni thi 

khair nani ander gaye or salam dua ki normal baat huwe or me bhr bhatha duao maang rha tha koi naya scene na ho jaye khair nani n bt start ki k mene goore ko or chand ko bht mara hai or pocha tha kisne bure kaam kiye hia habib k sath ghair ikhalikhi kaam kitne baar kia hai kahti mene 3 din lagatar mara hai aisa dheeth tha k maan hi ni rha tha or kal sham ko ja kr mana  hai k ha mene aik baar ghair iklaki kaam kia hai or sath sath mjhy gali da kr bhi sara kisa suna rhi thi khair agee sa shahid guddo anti n kha k mene apko kab aisa kha k habib k satth bure kam kiye hia ussne to sirf aik gali di thi or shahid unho n wo gali bhi btaye or kha k muntaha n habib ko aik thapar mara tha or habib n agee sa kaha k (Bhen ki lori) Khair uss time habib bht chota tha or usse iska matlab bhi ni pta tha or me bhi aise galia ni data tha gao me detee thy jidher mamu ameen rahte thy or mamu k bete wagera gao k mahool k hisab sa yeh normal gali thi but lahore or urdu Speaking Family m bht buri thi tu nani ghuse m aagaye phone per or gudoo anti ko kha k punjabi m kuti tone kha tha k bahawalpur sa khair ikhlaki kaam sekh k gya hia or muntaha k sath batmeezi kr rha tha tu shahid anti n agee sa kha hoga k mene to sirf yeh kha k buri baate sekh aya hia khair unho n bahwalpur ka name hi lia tha to bwp m zayda tar habib mere sath hi rha tha iss liye khair nani n kha k mene sunny ko maar maar kr jism per lashee dal di hai or wo 3 din taq na kahta rha or me marti rhi or iss baat per nani ka lehja bhi rone wala hogya tha jaise afsoos ho rha hu or nani n unhe bura bhala or puri baat sai sa na btaye per danta or ghusa me phone band kr k roti huwe bhr aye wafa khari hogaye or pocha kia hu nani khairya tu hai kia huwa pta to wafa ko bhi chal chuka tha kio k room sa bhr awaaze saaf aa rhi thi 

khair nani khari roti rhi 2 mnt phir aa kr bhathi or sari gudo anti ki baat btaye or kha k wo gao sa bhen ki lori gali sun kr gya tha or udher usne muntaha ko di hai bass or dudoo anti n habib ko bhi bht mara or pocha tha k kisne yeh gali sikhaye hia sunny n yah kisne to ussne kha k chand jo cousin hai mamu ka beta ussne bhr kisi gao wale larke ko di thi 

Khiar mjhy laga abhi nani utahye gi mjhy or mafi mange gi khair aisa huwa ni or me to jag rha tha or uss time mjhy nani ki pori baat sun kr sare jism m sakhoon hogya or sari tension or sari badnami sirr sa utar chuki thi or jo zakam thy unme bhi dard ni ho rha tha ab khair nani mere pass aa kr bhathi me dosri taraf karwat la kr soo rha tha nani n meri salwar ka pohncha thora sa utha kr jhukh kr mere tango ko dekha tu tango per tu saaf nel or zakam nazar aa rhy red or nele color k tu phir unho n bazo ko aisa hi kapra oper kr k dekha or kamar ka bhi or wo tariban adha ghnta udher hi bhath kr roti rahi or mjhy ghusa or afsoos bhi ho rha tha pahle tu mara itna hia or me sach hi tu bol rha tha or ab roo rhi hai bhathi khair mjhy ni pta kab nend aa gae or me soya tha or mjhy kisi n bhi ni utaya or nani n bhi ni magrib hone wali hogaye or aisa kabhi ni huwa tha koi magrib taq soya hu 

khair magrib ki jab azaane huwe to wafa n aa kr utaha or sari baat btaye k aise aise hua hai dopher ko or nani khair mjhy nazar ni aye kisi dosre room m hogi nani n mere liye dopher ko new suit sia tha wo mjhy wafa n dia or kha k naha k yeh pehan la khair mene naha k pehan lia or raat hogaye khana khana ka time huwa or me oper hi bhatha tha k awaz ayegi tu neche jaoga or mjhy lag rha tha nani bhi mjhy darwaze per bhatha k roti dagi khair awaz di wafa n k sunny roti kha la me nechee aya tu nani n kha bhatho kahan kao mere khana pahle hi sab k sath laga para tha jidher sab bhath kr khate thy nani n koi baat ni ki or mjhy khana khata dekhti rhi or mere sa aise roti khaye na jaye k nani dekh rhi hai uss din saag paka huwa tha saag m bhi nani n mkhan dal k dia tha or sath desi ghee or shakar bhi bna kr di huwe thi eladha sa roti k sath khair me kha gya sab kuch abhi uthne hi laga tha k nani n pocha k tone chand k sath kitne baar bure kaam kia hai halaka chand n pahle din kha tah sunny n 2 sa 3 baar kiye hai ulte kaam to mene bhi kah dia aik baar bhi ni kie wo uss din bhatha 3d handgame khel rha tha jo un dino milti thi hath m pakar kr khlte thy puzzle wagera wali hoti thi wo khel rha tha or me bhi woi khel rha tha uss din baari baar khel rhy jab ap oper aye or apke dekhte hi humne game chupa di thi or wo game meen khareedi thi bhr sa iss liye apne bina poche khair nni n aik mnt m yaqeen kr lia khir nani kuch dain chup rahi or phir pocha k habib k sath kitni baar bura kaam kia hai mene kha aik baar bhi ni or mjhy tu bure kaam ka pta bhi ni kase krte hia or hum ameen mamu k mobile or nasir mamu k computer per games khelte thy bass phir usi raat sa nani village jana k liye saman pack krne lag gaye khane pene or kapre wagera or kahti subha jaogi rabia k sath gao 

phir normal routine ki tarha hum sab soogaye or or normal subha huwe or nani k nazro m bilkul naik ban chuka tha or mjhy wo kuch bhi ni kah rhi thi or mjhy zakhmo per laganae k liye polifex tube bhi di jo lagane sa sai ho rhy thy khair 12 bjy agle din nani n mjhy buala or pocha sath chale ga village mene manah kr dia or mjhy pta tha nani n ja kr udher sab ko bjanan hai or sath m mere bhi baar dobara na a jaye mene foran na kr dia or kha school jana hai kl sa sirr bht maare ga or class sa nikal daga 

phir nani na mazeed saman pack kia or mjy bula kr kha k oper ja or 3 4 vip dandee la kr apni pasand k mjhy yeh baat sun kr bht acha lga kio k jo chand bhi alzaam laga kr gya tha wo uska insaaf milne wala tha khair me oper gya or vip mote taze dandee la kr aya or nani n wo saman m rakhee or sath la gaye mere din normal hogaye or ab me kahani thori short krne laga hu detail m ni jaoga phir mene 5th clash achee number sa pass ki or phir kisi waja sa mjhy marr pari or me nani k ghr sa bhag kr wapis lodhran papa k pass agay or ammen mamu aya wapis la gya 2 haftoo baad k isse hum n parha kr Pilot bnana hai wagera wagera lodhran walo n bhi bhaj dia or udher ja kr phir maar lagi mjhy 6 class m mer primary girls and boys school sa nikal kr high boys school m chala gya 

waha 6 pass ki 7th m huwa phir koi choti moti baar sa maar pari phir bhaag aya lodhran or aise bech m mene 4 sa 5 baar kr chuka tha or her baar mamu aa kr la jate mjhy wapis kuch haftee rahne k baad honey mamu k ghr village m rahta tha or moon papa k sath or or moon awara phirta rahta tha idher udhar usse happy kahe baar lana gya wo na aya bwp wagera 

khair jab me 7th m huwa tu phir bhaga kisi waja sa maar pari or lodhran aagya or nani n uski din mamu ko bhaj kr wapis bulwa lia or me wapais ate hi dobara bhaag gya ussi din lodhran tu nani n bola k ab usse wapis lao tu nane n kha k na lao wo udher hi rahna chahta hai udher hi rahne do 

Khair wo jo middle school ki teacher thi unhe pta chal gya k papa zinda hai wo tab pta chala tha jab me school sertificate lana gya tha bwp or me bara sharminda tha khair unho n mjhy kuch ni kha or kha iss me tumhari koi ghlti ni hai tumhari nani n ghalat guide kia hai humee 

mene 8 class pass ki or sab hasi khusi rah rhy thy k nani ko laga k papa per to koi boj ni hai kisi bhi kharche ka unho n happy wafa or usama maqsood ko papa ki taraf bhaj dia to sobi baji jo phupoo hia or aik yasmeen phupoo hia une bhi hum sab ghr wale gudoo phupoo kahte hai aik gudoo anti hai lahore wali or aik gudo phuppo hai wo bhi aye huwe thi lodhran wo bhi sath rahne lag gyae or 2 chachu or sajda anti bhi sath rah rhy thy 

wafa bhi bawalpur ja kr study pori kr rhi thi or papuu cahchu adhee sa zayda kharcha utha rhy thy kio k jab nani sab bachoo ko idher bhajha tha tu unho n kha tha k in sab ko parha kr dikhao phir manogi khair goga chachu or papu chachu wafa ko university jana ka karaya or fees wagera pee ki or mene bhi 8 class m 1st division sa pass huwa honey bhi or happy bhi 11th m achee numbers sa pass hwua or jin cousin per nani ko bara naaz tha jinki bate hume nani sunati thi k inho n jayedad ka malik bnnnda hai flah falh wo sare cousin fail huwe 8th m bhi or metric m supply lag gaye or hum sab achee number sa pass huwe happy ko 3rd year m aik supply aye thy baad me wo bhi clear hogyae thi Sobi baji or goge chahu ki shahdi hogaye sobi baji ka shohar sunhara tha kuwait m or 

goga chahcu ki biwi ka faisalabad sa thi sab sai chal rha tha choti baari ghr m mamol k mutabiq laraye wagera hoti rahti thi chahu yah chahchu sa bad me mamlat sai bhi ho jate thy

Papu chahcu ki 3 betia or beta tha 2 betiaya uss time 10 sa 12 saal k darmyan thi or aik sab sa choti bethi thi shahid wo 6 sal ki hogi or or lrka manan unka beta 8 saal ka tha taqriban khair wo bhi parhne jati thi or chachu sa to hum wase hi thora alag rahte thy or uncousin sa bhi door hi rahte thy zayda baat wagera or khelte wagera ni thy aise hi time or 2018 agya or aik chachu umra krne gaye or waha hearth attack ki waja sa foot hogaye kio k unhe bech m heart ka masla huwa tha thora bht baad me sai hogaye ty peer umra krne gaye thy zayda tabiyat kharab hone sa achanak sa heart attack unhee agya or chachi bhi unke sath thi or wo bhi month baad aagaye or sara afssos wagera krne k baad khatam Quran Khani k baad phir sa normal hogya hisab chucu k betio or ghr walo or inki dukan ka khayala chachi ka bhai abid rakhne lag gya or unho n bht acha khayal rakha wagera wagera 

papa ko cahchu sa thori bht nafrat thi aise hi kuch choti moti baato ko la kr khair jab 2o dono cousins metric m huwe to hoeny 12th m tha tu unhe math ki kuch problem thi honey parhane nechee chala jata tha or hone thora thariki type ka banda tha tab tu usne baate wagera krna shahid usse acha lagta tha or oper aakr unki baate bhi btata tha k nisha n aise baate ki yah yeh mazak kia yah mene unki aise besti ki wagera wagera tab shahid honey nisha per lineee maar rha or maha tab kachee zehan ki thi or nisha maha sa bari thi or honey bhi nisha ki taraf attactive tha khair aik sal aise hi guzra or mene bhi aik youtube channel bna lia tha or sath hi me taqriban 4 sa 5 saal sa job kr rha tah pepsi m jidher mri pay12 sa 15k rahi thi or sath hi happy army join kr chuka tha shahid 2016 sa or uska rista bhi ho chuka tha sajida chachu ki family walo ki tarafa sa aik cousin sa jiska name Sadia tha or nisha sadia ki bht achi dost or cousin thi sadia happy sa rista hone k baad call per baat wagera kr lia krti thi 2019 ka mid aagya or sath hi end per corona aagya sab logo or pakistan k haalat end hogaye or sath hi hamara bhi papa ki dukan sa bht kam earning hoti thi jise sa ghr k muskil sa halat chalte thy yah happy ki pay sa meri pay sa or wafa ki pay sa ghuzara ho jata tha Alhamdulliah sab thy tha 2019 sa pahle taq 2018 k end or 19 k start  m wafa ki bhi shahdi ho chuki thi achi jaga per 2019 m corona ki waja sa pepsi agency band hogaye lock down ki waja sa jo paise jama thy unka saman wagear la lia humne or happy ki salary sa guzara hota rha papa ki dukan band krwa di or papa ghr hi rahte thy hamare liye kahana bnanta thy or maze maze ki cheeze hum khana kha kr aram sa soo jata thy or khana kha kr movies dekh kr phir so jate thy yahi koi 8 9 month

Khair Wapis 2019 m jata hu or apko 2019 sa 2023 taq ki sari story btata hu jo huwe meri life m but aik sad news bhi hia meri bht hi piyare dil ki Phupoo wafat Paa gaye hai Allah Pak unko Jannat m alalh maqam ata farmaye or or uske bachoo ko is hifzo aman m rakhe 

2019 m aik dam job must ja rhi thi or January Feburary k din thy me pepsi m job Krta tha or free time m ghr per job krta tha sab fasclass tha papa bhi khush thy happy bara bhai bhi army m job krta tha or bare bhai k rista huwe 5 saal ho chuky thy or sister ki shahidi bhi 2018 k end m ho chuki thi sab thk tha bass bare bhaii ki shahidi krne ka soch rhy thy or bhai n bhi shoor dala huwa tha shahdi krwao army ki job churwao tang aa gya hu saza or kam bht krwate hai khair sab kuch mast ja rha tha me bhi gaming or job m masroof tha mera papa mera bht dehan rakhta tha raat ko jab me bhatha game khel rha hota tha late night tab mera abu mjhy khana garam kr k yah Qawa bana k la kr deta tha or pani bhi agr room ka pankha band hota tha to wo bhi on kr data tha mera walid wo mere care bht krte thy per me shahid itni ni krta tha 

khair 2018 sa ab 2019 me mera aik dost Mubashir ban chuka tha best friend iss sa pahle mera abudllah Best Friend tha per wo faisalabad chalegaye jab Abdullah Faisalabad chala gya to mjhy bht bura laga or me kafi din preshan or dukhi rahne laga tha oer mere chup chup kio k aik best friend chorh kr chala gya tha jo mjy bht azeez tha or ussne jane k baad koi rabta koi lift ni krwaye or mjhy ahista ahista ahsas hone laga tha k ab bas sab farzi hia is dunia m koi bhi kisi time chorh jata hai mera koi or best friend to tha ni iss liye me udaas rahne lag gya tha or mere papa n mehsoos kr lia me kis waja sa preshan or chup chup hu kasam sa pta ni bap ko kase pta chal gya unho n kha k me 10 hazar data hu faisalabad chale jao mil ayo dost ko agr dil udaas hai khair mene aise feel krwaya ka aisa kuch ni hai or m bht heran bhi huwa wo issliye ussme miss krta tha jab me job sa wapis ata tha to uske sath hum dono cycle per kahi ghoomne phirne jate thy or kuch kha pee kr ate thy bass isi waja sa me na to bhr ja rha tha or na hi khana pene phir mubashir as a best Friend bana zahir si bat hai wo bhi gaming ki waja sa hi bana tha usne ghr walo sa bht mintee kr k pc li wo mubashir bht hi shareef or sulja huwa lrka tha or uske ghr wale bhi simple log thy jab ussne pc lia usse kuch ni pta about gaming k liye or na hi koi software wagera install krne ata tha mene sab kuch sikhaya usse or apne sath Benchmark Gaming Channel ki Videos bnana ki peshkash krwaye or ussne meri baat apni ami sa krwaye or mene usske ghr ja kr kam krna start kr lia pc la liye card la liye kam bht teezi sa hota ja rha tha mere bech m mubashir ko online game khelne ki lat gaye or ussne kam krna bht kam kr dia or ahista ahista down ana start hogya or meri sari investment zaya hona start ho gaye khair wo ab bhi bht acha dost hai or tab bhi tha Phir aya Corona Virus or usne hamare halat kharab kr k rakh diye or sari saving khatam hogaye or 
bht muskil waqt dekha pori dunia n bhi khair wo bhi chala gya or 2020 aagya or wo saal bhi normal guzar gya or aik din meri aik cousin ka rista aya or honey bhai k liye bhi aik rista aya ussne to choti wali cousin sa rista fix krwa lia or mene inkar kr dia k mene ni krna abhi kamane k qabil jab ho jaoga tab kroga .

khair papa ki kuch din baad normal si tabiyat kharab ho gaye or papa cmh army hospitale gaye or checkup krwaya or wapis aagaye akele gaye thy or ajele aagaye or papa n kabhi bhi mere sa apne number per 50 sa zayda load ni krwaya tha per wapis aa kr papa n kha k 500 ka load kr do me bhi thora preshan huwa k 500 ka load khair hai khair mene kr dia or bht kr game khelene laga phir mjhy laga shahid abu ka kisi or aurat k sath hai baaat krni hogi iss liye mene headphone ki awaaz band kr k game khelene ki acting ki or abu ki baate sunne laggya per papa apne aik best firend naveed sa baat kr rhy thy or roo rhy thy k mjhy ho skhy to maaf kr dana shahid wo naveed dost samjha k papa ka halat ki waja sa preshan ho kr aisa kah rha hai or sath hi papa roo rha tha aise hi papa n sab ko phone ki aik choti behan sa naraz tha mera abu usse bhi usi din phone kr k manaya or baat ki or dosri sister ko bhi phone jo 2023 ki 6-8-2023 m wafat paa gaye hai aik din pahle 

mene socha shahid papa ki umar hogaye hai aise kah rhy hia akheele pan ki waja sa mene baat ko serous ni lia or apne kamo m masroof rha or abu aye din beemar rahne lage or thake thake or mene phir bhi ghoor ni kia per papa din ba din baar kamzoor hote ja rhy thy or baad me achanak sa pta chala k abu ko cancer hai abu ko cmh m admit krwaya bhaio n or kisi ko kuch ni btaya mjhy bhi ni pta tha cancer hai or shahid kisi ko bhi ni pta tha cancer hai khair me pepsi or aik mam thi irland sa unke channels ki seo + Videos Editing krta tha iss liye me ghr hota tha or honey happy papa k sath hospital m hote thy 

papa 2 month taq admit rahe hospital m or or kharib sare checkup or sab treatment ho kr wapis aagaye doctor n btaya k jiger ka masla hai flah flah medicine or check up krwaye sai hojayegy Bhai wagera army or apni apni job per chale gaye or me samjha k sab thek hogya hia koi baat ni phir meri job normal chalti rahi or papa bhi sehat yaab dikhaye da rhy thy or me tab apne Youtube k Liye Benchmark Videos bhi bantata tha tab taq shahid 2k subscibers hogaye thy or bht mehnat kr rha tha or mam sa mene 70k udhaar liye taqee me bht sare graphics card khareed sakhoo khair mene card la liye thy or kaam jari rakha youtube kia or jab wo bhai abu wagera ko treatment wagera krwane k liye multan cmh lagaye thy tab paise ki zrorat parti rahi darmyan m tu mene aik aik kr k card sale kr k sab card khatam kr diye or mere pass aik 2 card hi rahgaye 

phir 15 din guzree hongy k abu ki tabiyat phir kharab hona start huwe or mene honey ko phone kia k ayo or papa ka checkup krwao or use paass bhi paise ni thy k ana k kio k wo 15 din pahle job per gya tha or salary bhi ni mili thi khair mera bhi same haal tha mene kisi sa udhaar paise la kr usse bulwaya or wo aya or papa sa pocha tabiyat kasi hai papa n kha thek hai or zaahir  si baat hai her patient kahta hai thek hai or honey 3 din ghr rha or or apni mangeter sa baate krta rha pori pori raat jaag kr or abu bhi bht disturb rha uski waja sa or jo date doctors n di huwe thi uss date per abu ko checkup na krwane sa shahid or tabiyat kharab hogaye or honey sab wapis ja chuky thy faisalabad me wapis 

phir me mubashir k ghr ja chuka tha kio k me net lagwa kr paise or waiste ni krna chahta tha tu udher ja kr mene kaam start rakha or shahid me sach sa bhi bhaag rha tha mere sa papa ki halat dekhi ni jati thi or pta bhi tha mjhy k agee kia hone wala hai mera chota bhai usama her waqt papa k sath hota tha dekh bhaal k liye ussne school ki study bhi chorihi huwe thi papa ki waja sa or khane wagera bhi sare woi bnata hta or papa ko nehlata bhi woi tha 

khair me mubashir k ghr tha or kaam kr rha tha ussne mjhy 13-NOV-2021 ko call ki or kaha k papa k sirr m bht dard ho rha hai raat sa chain ni tha kahta mene papa sa pocha kia huwa hai papa kahta thek hu bass sirr m dard ho rha hai 

Khair me ghr aya mubashir k ghr sa or raat ko mene soch lia tha papa ko subha her haal m hospital la kr check up krwaoga or mene happy wagera ko bhi call kr k btaya unho n bass ha na wagera hi kah di k dawaye wagera time sa ni khiltae flah flah 

khari hospital jana k liye bhi paise chahiey thy jo uss time mere pass bilkul bhi ni thy or mjhy kisi sa udhar milne ki bhi umeed ni thi or mera last or akhir card or pc bcha huwa tha mene usse ussii raat ko sale krne ka faisala kia or computer wale ko raat 11 bjy fone ki or iss time hamara chota sa city lodhran khamosi k sath soo rha hota hia khair ussne call utha li wo bhi soya huwa tha wo bht acha dost or computer wala bhi rha tha or bhai ka class fellow bhi tha kahtha kia hwua sunny bhai khair hia itni raat ko phone kia mene usse kha k pc sale krna hai or ussne kha k subha bhi to ho skta tha mene kha yr amergency hia iss liye raat ko hi baat kr rha hu or pc subha bhi utha kr ni da skta apko wo iss liye k mere pass time ni hoga sham ko yah 2 din baad pc doga or paise mjhy abhi chahiey kahir usse pta tha mere pass pc hai konsa or kitne ka hai ussne mere 35k wale pc ka 18k rate lagaya or bht nuqsan k sath 

mjhy usstime bilkul bhi 1%persant nuqsan ka ni sojha or mene pc sale kr diaya raato raat deal done kr di or mere pass usstime ussne koi 11k bhj diye baki kahta me subha 10bjy sa pahle paise bhj doga 

+khair mene moon ko call ki raat ko or btaya k papa ki aise aise halat kharab hai or happy or honey to ana ni chahte or humee hi la kr ajan hai papa ko multan or wo iss liye k tabiyat bht kharab hai or papa bhi hostpial ni jana chathta or me bhi ni jana chahta tha kio k mujhy lines m lagne or sara procegor prossess hopital ka or wait krna bilkul hhi acha ni lagta kio k waha smell or pta ni kase kase patient hote hai khair moon ko kha k koi carr book kr kisi ko janta hai tu moon n kisi jaanne walo ko bool kr 5000 ki car book kr li ussne subha 10 bjy ana tha or me ghr aya usstime or papa sa pocha k hosptal jana abu kahta ni jana halka sa sirr m dard hai iss liye kuch khas ni hai per mjhy abu ki tabiyat bht kharab lagi kio k papa sa bola bhi ni ja rha tha or hamne pahle papa ko btaya ni tha k papa ko cancer hai khair mere moo sa nikal gya k cancer hai isska pta ni chalta kab kitni tabiya kharab ho jaye 

or papa n sun kr mjhy bht bura bhala kha k cancer ni hai aise kuch bhi bkwas krte hu flah falah or me room sa bhr chala gya or subha hogaye subha gari aye papa ko humne car m btaya or chal pare 3 bjy sa pahle shahid hhum multan pohanch gaye or phir na tu moon ko pta tha kaha jana hai na mjhy khair hum normal emergency wale area m ticket lana ka intizaar krne lagae or papa ki tabiyuat bht kharab hogye or ankhe phir gaye papa wheel chair per bhathe huwe thy aik doctor pass sa guzra ussne dekha tu shoor macha dia tum idher kio la kr khare hu amergecy ward m la kr jao ussne bande bulaye or nursue bulay foran amaergenfcy k ward m lagaye or doctors n checkup wagera wali sari machine attach ki abu k sath or pocha kia huwa hai inhe unhe pta hi ni tha k kia masla hai humne document dikaye unhe or unho n btaya abu ka blood pressur bht low ho chuka hia na hone k braber unho n oxigen lagaye or sab kuch ki teqee lage or main ward m bhaj dia waha dosctors or nurse full speed k sath bhg rhi hu or me khara sab dekh rha tha or uss time wo nurse mjhy kisi faristee sa kam ni lag rhi thi or doctor sa bhi kio k wo jitna serieus la rhi thi shahid mene ghr me itna serisous tareeqe sa usss din lia hota jab papa pahli baar cmh sa medicine la kr ayethy or ajb unho n kafi sara load krwaya tha or sab ko happy good bye kha tha phone per jab bilkul thk thy tab hi serious lia hota to aisa scene ni hota uss time mjhy sab sa azeem pesha or insianiyat narso or doctors m nazar aye or mjhy lgta ni tha k itna protocol mile ga Khair doctor n jaldi sa abu ko CMH m Shift kia mjhy tab hi ta chal chuka tha k aj papa ka shahid akhri din hai or me bari mazboot ho kr sare kaam kiye mene or blood test wagera bhag dhoor kr kiye or happy or honey sab apni apni jaga per aram sa apne kamo m masroof thy me or moon hopital m thy or usama usama papa k sath sath khara tha or mon or main idher udher bhaag dhoor m lage hwue hy mene wafa or phone kia or btaya k papa ki tabiyat thhk ni hospital laye thy aj zayda kuch ni btaya or sobi baji ko bhi btyaa ot me chahta tha k koi bara hospital ajye kio k jab papa ki death hogi to mjjhy apne apko shahid sambhala na jaye or jo sara hospital ka process hota hai wo na ho paye or choti phupoo papa k dil k bht qareeb thi unho msg wagera kiye unho n msg dekhee ni phir mene phone kia papa k number sa hi shhaid utha la kio k phupoo k susral multan m tha phir koi phupoo n call uthaye or mene btaya k papa ko hospital laye hai wagera wagear ap ajao wo kisi melad m bhathi huwe hti kisii k ghr or melad ka shoor aa rha tha jiski waja sa unhe meri baat or mjhy unki ni samaj aye bass wo kahti rhi k hum 2 hour m ate hai wageara wageara milad sa free ho kr khair achank sa papa ki tabiyat bht kahrab hogaye or mene dobara sobi baji ko phone kia or hospital bula lia or kha k shahid akhri time hai ap ajaye wo melad chorh kr hospital m agaye tu jo icu ward tha wo bht bara tha or udher bht sare patient bhi thi issliye unho n papa ki serious halat ko dekh kr side panale lagaye papa k bed k sath or operate wgera krne lage or sobi baji adha ghante sa pohanche huwe thi papa sa baat ki unhe no or papa kia nkhee ni khul rhi thi per wo sun rhy thy humee sobi baji n unse baat ki or kha k agr sun rhy hia tu hath yah sirr hilaye to papa n halka sa sirr hilaya oper nechee or sobi Baji n papa ko kha k me apko kalma parhati hu ap repeate kre papa n phir sirr hilaya or sobi baji k sath saima baji bhi aye huwe thi jo sobhi baji sa bari baho thi unke ghr ki wo bhi bht achi thi unke sath unke bhai wagera bhi aye huwe thy unho n bhi bhag dhorh ki jitni ho skti thi or udher sa gudoo phupoo wagera bhi rahwana ho chuke thy or honey bhi kio k sab ko pta chal chuka tha or doctor n bhi jawab da dia tha or kha tha hum mareez ki mooth ko asan krne m help kr skte hai yah ab koi karishma hi ho skta hai jo inki jaan bach jaye 

papa ko 2 teen baar kalma parhaya sobi baji n or sunaye unke kamo m or tasali di k hum agaye hai apke sath hai tension na lain wagera wageara Tab me bhi papa k kan k pass gya or unke kaam m kha k thanks you papa itne achee sa palne k liye k or me chote bhaio ka full khayal rakhoga yeh mene issliye kha k kio happy or honey aik dosre ko bara samjhne or zayda dekh bhal krne or shahid paise ki kami ki waja sa tension ki waja sa papa k samne ghr m larrh kr apne apne kaam per failsabad or karachi gaye thy ot  mene or wafa n honey happy ki laraye churwa k unhe eladha kia tha or dono usi time bhag utha kr wapis chale gaye thy or me papa k pass room m bhath gya tha taqee unhe dilasa yah jhoti tasali hi da skho k sab thk hai per papa shocking or lachari k halat m bhathee sochtee rahe k yeh kia hogya zindgi ko unki ankho m gham or anso or lachari or kuch na krne ki takleef thi mene papa sa baato m uljhani ki koshish ki k happy or honey wase hi larr kr kisi dost k pass bhath kr wapis aajayegy wageara wageara tab happy  bhi bara stress full rahta tha or wo marne ka bhi sochta rhata tha khudkusi ka or uss din mjhy bhi laga k jab honey n happy sa batmeezi ki or usse kaha k tu baap na na ban mera or apne kam sa kam rakh or happy taqriban 7 saal sa apni pay ghr per honey per parhane per or usse azaad ghonme per hi kr rha tha iss liye shahid usse bht afsoos huwa or chala gya nehhayat hi sharminda ho kr honey n jate huwe wafa sa 1500liye or mene 1000 diye 

aj date hai 12-DEC-2023 or bkaya me story likhne laga hu wase wase to me story porani hi suna rha hu per date wase hi btaye hia kio k oper wali story mene aj sa pahle likhi hia or kuch to 2017 m likhi thi khair honey n paise liye or chala gya faisalabad usse uska dost arslan chorh aya adee taq phir mjhy yaad aya k happy khudkhusi na kr la me bhaga happy k pechee or papa n hi bhajha tha ja usse dekh kdr gya hia mene dhondha happy na mila me or moon happy k pechee ja rhy thy aik gali k fasle per happy sa pechee tu happy jaise hi next gali k mor per gya ham bhage k sath jaye kio k happy dekh tu skta ni hta dosri gali m jana ki waja sa or wo gali choti thi jab hum pohanche happy gyahab tha usse shahid pta tha hum pechee aa rhy hia or wo agee pta ni kha chala gya achanak nazar hi ni aya mjhy laga shahid rakshe per bhath kr kahi chalegaye hia mene moon ko aik side per bhajha or me dosri side per gya dekhne per wo ni mila hum 15 mnt baad wapis aagaye or happy k pass bhi shahhid paise ni thy iss liye me gya tha or mere pass shahid 1500 yah 2500 pare thy mene socha na aya ghr wapis to karaya hi da doga karachi ka khair me apne sab bhaio sa bht pyar krta tha or unhe taqleef m ni dekh skta jab jitne paise chahiye hote thy da data tha or aj taq mene wapis ni liye agr moon honey ko paise diye bhi hai yah happy ko yah wafa ko yeh soch kr ni diye k wapis milegy aj taq or halanka wo kahte hai flah flah date ko wapis kr dain gy per mene kbhi wapis ni mange 

Khair honey asal m hi faisalabad chala gya or wo iss liye gya k in dino wo maha sa ishq mashoqia laraye para tha or kam per yah faisalabd ni ja rha tha papa k sath hospital m rahne sa sa uski faslaabad Mcdonld wali job chalye gaye thi to jisdin laraye huwe ussdin happy or honey n Bwp wale Mcdonald m jaan tha interview or job k liye tu honey ghr aya bike la kr kahi sa  ghoom phir kr apne dost saqlain k sath or arslan k sath or unhe kahta me bike mango to na kr dana kahna ni hai 

or happy unhe oper sa dekh rha yeh baat krta hu oper honey aya happy n pocha tha kdr gya tha kahta kaam tha waha gya tha or honey ghom phir k aa rha tha happy n kha chal aja bwp chale ussne kha kal chale gy happy n kha k aj me tyar bhatha tera intizaar kr rha tha to pta ni kaha sa ghoom phir k aa rha hai ussne kha bike ni hia happy n kha mangwa dost sa usne bina call kiye kah dia k use kaam hai bass phir happy n kha aja rakshe per chalte hia wo kahta kal jayegy hapy n honey ko gardan k peche sa hath sautaha or bahir ko dikhala k chal abhi chal honey n kah dia tu pio na ban bass phir maar kutaye shuro hogaye or khob aik dosro ko mara dono n me bhatha game khel rha tha wafa bhi aye huwe thi mjhy laga wafa sa laraye hogaye hia me bhagha pta chala wafa churwa rhi hti or papa leta dekh rha tha or bola bhi ni ja rha tha papa sa unhe churwane k liye phir bhi papa bol rha tha or un dino papa to bilkul bhi happy sa baat ni krta tha uska bhi reason btaoga apkko baad me khair laraye churwaye honey n bhag utaya or bina khana kahye chala gya kahta khud sambhalo ghr . ohooo likhna kia tha or likh kia dia khair yeh bhi aik bech ka qisa tha jo detail m likhte huwe pta hi ni chala story kha taq likhi thi kal khair jab mene papa k kan m wo baat kahi k me dehan rakhoga tu wo mene bht slow kahi thi kio k me ni chahta tha k baad me koi mazak uraye yah yeh kahe k toone papa ko tension da di yeh kah kr k ap marr rhy hai flah flah kio q usama papa k sath bhatha huwa tha or moon bhi mera dil kr rha tha papa ko pappi kro lakin ni ki kio k hum to lrkne hai humee aise pyar dekhna ni hota taqee kamzoor na parh jaye khair papa sa bht sari baat krne ka dil kr rha tha or mjhy pta bhi tha k abhi death hone wali hai unki or wo bht dard m thy or serious halat m ankhee unki phiri huwe thi or dard ki waja sa hath pao hila rhy thy mera sa pta ni yeh kab kase dekha gya halnka dekhne ki himmat ni thi tab mene  Allah Pak Sa Dua ki k Yah Allah Aik tu ilaaj k paise ni hia or dosra doctors n jawab da dia yah to apko koi mujaza kr dain yah phir mere papa ki moot asan farmaye or yeh dua mangne k liye me bhr chla gya tha kio k doctor n teezi dekha di thi or papa ko sans muskil sa aa rha tha or vantilater lagaya huwa tha tab bhi or sobhi baji rone lagi bht unchi unchi doctors n sobi baji ko bhr lakr jana ka kha  khair rona to mjhy bhi aa rha tah roya ni or saima anti or unke bhai yah cousin jo aye huwe thy wo baar baar mjhy dekh rhy thy k kia expression hongy unhe lag rha tha sab kaam unhe krne paregy wagera wageara khari sab formalitues mene pori ki jaha jaha sign krn tha or sab doctor papa ko sans dene or unsa baat krne or yeh sab kuch kr rhy thy to sobi baji sath hi dooor tha icu ka waha bhathi roi ja rhi thi or phir chup ho kr aye or kahti mene bhai k pass hi bhatha hai me ni royogi khair unhe doctor n kha k koi baat ni ap aa kr bhath jaye per wo andar aa kr papa ka hath pakar kr bhath gayye or kha k me apke sath hu bhai hum apke sath hai sab apke sath hai flah flah doctors check kr rhy hia tabiyat sai ho jayegi aik do baar or kalma or koi surat chalaye mobile m or unke kaan k pass rakhi khair sobii baji phir rone lag gaye or samia baji unhe bhr la gaye or mere sa bhi ab dekhna or sambhlana muskil hogya tha or wo isu bht bara tha or bht sare bed thy usme or taqriban uske 18+ door hongy sab sides sa me sab sa end wale door k bhr ik ground m rakhhe banch per bhath kr sab baate soch soch kr roo rha tha jo papa n mere sath ki thi hansi mazak wali or oper sa ghusa bhi aya nani per k aik nazar milne k liye ni bhajha happy honey n bht minte ki thi k 30mnt k liye bhaj da wagera wageara yah papa ko la ate hai per nani ni mani khair moon or usama andar thy or wo ni roye or me adha ghnata bhath kr roya or bhat zor zor sa or mere sath wale banch per bhathi aik or family k 2 aurtee or aik mard bhatha roo rha tha zor zor sa unki awaz sun k mjhy bhi bht rona aa rha tha khair me bhi roya full awaaz or taqee baad me na rona pare khair pahle to mene jab dekha tha hospital mene socha tha yeh behch patient wagera k liye rakhee huwe hai vip ground m gass wale jaise park bna huwa tha but wo family k rone dhone k liye pare thy wha khir me adhee ghnte baad andar gya to moon or samian baji  k cousin mjhy dhoond rhy thy or poch rhy thy beta ka id card chahiey body la kr jana k liye papa ko white kafan m unho n lapeta or or chadar or kr strature per lita dia or aik udher solider khara tha usne mjhy dekha or pocha or koi ni hai bara apka mene kha ni or ussne kha ap bete hai inke mene kha ha ussne pocha k dead body kase lakr jaye gy koi gari wagera hai yah me intizaam krwa do mene kha ap krwa da mjhy ni pta kase mangwani hai ussne kha mobile nikalo or yeh number dial kr mene dian kia or aik ambulance aagaye or mene uska shukria ada kia or ussne kha k kisi ko btana ana mene arrange krwaye hia khair me abmulance wale sa rabta krtwa huwa bhr ghya or yeh socha rha tha k foji n commison lia hoga ambulance sa iss liye wo bulwa rha or mana kia hia kisi ko na btana sa 

khair mene dekha jo main doctor checkup yah deal kr rhi thi papa ko wo incharge thi baki sath choti doctors yah nurses thi unke tu wo doctor sath wale grounnd m bhathi juice or sath ciggrate pee rhi thi jaise wo bht stressfull kam kr k aye hu dill kia k ja kr thanks bolo per mene ni kha kio k usse shahid khud taras aa rha hoga hamare per 

khair ambulance aye humne papa k strature ko ander rakha or sath sobi baji or unki sas bhi waha aa chuki thi ussi time wo bhathi usama moon bahth gaye pechee moon or usama phas kr bhatha huwa thy or mene bola tha me gari per ajata hu ap easy ho kr jaye per mami or sobi baji n bola k koi ni hum thk hia me agee bhath gya driver k sath or sobi baji bechari saktee me bhathi pap ko dekh rhi thi or hath rakha huwa tha or me front per bhatha huwa tha or us raat bht sardi thi sunsan ilake m tu bht hi sardi thi or mene jogar pehne huwe thy subha sa jisme pasena ane ki waja sa sardi ki waja or agee bhathne sa full thand lag rhi thi pao ko or pao full dard kr rhy thi sardi ki waja sa or mera dil kr rha tha me bilkul bhi na jao ghr kio k ghr ja kr mere sa kuch bhi deal hona tha or mjhy bht halat weak ho rhi thi sardi or rone ki waja sa sirr phat rha tha or sab k phones or calls aa rhi thi papa k number per mene apne mobile ko driver sa charger la kr charger lagaya touch mobile tha samsung ka battry jaldi low ho jati thi or aik groum sim msg ka bana kr ussme aik msg likh dia k abu cancer ki waja sa hospital m treatment ki waja sa foot hogaye hia or janaza ka ilan baad me or hume raste m hai lodhran ki taraf multan sa yeh likh dia tha or khadim chahcu goge chahcu or jo jo qareebe ristedaar thy 

Khir rasta Guzar Gya uss time aik hi chahchu rah gaye thy apne bhaio m kio k aik chahchu ki umre k doran death hogaye or aik mera abu or aik naeem tahir sab sa chota bhai, Wafa uss time pregnanat thi or sab n roka tha wafa ko ni btana uski tabiyat kharab hojayegi  

khair mene hospital m hi phone kr k bta dia tha or wase bhi taqriban sab ko hi pta tha k cancer ka kia end hai bass koi bolna yah baat krna ni chahta tha per mene wafa ko saaf saaf bta dia tha wafa bhi rawana ho chuki thi or goga chachu bhi rawana ho chuka tha lodhran k liye tab chahcu aik multan ki mandi sabzi m kaam krta tha ristee dar k pass wo bhi hospital ana chahte thy tab taq abu ki death hogaye thi isi liye mene unhe direct lodhran jana ka kah dia tha kio k koi gari wagera to thi ni or ambulance m wase jaga ni thi khair wo bhi rawana hogaye or raat ko aise chote city k liye buses kam milti hai iss liye wo mene unhe direct jana ka bola or honey bhi faisalabad sa usi time rawana ho chuka tha halanka papa ki death ni huwe thi usee mene bola wapis ajaye or happy bhi same rawana ho chuka tha 

or fill hall me bht thak chuka tha sardi sa bht bura haal tha mera or sirr bhi phatt rha tah or me yahi soch rha tha lodhran pohanch kr bhi sara kam mjhy hi krna hai gari sa utar kr shahid moon k sath papa ko ghr la kr jana or sab kuch kase krna flah flah mjhy kuch samaj hhi ni aa rhi thi kio k ghr m sirf chahio or bacho k elawa koi ni tha 

khair ghr pochnce pori gali m lights jal rhi thi 11  bjy pohance thy hum or sab mohhallah wale jaag rhy thy wo bhagte huwe gari ki taraf aye or khadim chchu wageraa ki family wale bhi khadim chahu bhi or goga chachu bhi aye or honey happy k dost wagera unho n abu ko utara ambulance sa or hum sab ko or papa ko andar la gaye or mene gari wale ko 5000 rent dia jo jama kia huwa tha usne kha 300 or da do khana wagera khana or gari dhulwani hia mene usse 500 or da diya subha jab ghr sa gya tha mere pass 12500 thy or wapisi per yahi koi 2500 hogaye thy ambulance wale ko dana k baad phir mene socha kise sa udhar paise ni mango sab khud hi kroga itni deer m usama n mjhy btaya k papa n 5000 diye thy usse or bola tha k mere qafan wageara iss paiseo sa lana or jo paise bachee meri tadfeen kr dana or death hone sa pahle kisi ko na btana k mene aisa kha or paise diye hia tjhy

Yeh Sun kr mjhy bht rona aya or mene ussa paise la lie or socha k ksa laga hoga baap ko jo usse pta tha aj yah kal m meri death ho jayegi or papa n death sa pahle sab ko phone calls or sorry bola tha or nani ko kuch bhi ni bola or na hi call ki kio k mere baap ka manna tha k agr nani mama ko na la kr jati wo bachoo or mere abu k sath rahti tu zayda acha tha or halat jaise bhi hote deal kr lata  lakin aisa kuch ni huwa tha 

khair mene bhi papa sa pocha tha foot hone sa 2.30 3 month pahle k papa maut to kabhi bhi kisi ko bhi aa skti hia me pahle marr skta hu ap marr sktee hai mom nani nana yah koi bhi agr farz kia apko kuch hota hai tu kia hum nani sa badla lain yah na la laraye kre yah na kre wo mama ko bhajhe laye yah na laye pta ni yeh baat mene kase himmat kr k pochi or yeh baat pochene k liye mene 2 3 haftee sirf lafz ka intikhaab kia ka kase pochna chahiey khair me papa k pass gya idher udher ki baate ki or end m yeh pocha tu baap k ankho m halke sa anso agaye or unho n kha k Nani ko kuch ni kahna wo jaise bhi family m ab wo buzurg hai or kahte mene tumhari nani ki sab ghlatio or zulm ko maaf kia isi dunia m or tum nani sa zuban bhi na larana or usse uff taq na kahna or yeh baat mene tab pochi thi jab honey or happy n 2 3 baar nani k ghr ja kr or phone per bhi nani ko kha tha k mamu ko bhaj do sirf or sirf adhee ghante k liye per nani ni mani or kha tere papa yah mama ki or tabiyat kharab hojayegi  zulm ki baat to yeh hai papa 2021 k 14 oct ki raat ko foot huwe or aj 02 - Dec - 2023 hai mama ko yeh taq ni pta k papa ki death hogaye hia yah zinda hai or wo apne shohar ka intizaar kr rhi hia k wo ayega or mjhy la jayega or mama agr nani wagear sa kahti hia k chorh kr aye shohar k pass tu wo kahte hai subha chalegy yah eid per chale gy flah flah 18saal sa yahi khani hia 

Khair Jo Muhallah wala thy unse hamari mukhtlif baato per bhass wagera hoti rahti thi razia antie k beto sa yah razia anti sa kisi bhi choti moti baato sa but uss raat unho n full full madad ki or safai wageaa or pahle sa sambhlne k liye khare huwe thy 

me sedha oper gya batroom huwa to nechee aya sab sa mila aik baad sari deatail di kase gaye or kia huwa limited si detail di or paiso ki tangi or dosre masayel ka mene koi zikar ni kia or per roya ni me raat ko thori deer baad gudoo phuppoo or pta ni kon kon risteedaar agaye or rona dhona chalta rha per mjhy rona hi ni aya or khair family ki aurto ka ana jana huwa to me aagya oper or papa ko nechee chahci k baare room m rakha huwa tha waha sab a ja rhy thy or raat ko 3 sa 4 bjy taq honey happy bhi aagaye yah subha aye mjhy yaad ni honey aagya tha 

honey wagera n subha ko sab bandobast kr dia tha me taqriban 8 bjy utha or neche aya nasta kia or gali m saff daria bhich chuki thi sab loog aa kr uss per bhath rahe thy or afsoos kr rhy thy 

ha aik baat tu btana hi bhool gya me jaise hi me ambulance sa utra ambulance wale ko paise diye or uss dost ko phone kia k jise mene jana sa pahle computer sale kia tha k paise da jaye bkaya 5sa 7000 dana thy ussne ussne pocha sunny bhai khairiayt hai kia masla kia hai btao paise chahiey ty bta do to wo mere ghr khud paise dana pohancha huwa tha or jab wo gali m khara tha me jab me amubaluance wale sa deal krne k baad hi free ho kr gali m hi khara tha or me to wo dost khud aagay mjhy paise dana or use pocha khiryat hia itne loog mene kha paise chahiey thy abhu ko hospital la kr jana k liye iss liye computer becha or to usse bechare ko shahid dil sa afsoos huwa or jo usse rate bht kam lagaya tha uska bhi shahid usse bht afsoos huwa hoga 

khair wo 5000 dagya or kahta baki 2 subha la lana or bhi paise chahiey hu la lana wageara wageara phir me mubashir k ghr gya waha mere kapre or kuch paise pare ghy purse m wo me uske bhathak m bhool aya tha or mubashir deer raat taq games kheltea tha unn dino to wo bhatha game khel rha tha mene darwaza bjaya or paise or jacket wageara uthaye or jana laga ussne pocha k khiriayt tu hai kia huwa me itni deer m uski ami bhi bhathak m aagye k pta ni kia huwa hai itni raat ko aya hia darwaza bhatahk ka open krne ki waja sa wo aagaye thi awaaz ki waja sa khair mene kha k kuch ni abu foot hogaye hai yeh mene itni jaldi or assan lafzo m kha k unhe yaqeen hi ni huwa or wo samjhe me mazak kr rha hu or mere chahre per koi reaction bhi ni tha rone wagera wala or me aisa feel krwana chahta tha jaise me bht mazboot hu uski ami n 2 baar pocha mene kha abu foot hogaye hai or mjhy ghr jana hai unho n gale sa lagay pyar dia abu k liye magfrit ki dua ki or wo mera hosla dekh kr rone lag gaye or mene kha k me baad me ayoga 

Khair janaza huwa or bht sare loog aye huwe thy or sath hi nasir mamu bhi aye huwe thy jnaza per or sab loog jinhe jante bhi ni tha wo bhi aye huwe thy or bht sare loog thy or bht sare logo ko pta bhi ni chala k papa ki death huwe hai janaza wageara hogay khul khani hogaye or sab kuch hogaya risteedaar chale gaye sab or baki sab k liye normal hogaya but hamare liye kuch normal ni tha 

honey aik month baad chala gya faisalbad happy bhi or me ghr hi hota tha mam n kam choorh dia tha mere busy rahne ki waja sa papa m or sab sa zayda khidmat jab beemar tha papa usama n ki thi 

chote bhai bhi udher udher ghoomne phirne lag gaye or me bhi udher udhar sa kam kr k ghr ka ata pani wagera chalata rha or logo ko kuch paise karz chargaye mere parr 

mene channel bhi bech dia ghr ka kharcha chalana k liye or pc per purchase kia taqee dobara fiverr per yah online kam kro

phir me achanak sa bht badal gya pahle me her dosto ko marta pettha rahta tha unse full gap shap mazak or galia wageara dana or bhr unke sath ghoom phir k ana or unka kaam krwa dana unke sath chale jana or sab kuch mene yeh khatam kr dia social acitivites khatam krdi or gaming sa related her cheez sale kr di mubashir k ghr jana band kr dia or 3 month taq ghr hi raha or fiverr per bhi badkismthi sa kaam ni chal ska or me din ba din badlata gya or halat bhi down hote gyae or phir aik din meri bass hogaye or mene Allah pak sa Dua ki K Sone Sa pahle yah Allah meri Bass ho Chuki hia thak gya hu zamne sa paise mangte madad mangte kam mangte ab to hi kuch kr da meri haar hai flah flah 

jab me agle din utha tu channel ka aceesees tha mere pass kio k mene sale kr dia or ghr walo or family walo ko pta ni chalne dia k siwaye baato k or kuch ni milega tu ussper comment aya huwa tha k me KPO hu mere sa rabta kro aik job hai krni hai tu btao computer opprators ki wo lrka mere sath hi mil kr pepsi m kaam krta tha kisi or city m or me usse gauide krta rahta tha data entry about work k 

khair uska comment parte hi mujhe raat mangi huwe baat yaad aagye shukar ada kia mene or utthe hi usse phone kia ussne bola k mian wali m aik petrol pump per job hia or pay hai 18 sa25 hazar krni hia to btao khana pena rehaish free hai issa acha or kia hona tha ghr dosto or ristee daro sa me wase bhi door jana chahtah tha mene direct ha boli duty time 

or comment parte hi mene shukar ada kia or nasta kr k mubashir wagera k ghr ki phir papa ki kabar per fatiha kahne gya or phir tiyari start kr di bass or happy ko btaya wo bhi khush hua sunn kr phir mene pc bhi sale kr dia jo tha or mam sa bhi kuch paise udhar liye huwa thy jiske liye seo ka kam kr rha tha usse bhi bina jawab diye new number la kr chalagya mianwali khair multan gya pahle waha sa gari pakri or mian wali rawana hogya zindgi m pahle baad itna door ja kr kaam krna ja rha tha halnak zindgi m ab koi khass baat koi khaas maqsad to bacha ni tha iss liye ab kisi cheez sa darr ni lagta tah or na kisi ki tamana thi

me pohanch gya Mianwali or mjhy pta ni tha wo itna acha city hia sardia thi or dhund thi me raat ko 1 bjy mianwali pohanch chuka tha or agee jana tha pump per uska fasla 30 kilometer tha mene raksha krwa lia kio k bus stand bht hi ajeeb logo charsio or sharabio or gandee logo sa bhara huwa tha raat k akhre pehar m to mene mehnaga raksha book kia or 300 kilometer chal para waha or jo owner tha ussne btaya tha subha 5 bjy sa buses chalna start hoti hia unper ajana aram sa per adda khatarnak lag rha tha iss liye me ussi time rawana hogya bht sardi thi or raksha wase to band jo hota hai wo tha laki driver wala hisa khula hone ki waja sa sardi ander aa rhi thi or mene chadar bhi lapeti huwe thi or rakshe wala baate krta hua ja rha tha uss city sa realated kdr job krni hai flah wagera or mere sardi ki waja sa dant baj rhy thy khair 2 hour k baad me pohanch gya unke pump per pahle sa bnde khare thy lana k liye mjhy unho n itna danta mjhy k subha ate wagen sa 1400 zaya kr diye subha 60 rs m pohanch jana tha flah flah khair mjhy wo aik room jisme aik bnda pahle sa soya huwa tha waha la gaye or or me dosre bistre per soogya single bed tha wo Subha boss khud aya ussne mjhy awaaze di or meri ankh ni khuli or phir aik bnde n aa kr uthaaya nhaya kapre badle or bhr gya bhr aik mess thi bani huwe aik steel ka cafe type bana huwa tha ussme table or bench pare huwe thy saaf suthra tha ussme bhath kr khana khaya 

chahye pee or phir boss k pora petrol pump ghoma or phir wo kahte aj koi kaam ni krna pahle hafta bnda idher sair wagera krta hai sari jaga ghoomta hai phir kaam khair boss ka vip or bht bara pump tha jisme 22 log taqriban kaam krte thy or or usi k side per boss ka farmhouse tha jidher wo khud or hum rahte thy

 khair jo farm house tha ussme aik achi nasal ka Dog rakha huwa tha boss n jiska qad mere half braber tha or wo 2 tango per khara ho jaye to mere sa bhi bara tha or jab mene entry ki uskke farm m ussne mere pao songhe or mjhy aram sa jana dia kio k me manager k sath enter huwa tha raat m or bina manager k hota to kuch or hi hona tha next day jab bhr jane laga tha kutta mere pechee bhaga per wo bhonka ni or darr k maare me bhi bhaagne laga lakin wo just khelna chahtaha tha or pao m taqreee si marta tha logo ke laad krta tha mjhy pta ni tha wo bhi fulll speed sa bhaga mere pechee but me main dawaza per pohnch gya or bhr chala gya pumb ki taraf or farm house m aik jheel bnaye huwe thi boss n or or pore farm house ki sido per walk krne k liye boundry walk wali wali bnaye huwe thy her qisam k tree or phool wagera k pode lage huwe thy sides per or ornage k tree bhi lage huwe thy jisper orange bhi lage huwe thy naspanti or pta ni kon konsa phal ka darakh laga huwa tha or boss ka bht hi acha chota sa rest home bhi tha or sath hamare room jo bht saaf shuthre thy khair or pump bhi bht alishan or ac wala rooms thy sham hogaye or boss aya mene salam wagera lia usne apne office bulwaya mera name pocha or kahta me pahle apna introdecution da do baad me ap bta dana mene kha thek hai Pahle ussne urdu m baat ki petrol pump ka name ali khan kio hai hai uska asal name kuch or tha boss ka kahta yeh mere khandan k sab sa azeez or buzarg ka name tha or phir ussne english bolna start kr di or half introduction k baad pochta apko samaj aa rhi hai kia kah rha mene kha g or aa bhi rhi thi bech m ussne abu ki death ka bhi zikar kia uske abu ki death k baad kase logo n lota usse or uski property per kabza kia or or wo aik enginier tha khud uski age 50+ thi or bht naik dil ka tha or bht kam or naram andaaz m bolta tha wo

1 2 hour ka introduction huwa phir ussne mjhy apna introduction ka kha mene pepsi ki job sa realted or apna name or btaya k abu foot hai taqriban 80% english boli or 20 persant urdu tu ussne btaya k jo uske managers wagera hain wo paise kha rh hai choori kr k or pump ka nizam disturb hia sara apne aik software per sare data save krna hai mess ka pump k akhrajat ka or sab ki salary ka her cheez ka wageara wageara or yeh software hi pump ko control kr skta hia mooh zubani kam ni ho skta me bhi baat samaj gya phir ussne software chalwane k liye online class dilwane next day tu jab mene software or sara nizam dekha jise samjhne or sochne m 3 month lagne thy tu mene unhe kha k aisa 3 month lage gy per manager ka or aik accountant ka behave acha ni tha mere sath wo iss liye k shahid unki choori pakri jjani thi wagear wagera

khair mene jab dekha k 3 month skhne k baad me wapis chala jao to boss ka nuqsan hoga wo job me aik saal yah 6 month k liye krna gya tha kio k mjhy mera pc wapis chahiey tha or kuch logo k udhar utarna tha iss liye phir sham ko boss aya mene usse kha mene yeh sab shekh lo to mene sirf 6 month job krni hai agr apko waree hai to rakh lain me jhooth bol kr or sara nizam chala kr adhora chorh kr ni jana chahta pahle to boss preshan hogaya phir khush ho kr kahta k me apki baat sun kr thora sa afsoos tu huwa hai k kaam disturb hoga mere but apne sach bol kr bht acha kia hia  kahta ap sab cheeze ko handle kr k koi new lrke ka intizam hum kr lata hia six month or tum chale jana or me bhi yahi chahta tha trust ban jaye mere or wo ban gya iss baat sa khair men data entry or sara hisab jab krna start kia or 15 din lage sab kuch set krne m jab hisab kia tu her month m 70000 sa 1.5 lakh taq paise ghayab thy or toal koi 17 lakh ban rhy thy recently month m mene boss ko btaya boss n manager sa pocha ussne kha ghalat hisab kia hai isne dobara kre menen dobara kia 19 lakh hogya phir pocha usne kuch list per nishan wagera lage k yeh flah flah bnde n udhar dana hai paise baki kahta mjhy kia pta kha chale gyae or phir aisa huwa k achanack hisab m sa 50000 ghayab hogaye wo acocuntant or aik porane computer manager n kiye thy or boss ko kisi tarha pta chalgya shahid ussne camera m  dekha tha or boss k pore setup m taqriban 22 cameras thy pore pump or farmhouse m 

khair boss n unhe warning di or kha k kisi bhi halat m mjhy paise chahiey dekho kha hisab m garbar ki hai phir unhe n wo hisab bhi set kr dia yeh kah kr k aik bnda petrol udhar dalwa giya tha phir aik din accountatn bola jab mjhy salary mili kahta tum aisa kro boss ko her ghair zrori baat na btaya kro or tumhara khana pena kampre or sab kuch free mil jaya krega apko flah flah wo mjhy riswat da rhy thyk me na btaya kro mene na kr di or kha k men khud hi kr loga arrage usdin k baad unho n tang krna start kr dia mjhy kabhi jaldi ni utanaa yah naha ni dana battromm busy rakhan or sab mil kr mazak urate thy mera k ksi tarha wapis chala jao phir papa ka kahtam aagaya or me chuti la kr aagya wapis per koi kaam or paise na hone sa wapis chala gya udher ja kr unho n sab file chupha di or sab data idher udhar or sara hisab ghalat kr dia 

ru mene boss ko btaya k aise kia hia usne bhi koi intresst ni lia or me kuch din waha rha or phir wapis ane ka socha mene bina btaye kio k usi me meri bhalaye thi or me adhi raat ko khaan khan k baad udher sa sari packing pack kr k bina btaye kisi bhi cmera m aye bghair bhr nikla farm house sa full sardi thi or main road tha or udher gedarw wagera bhi rahte thy koi k sath hi jangle wagera bhi tha single road ka main road tha main buses a rhi thi or wo rukhti ni thi me chala or chala or mere kandho per 20 kilo ka taqriban bag tha phir pechee sa aik apv aye or ussne khud rokh di or mene usse btaya  k mian wali main adee per jana hia usne kha 150 rupee or wo zayda bhi maang rha tha me bhath gya bina kuch kahe or wo bhi kharab thi or wo slow slow chala rha tha aik 2 baar to  wo ruk bhi gyae thi 40 mnt ka safar ussne 2 hour m kia or mjhy yeh bhi darr tha k pechee sa unhe pta na chal jaye or wo wapis na ajaye gari m mjhy dhoondhne wagera wageara 

adee per pohancy gya 12 bjy taq to udher khare bnde n btyaa k aik bass 2 bjy ayegi or aik 4 bjy or aik 7 bjy me to preshan hogya k itni deer wait kase kro itni sardi me khair me khara hogya jaaha bass rukhni thi uss bnde n dekha mjhy thand lag rhi hai wo bola k agr karaya zayda hai to idher sa dosri bass jati hai ussme chale jao special bus hia faysal movers ki tarha mene kha k btao wo adee k andar lagaya mjhy laga ander ja kr loot hi na la lakin ander aik bus stand tha shalimar k name sa or vip bass thi wo jo nikalne wale thi or uska karaya 480 rupee tha or baki 210 lati thi 

me tickat lana gya to wo bula yeh jo start kri hai jo jane wali thi usme ni issa pechee wali gari m jaga hai or wo jayegi or tab taq ni jani thi jab taq full na hoti matlab aik yah 2 hour to pakke lagne thy 

phir mene ticket wale sa dobara baat ki ka iss bass m jaga da do wagera wageara usne kha k aik sawari n jaga book ki thi per wo aya ni hai or bass n uska 15mnt wait kia wo ni aya or usne uski jaga ticket mjhy dadi or me bass m bhath gya or bass chal pari jaise hi bass chali office k ptcl sa phone aagya kdr hu mene kha wapis chala gya hu or multan pohanche wala hu halnka me abhi adee m tha unho n kha k bta k to jata subha bhj data tjhy flah flah 

khair mene jawab ni dia or phone band kr dia or uss din boss bhi ni tha pump per wo apne ghr gya huwa tha uski bhi calls aye mene ni utaye or wapis aagya pori raat safar krne k baad or sobi baji ko call ki k multan aa rha hu gari na mili to apke ghr ajaoga wo kahti ajana per multan aa kr bass mil gaye or me rawana hogya ussme bhi 

or subha 4 bjy lodhran pohanch gya or bht dhund thi or rakhse wala kahta 3 number taq jana k 300 loga or 480 m ma 400 kilometer aya tha da kr 1 kilometer k inte paise dana ka dil gawara ni kia or mene kehror paka wale road per hotel per bhath kr chane paratha or dahi ka nasta kia usi 100 rupee k sath or chahiey pee or thori subha ho rhi thi azaane bhi ho rhi thi or me pedal chal kr ghr pohach gya 

wase channel mene mainwali sa ane k badd sale kia tha or pc lia tha khair baad me jab wapis aya tu honey shahid job chorh kr aa chuka tha or chachu bhr jana ka soch rha tha or honey maha k sath ishq mashioqia or ristee ki baate chali thi or ghr ka kharacha me or happy chala rhy hty bils wagera ma bhartha tha or main kahne pene ka saman ghee ata wagera happy lata tha 2 month baad happy chorh kr aagya or honey or happy n shahid kr li jo saving kiye huwe thy paise unse or udhar la kr dono ki shahdi hogaye or mene bhar charh k intizaam kia dono k kamre white wash kiye apne paise sa or saria safiya ki or mubashir wagera ka oper wala portion honey ko rent per la kr udher distamper kr k dia mene inke liye kia tha taqe new shahdi hai or new ghr hu kio k mubashir wagera n kbhi bhi oper white wash wagera ni kia tha bass deware palaster wali thi  or unki sari setting mene ki or furnature oper pohanchwa kr sare bartan mene lagawaye or lagaye or pore kamre ki same setting ki or happy k bhi per jab shahdi hogaye dono n mil kr hi mjhy bura bhala kha or kha k mubashir ki ami sa mehnaga makan la dia kraye per kam ni krwaya bhai k liye flah flah me iss sa acha makan dhoondh lata or pta ni kia kia sunya k tone unke makan per white wash kr k paise zaya kiye hia unse lata tu unke baare me sochta hai mene bhi kah dia thk hia ghalti hogyae tere room set krne or white wash krne paise to dana ni tumne na mjhy na uski ami ko halnaka uski ami n kha tha karaye m cut ho jayegy mene hi manah kia tha or mere pass jo paise thy wo sab mene inki shahdi per laga diye or happy n bola tha k jo paise hai wo ghr k kamoo m lagwa da me aa kr shoping krwa doga 

per aisa ni huwa happy n shahdi ki akhri raat jab next day function tha kahta mere pass paise ni hai khud la lo kapre mera tu dil kia tha shahdi m hi na ayo per ana para or kapre mene mubashir sa la kr pehne jo ussne apni kisi k shahdi k liye lia thy per wo shahdi per i gya tha kisi gharelo laraye ki waja sa 

khair mjhy honey ki nature ka pta tha k wo new or saste k makan k chaker m iss ghr sa bhi jata rhyga or wase unhe bura bhala kahta rhata tha or jab kahi amergancy jana hota tha tab unhe sa bike la kr chala jata tha or mubashir wagera ko na tu mithaye di shahdi ki or na hi khana dia wo bhi mene hi khanaa or mithyae di mithaye bhi apne paiso sa la kr di jo wafa sa udhar liye thy 

khair woi huwa honey n aik ghr dekha or sobi baji bhi multan sa laraye kr k lodhran aa rhi thi honey or sobi baji n mil kr acha sa makan la lia jiske 3 room 2 kitchen or aik bath tha saf shutra tha ghr or mubashir wagera ko bina btaye ghr khali kr dia or mene furnature ko hath bhi ni lagaya or khudi ussne transfor kia or sara torr k rakh dia or baad me mene pocha aagya maza furniture utwa kr jo mene akele n kia tha sab 

khair honey sab sobhi baji k sath mil kr kitchen wagera chalana lage khana pena or happy ki shahidi k aik motnth baad wapis army chale gya or pechee sa sadia n kham kha k bahane lagana start kr diye k moon mjhy achi nazar sa ni dekhta mere room m ajata hai bina pochee or me sab ka khana bna kr thak jati hu or aj mene sara din chath per jaro mara sirr m dard hogya dhoop ki waja sa or bartan dhone usama maqsood sunny n jamaa kiye huwe thy itne din sa or usama maqsood subha school jate hia sardi me khana bnati hu uth kr unke liye gas chali jati hai flah flah 1000 baate sunaye happy ko or qasam utha kr me kahta hu in sab me ussne kabhi bhi aik kaam ni kia jo oper btaya hia bartan usama dhota rha or chat ki safaye me or usama dono krte thy wo bhi 3 3 din baad jab full gand par jata tha or khana to shahzadi 12 bjy sa pahle utthi ni thi or 12 bjy gass ni hti thi or 2 bjy ati thi tab khaana bnati hti or tab taq me usama or bondo kha chuke hote thy or moon 3 sa 4 bjy ata tha yah ati hi ni tha mandi sa ata tha to khana ni milta tha kio k shehzadi sahib khud kha kr soo jati thi dobara or na nahathi thi 3 3 din to wo nahathi ni thi or aise hi soi soi rahti hti sirf wo raat ka kahan bnati thi 

or kabhi kabhi tu wo khud bhi dopher ki roti ni khati thi yah phir moon dopher ko dahi bhale la ata tha hum bhi uski k sath roti kha lata thy

 

aik din wo raat ko gir gaye room m or full kanp rhi thi bondo n dekha usse bht bukhar tha mene chahchi ko awaz di wo oper aye unho n uthaa bed per bhathaya or dawaye wagera khilaye tab happy ko mjhy phone aya or mjhy danttee lag gya k tumhari waja sa uski tabiyat kharab ho jati hai tumhare kaam kr k k aj sara din usne tumhare dhoop m kapre dhoye hia tumne zara bhi help ni ki ussne dhop m bhath kr bartan dhoye hia or safaye ki hai or khana bnnaaua hai or yeh sab kam ussne ni kiye thy humne khud kiye thy safaye mene ki thi chath ki or machince bhi mene lagaye thi apne kapro ki or khana bhi mene bnaya tha apne liye or usama bondo k liye or sadia k liye bhi rotia 2 bna di thi or ussne uuth kr wo do rotia bhi ni khaye or raat sa kahan bhi ni khaya tha iss liye tabiyat kharab hogaye mene bhi kah daiya k konsa bhenchod n kam kia hia sara din hogya humne sare kaam kiye hia yeh kamre sa aik pao ni rakha or khana bhi ni khaya kal raat sa raat ki roti bhi ni bnaye or parso raat ki bhi ni machince mene khud lagaye hia bartan usama n dhoye hia ulta sadia k liye mene lakria jalaye thi roti bna di k baad me usse lakria jalana na pare or usne wo roti bhi ni khaye thi phir chup hogya or mene usse bola k isse bol k roti to kam sa kam kha lia kr 

khair phir sadia n acting start kr di A one jab bhi hum ate copy pancil la kr uske oper line kere makore marne lag jati yah aik hi tarf dekhti rahti k jaise kuch soch rhi hu afsso m hu kabhi apne balo ko kinch  rhi hoti thi mene bhi koi ghoor ni kia or na hi happy ko btaya or usse pta ni kai kuch kah dia pagal ho jaogi wapis ajao flah tamka khair happy aik month pora bhi ni huwa tha wapis aagya or tab sa aj taq yahi sochti hogi k kash foj m rah lata happy kio bulwaya idher idher happy sab aagaye jo mene pc lia tha youtube bech kr wo pc bhi ahista ahista bikna start hogya jaise jaise month guzarte gaye or sath hi kuch paise bache huwe thy 80000 m sai wo bhi khtam hogaye or ulta mjhy pc per kam krna hota tha or sadia or happy yeh kah kr utha data thy k aik movies dekh la phir tu kr lio kaam or pora din pc chalana lag gaye thi or sara sara din room m kondi laga kr bhathe rahte thy 

khair aik din me bhatha huwa tha pc chala rha tha k happy ka mobile ring kia mere computer k table per para tha mene socha k kisi dost ka hoga or happy dosre room m tha kundi lagaye huwe thi happy n or sadia ander thi din m bhi romance kr rhy hongy adh dopher ko sab k ghr hote huwe bhi khair mene mobile wapis rakh dia or calls per calls ane lagi agr mjhy koi baar baar calls kre or me busy ho thy mjhy bht ghusa ata hai  agla banda bussy hia to call ni utha rha na mjhy full ghusa aagaya mene calls uthye or galia dani hia wala tha k baad me call krio kia sirr khaya huwa hia k agee sa aik lrki ki awaaz aye jo 

ussne direct salam kia mene wa alaikum salam kha or kahti tumne kha tha hamari taraf dawat per ayogy or aye ni shahdi k baad uski awaaz mjhy sadia ki sister rabia ki tarha lagi or mjhy laga woi hogi mene pocha apkon conform krne k liye kio k uske hisab sa happy ko phone da do darwaza bja kr k happy sadia ki baat krwa da uski sister ka phone hai wo kahte haaaa mjhy bhool bhi gaye itne din call hi ni ki mene kha lagta hia koi girlfirend hia happy ki khair mene kha kon hu pehchana ni wo agee sa hansne lagi or kahti shahdi k baad itne shareef orr urdu bhi sekh li bara change kr dia hia shahdi n tumhee 

phir mjhy idea  hogya tha k koi lrki hi hia kahti me misbah baat kr rhi hu mene usse kha k me busy hu baad me call krta hu ussne kha biwi ki pic too bhaj do or apni bhi mene kha baad me bhj doga tu call cut kr di 

or mjhy ghusa to bht aya huwa tha happy per sadia per kio k subha sa uthe huwe thy or romance m busy thy or me raat sa bhatha bhoka video editing kr rha tha taqee 4 paise aye or ghr ka circle chal skhee or inhe koi parwa hi ni thi mene apna pc utaya ussdin or mubashir k ghr la gya taqee udhaer kaam kr skho 

or happy k mobile sa number nikal chuka tha k investiogation kro kon hai or use bta do  k dobara call na krna bhai ki life vip chal rhi hia khair uski awaaz achi lagi thi kio k wo full mazak kr k or hans hans k or tanz da da kr baate kr rhi thi iss liye dil kr rha dobara kro baat per iss sa pahle mjhy her larki zehar lagti thi kio k sadia k ane k baad larkio k darme bazio ka pta chala tha or oper sa meri Aik Cousin jo bari ho chuki thi jiska name nisha hia bhai honey happy wagera usse bari kharr khate thy or wo sadia ki cousin hone k sath sath uski bht achi dost bhi thi shahdi sa pahle or koi bhi happy ki yah sadia ki shahdi  sa pahle laraye hoti thi wo usse masware dati thi or jab laraye khatam ho jati thi wo  happy ko bta dati thi k nisha n aise kha tha k kro or shahid wo Nisha k sath mil kr novel bhi parti ti or novel nisha khud bhi bht parti thi khair mene bhi bahawalpur me bht sa novel digest writer wagera parhe huwe thy mjhy pta tha unme kis type ki chalakia wagera or likhi hoti hia to mere zehan m uske liye bhi nafrat thi even k mubashir wagera ki sister ko bhi mene ni dekha tha halnka unke kithcen m uski ami ki farmaish 

per unhe chicken k panje bna kr data tha jo unhe ni banan ate thy or uski ami ko pasand thy to uski sister bhi kitchen m kam kr rhi hoti thi yah ghr m chl phir rhi hoti thi shuro m to unho n parda krna or kamre sa bhr ni ana wgera aise krti per me unhe phir bhi ni dehkhta tha kio k me unhe behne hi samjhta tha or hun phir unho n parda bhi chorh dia or amne samne bhi ane lagi 

per mene kabhi unka chehra ni dekh tha or aj taq 3 bhen k dekha hia 2ko abhi bhi ni dekha or na dekhna hai wo bhi kisi waja sa dekhna para tha khair mene roazana sham ko qabrastan jata tha fatiha parhne abu ki kabar per 

per jab mene uss lrki sa call per baat ki to meri sara ghusa hi khatam hogya or me sochne laga k lrki ka hona zrori hia tesnsion stress wagera utar jata hai khair jaise ussne baat ki thi aise kisi n baat ni ki thi or wo mjhy happy samjh rhi thi mene sham ko phone kia usne aik do baar calls krne per ni uthya or mene kha me happy hu ainda iss number per call kr krna dosre per ni khair phir call ki tu usee shaq hogya kio mera behavior bilkul change tha or bolne or baat krne ka andaz bhi happy her waqt ghusee or bhari awaaz or gali wagera da kr yah punjabi m bhi krta hia or me khalish urdu m msg or izat k sath kr rha tha to ussne call utaye mene salam kia ussne jawab dia shahid happy pahle salam bhi ni krta tha usse ussne kha tum badal gaye hu bilkul or tumhari awaz ko kia huwa change kio hogaye hai achanak sa mene bhi thore maskre lagaye k shahdi k baad biwi ki sunni parti hai flah flah wo bhi hans hans k baate krti rhi per pta nio kio mjhy lagta hia happy n kabhi hans kr baat ni ki hogi usse khair usne achanak sa poch lia k tum happy ni hu or btao kon hu  or mera number kase aya apke pass happy k dost hu yah bhai mene kha happy hi hu kahti btoa meri kitni sister hia mene kah dia aik hu tum bass 

wo kahti k ab btao kon hu mene kha k sunny hu uska chota bhai kahti acha btaya tha happy n tumhara tu ussne pocha kasa ja rha hai mene sab kuch bol dia bhaabhi ki chalakia or happy ki harkaqtee to wo kahti me happy ko samjhathi thi papa ki death k bad chote bhaio ka speical dehan rakhna sab mil jul k rahna wagera wagear per happy yeh kia kr rha hai happy pahle aisa ni hota tha sab ki fikar krta tha or mere sa mashre lata tha flah bhai or flah cousin ko kia jawab dana hai yah kase baat krni hai tu mene poch lia happy kia tumhe pasand krta tha yah kia scene hia tu kahti pasand ni krta tha me as a friend yah behan hi samaj lo tu mene pocha number yah baat kase huwe happy k sath kahti 2017m me rakshee per ja rhi thi tab happy n number dia tha but happy n intressted ni lia or as a firends hi hum baate krte rhy or aj taq krte thy jab bhi kisi waja sa preshan hota tha mjhy call krta tha kia krna chahiey or me usse ache masfware or tareeke btatai thi kahti abhi 15 din pahle taq wo sadia k baare m bhi masware leta rha hai kase deal krna hai kia krna hia job chorh do wagera wagera 

khair wo mjhy achi lagne lagi kio k mene aik to kabhi itna qhul k baat ni ki thi or dosra mjhy larkio sa iss liye nafrat thi k wo kham kha lariya or chakar chalti rahti hia iss waja sa per yeh siyania baate kr rhi thi mene socha agr iss jaise lrki mil jye jo itni achi baate krti hai tu maza ajaye khair mene ghr sa related or happy sa realated baate ki per mene usse age pochi usne koi 23 btaye or meri bhi usstime 22 thi shahid mene kha k jori to bangaye samjho 

phir mene ussa pocha k kia tum pasand krthi hu mjhy mene picture waegera bhaji apni ussne hi mangi thi or mene kha tum baad kio kr rhi hu mere sa block kr dati kahti k bass wase hi haal chall pochne k liye kia tha next day phir phone aagya or mene pahli baar kisi ko 3 ghnte mubahsir k ghr k bhr bhth kr baat ki or mubashir bhi preshan hogya k koi masla chal rha hia mere ghhr 

phir mene usse kha k shahidi to mene krni hi krni hia kio na apne sa kr li jaye kio k mjhy har waqt hansit biwi chaiey jo kham kha mazak krti rahe or siyano wale baate kre tu mene usse kha k me apse aik month baat kroga agr ap jaise mjhy chahiey wase huwe to  

 khair mere usse normal baat huwe taqriban 3 month per wo to bht hi zayda chalak nikli jaise mana socha bhi ni tha or pyar wyar per to mjhy wase hi yaqeen ni tha 

khair ussne ghuse sa baat or chichiri rahne lag gaye or bhao ko eladha krne k plan or eladha ghr karobar krne k plan wagera or ajeeb ajeeb si baate k pahle kisi or cousin ko pasand krti thi or phir kisi or ko pasand krti thi or shahdi k baad agr me roya kro to tum rone dia krna mjhy chup na krwana or aik qabarastan hai waha lakr jaya krna udher mene phool charhane hia flah flah pta ni kia kia stories chalti rahi happy ko bhi pta chal chuka ta ussne kha na bat kia kr or bht danta mjhy btaya k wo wase lrki ni hai jaise to sochta hai flah flah 

khair phir sab kuch to barbad ho chuka tha or me taqriban 4 sa 5 month mubashir wagera ka hi ghr rahta tha behthak m or udhar hi sota tha or udher hi mam ka yah online kam kr lata tha khair sharminda bhi hota tha ghr bhi jata tha koi pochta hi ni tah k ka khaya hia kia kahan hai kdr sona hai kuch bhi ni or month k end per galia wagera da kr happy bill maang lata tha or mere pass jo thore bht paise kamaye hote thy wo unhe da data tha 

khair mubashir ki sisters mjhy apne bhai sa bharh kr mubashir sa bhi bhar kr khayal rakhti thi mera khana wagera time per bina kahe da dati thi chahiey unke ghr m jitni bhi laryae huwe pari hu wo mjhy bana dati thi chahiey khud k liye yah ghr walo k bnaye yah na bnaye mubashir ko da yah na dai iss liye me bhi jo wo kam bolti thi foran kr data tha or unki dill sa izzat krta tha 

per wo lrki sa baat phir bhi hoti rahti thi or baar baar calls krti thi or roo roo kr msg krti thi k baat kr lo pta ni me bhi kio replay da data tha khair mene kha life k to lage pare hia tu iss sa acha me bhr hi kio na chala jao khair mene aik dost bhatthi dubai ghaya tha jo 6 saal sa mera dost tha gaming ki waja sa bana tha or usse gaming m jaha kahi jo cheez chahiey thi mene la kr di thi keyboard mouse paise wagera or wo cigrate peta tha or mjhy bhi sath la jata tha k ghomne phirne chla or kahta ciggrate tu pila da mere pass paise ni hai even usse jidher jitne paise chahiey thy mene mangee per me ciggrte ni peta tha kio k bht buri lagti thi mjhy bachpan m kaghz ki bana kr pee thi or mere gale m dard rha tha pore 15 din sans bhi ni ata tha to woi waja thi mene kbhi try ni ki or dosto n kabhi offer hi ni ki or na wo krna chahte thy 

khair wo dost jiska name Arslan tha wo dubai ja chuka tha 7 month hogye thy or mene usse editing sikhaye thi or usse bhr jane per motivate kia tha chala ja abhi time hai baad m kisi n ni pochna bhai n pochtee wo bhr gya or jate hu ussne rang badal liye or akar or garor aagya ussme uski job lag gaye graphics ddesiginer ki kio k uska bhai bi udhar hi kam krta tha 

usse mene kha job dilwa kahta mil jayegi tension na la flah flah software sekh la mene sekhna start kr dia bina kisi time zaya kiye or full focus rakh lia editing per khiar aik sa 2 month laga kr editing sekh li mene usse kha k ab job ka scene kia hia kahta bare bhai n mana kr dia hia kahta hai jab hogi bta doga flah flah or halnka ussne thori si bhi effort ni ki bulwane ki or dosri taraf usne apne sab dosto ko yahi kha huwa tha designing sekh lo bulwa loga jo bhi uska dost milta usse uss na yahi kha huwa tha 

mjhyy uss sa job ki umeed kahtam hogaye mene google wagera per search ki apply ki jobs lakin ban na skha or phir sa me mayous hogya kio k ab kuch ni bacha tha phir raat ko sote waqt mene Allah Pak sa Dua ki k Yah Allah Me thak haar gya hu iss dunia sa ab tera hi aik sahara baki mere wo kr jo mere liye acha hia or mjhy mat azma mere me himmat ni 

khiar jab me subha utha mubashir ki bhethak m hi soya tha whatsapp dekh rha tha k aik lrke n status lagaya huwa tha k Oman m Graphics Desginer ki job hai contect kre or wo lrka ka Name Hamza Tha mene aik baar graphics card lana bwp gya tha waha wo mila tha uska podcast studio or website thi ussne kha tha sath mil k kam krte hia ap apna channel bhi chalate rahna or mera youtube channel bhi manage kr dana per mere aise halat ni thy k me uski offer qabol krta mene na kr di or 

usse kha youtube chanel m jaha apko jo help chahiey hogi me kroga help phir mene uske channel k liye logo channel ka cover or channel ki seo kr di thi or thumbnail intro wagera bhi bna kr dia tha or paise usne kha k kitne bnte hia mene kha 7000 hazar per ap rahne dain koi baat ni to ussne force to kia tha mene ni liye 

khair uss bnde na status lagaya huwa tha mene replay kia usne jawab dia k ok kro job ki deatail li to wo mere sa match hoti thi or ussne kha k mere jannne wale n kha tha status lagao agr koi mile to btao 

Khair jo bnde n bahir bhajna tha wo akhtar tha uska name akhatar tha or ussne btaya k oman m job hia designer ki or ap ediiting krte huwe ki videos dekhao jisme ap ediitng kr k poster bna rhy hu or apka face bhi aye khair mene bna di jis type ki usse videos chahiey thi mjhy sab mazak lag rha tha wase or koi umeed bhi ni thi  or kitne paise lage gy yeh bhi ni pta tha khair yeh sab itni jaldi huwa k me yeh bhool hi gya k yeh sab Allah Pak na Meri Dua Sun li hai wo itni jaldi or mene socha agr sun hi li hai to paiso wagera ka sochna hi ni chahiey test m pass hogya jo video bnaye thi unho n kha passport bnwao itne din m aik dost aamir hia wo online work krta hai usse bara project mil gya tha 10000 dollor wala data entry ka kam tha mene din raat kr usse taqriban 45+ sa lakr 80k taq banaye 

or mene passport bnwaya or verify krwaya or visa apply k liye bhaj dia oman akhtar bhai k through mene ghr walo ko btaya happy wagera ko unho n tu pahle intrest hi ni lia or na hi unhe laga k me awara gardi krne k liye bhana bna rha hu k visa milgya or me bhr mubashir k ghr rah skho yah phir mere sa koi paise na maang lay or iss liye bhi ignore kr rhy thy k unhe pta tha paise lagne hai or wo humsa maang na la khair paiso ki umeed mjhy khud bhi ni thi mjhy 15000 mubashir ki ammi n diye 30000 hazar behnoi n diye or me shoping kr k sab tiyari kr li or mera visa bhi approved apply hogya or end m pta chala jo pay btaye thi uski bhi half mile gi khair me yeh jante huwe bhi chala gya kio k mene kuch na kuch to krna hi chahta tha phir mere tiyaria ho rhi thi ka misbah n kha k mjhy mil k jana oman jana sa pahle me bhi yeh soch kr razi hogya k chahiey insan ki old life jaise bhi jo bhi bure kam kiye hu maaf hia koi ni new moka da data hai mene phir baat start kr di misbah sa wo multan wali side per rahti thi multa sa thora sa pahle Shujaabad m phir mene pocha kha milna hia kahti kahi resturant per or kahti mere sath mera bhai bhi ayega jiski age taqriban 17 saal hai mene kaha koi masla ni mene uske liye aik purse or aik dupata acha sa or kuch choclates waegra la li kio k mene multa visa verify krwane jana tha iss liye socha raste m milloga wapisi per kisi ache resturant per ja kr kahana wagera khana tha or baat wagera kr k bass phir mene oman jana tha khair mene multan visa milne k baad jana tha visa 2 3 din m ane wala tha oper mene btaya hai k aagya tha but yeh wali baat bhoolgya tha iss liye repeat kr rha hu 

phir aik raat usse me baat kr rha tha kahti k mene kiss krni hai apko mene kha nhi koi zrorat ni hia or hum public resturant m hongy m aisa koi panga ni chahta or tumhare sath bhai hoga tu kase krogi kahti usse bhr bhj daingy cabin m hi kr logi apke gall ki kiss me ni mana wo do din kahti rhi phir mene socha k gal ki hi kiss krni hai to kia huwa kr la khair phir wo agle din kahne lagi ki french kiss krni hai lips per me ni mana or visa 3 4  din late hogya or wo zid krti rahi k phir ussne aik raat baat kr rha tha kahti tum ja rhy hu meri aik baat maan lo bass phir koi baat ni khogi or akhri khawish hi samaj kr man lo 

mene kha bolo kahti me kal aa rhi hu apke lodhran city mene sister sa milne jana hai kaheror paka tu ap aisa kro kah khali ghr yah koi bhathak wagera ka intizaam kro mene 5mnt tumhse eladha milna hai me to bilkul heran tha k aik larki khud aise kase kah skti hia wo bhi shahidi mangni sa bhi pahle mene pocha kia krna hai kahti mene hug krna hai kiss krni hia or romance krna hai mene yeh baat suni or mera do dil hi tot gya k aise kon kahta hai khas toor per larki halanka aise lrjke kahte hia lrkio ko k mile per lrki kase kah skti hai mene ussi time call cut kr di or mjhy bht ghusa aarha tha uss per k socha bhi kase or sath hi sath wo sab baate yaad aa rhi thi bhai kahta tha me 5 saal sa jata hu yeh lrki kharab hai or baad me blackmail krti hia k tumhari pic wagera hai me police k pass chali jaogi flah flah mene to usse shahdi ka khayal to bilkul bhi dill sa nikal dia tha usi raat or uski wo qabarsatan ja kr rone wali baate or uske mamu k lrke ka sath affair k chaker yaad ane lage or uski baato sa laga yeh to aam si baat hai jaise wo rozana yeh sab krti hu or jo thori bht izzat thi mere dil m wo usi raat khatam hogae or mene block kr dia 

or wo dupata mubashir ki bhathak m or purse bhi para rha khair wafa aye aik din baad shahid papa ka kahtam tha yah wo kisi or waja sa ayethi yah mene hi khatam dilwaya tha khair khiriat sa jana ka to wafa ko mene wapsi chorne gya bike per kehror paka mubashir ki bike per jate huwe wafa n kahye baar pocha k koi lrki pasand hai tu bta dia oman jana sa pahle rista kr lata hai baad me kahi ho na jaye khair misbah ka mene kahi btaya huwa tha wafa ko shuro shuro m hi tu wafa n unke ghr jana ka bhi socha tha phir mene khudi hi mana kr dia tha k kuch arse baad jayegy or happy ko bhi sath la kr kio k agr wafa akel jati tu wafa sa bhaio n bht lrna tha iss waja sa 

per mene jate huwe wafa ko a to z sari baat bta  di uss lrki or kha jo dupata or purse tjhy dia hia wo usse hi dana tha to wafa n phir pocha koi or lrki pasand hia to bta do nisha pasand hai to bta do yah mubhasir ki koi sister pasand hai yah waha rista krna hia to bta do to mene kha aisi koi baat ni hai or wo behne hai meri or nisha ka to sawal hi ni peda hota kio k hamari family m pahle hi chalako masi k nam sa badnam thi ka sab ko ideas wagera yeh dati hai or honey k sath nisha ka rista ni huwa huwa uski mama bhi naraz hai or wo ni dagi oper sa mere bhaio n shahdi k baad eladha hi family m chand charhyae huwe thy k 1% bhi sawal hi peda ni hota tha tha k rista mil jaye but wafa kisi or reason ki waja sa poch rhi thi jo mjhy ni pta tha kio k wafa ko aik din pahle nani k pass bhi me la kr gya tha to shahid nani na usse koi baat ki hogi 

tu wo conform krna chah rhi thi k mene kisi or sa to shahdi ni krni or me aik din rha wafa k pass tu nani ka phone aya dobara wafa ko or unho n kha k sunny sa riste ki baat kro ameen mamu ki beti rabia hai aik tab uski age mere sa 4 saal bari thi or uska rista krne ka kha or me 1000% manne hi wala tha kuch dino baad khair mene koi foran jawab ni dia kio k me kaam kaj m busy tha visa k khair wafa k ghr sa aagya or jana mere jana sa pahle wafa phir or wo iss baar happy wagera sa mere riste ki baat krne k liye aye thi khair wafa n baat ki bhaio sa halki phulki bhai to wase hi nani ki baat sa jalte hia unho n direct na kr di or nani ka phone dobara aya or kha k agr sunny rabia sa shahdi krega tu me usse yazman mandi m ghr jo hamara hai old wo dogi yah bwp m aik ghr hai rent per dia huwa nanai n wase to bht sare ghr hai lakin nani n kha koi sa aik ghr la la or apni mama ko apne sath rakhe or rabia sa shahdi kr la or jo karobar kahe ga krwa daingy yeh baat sunte hi mjhy meri baap ki sari movies mere samne chal pari or baap k sath bhi kuch aisa hi huwa tha but faraq yeh tah ghr or baad me fasad or laraye krwane wali bhi nani hi thi or halanka mama or papa to aik dosre k sath rahne k liye razi thy mjhy ghusa aa gya iss baat per aisa laga jaise hum kuch kr hi ni skte to mene wafa ko bola k me to ha kahne wala hi tha aj k nani yeh bakwas kr di hamesha usse paise per hi ghamand rahta hai mene ni krni shahidi nani ko bol do mama makan or apne paise ko apne pas rakhe 

October 15 - 2022 ko mera visa lag gya or ticket bhi boss n krwa kr bhaj di jo 24 sa 25 date ki thi 

me khushi khusi sab ko btaya sab n mubark baad di khas toor per mubashir ki ami na or bht sari duaye di phir me sham ko ghr gya happy wagera sab aye huwe thy mene socha akhri 2 weeks hai me bhaio k sath guzar lo jaisa bhi unho n kia phir kia huwa shahid unke halat aise thy yah unki bewio ki waja sa aisa huwahai to khair me ghr aagya or jb ghr aya tu unho n mjhy khana bhi ni pocha or kha k mubashir ki ami n ghr sa nikal dia itna mazak uraya sadia k samne or chote bhaio k samne or ne dana aya ha khuskhabri k me ja rha hu hum sab ka waqt badal jayega wagera wageara mene ni kha kuch or usstime sadia or happy bhathe roti kha rhy thy mazak urane k baad unho n yeh bhi ni pocha k roti khani hai yah ni yah thori deer bhath bna dati hia sadia jana sa pahle to kam sa kam bnda dikhwaye ka hi bhala kr data ni but ni khair me lait gya charpaye per or wo apne hi masti me khana kha kr lait gye tu me happy k samne wale chaar paye per gya or lait kr btaya k mera visa lag chuka hai ussne ussper bhi itna mazak bnaya k aik honey or aik tera sa hum itne mahino sa sunte aa rhy hai dubai ja rhy hu per jate ni or sadia to dant phar phar k hans rhi thi mjhy bht afsoos huwa or laga k ghalti hi ki hia shakal bhi ni dekhni chahiey thi jana sa pahle khair mene jaib sa ticket nikali or jo k mene hi print krwaye thi kio k digital khareed kr send ki thi boss n isi waja sa khud print krwaye thi wo happy ko dikhaye to hans kr kahta tone hame chutiya samjha huwa hai designer tu khud hai khudi design kr k aagya hai or ab paise mange ga k dubai jane k liye paise ni hia bass baki sab kuch hogya hia aise kahe ga or wo itna hanse or me utha or mene kha k me chala jaoga 24 ko multan sa jana hai me to bhi unho n koi tawaju ni di or apni baate krte rhy apas me or mene sath lait gya charpaye per tab happy bola k acha hi hia to bhr chalegaye ga tu apni shahdi to khud krwa skheega or tera kharcha bhi ni uthaan parega hame flah flah mene tab bola k mene jab bhi jis sa bhi jo bat ki hia k channel chalalna k liye paise chahiey card chahiey kisne koi tawaja ni ki ro pahle kahte rhy youtube sa paise ni ayegy flah flah or na free lancer per kam krne dia bass job krwaye rakhi jo kam ata tha wo ni krwaya ab me bhi apni mrzi khud kroga or khud graphics card loga or agee khud chaloga or sab k mooh band kr doga jo baate bnate aye hain mere family m  phir happy ko bhi samaj lag gaye me kia kahna chah rha hu or me utha or serio sa nechee utar aya or jate huwe pta ni kia kia baate krte rhy k ab ja rha hoga bhr sa kuch khane yah ja kr mubashir wagera ki mintee krega k khana da do

me nechee aya or chachi sa btaya sab kuch k me ja rha hu unke bhi halat tab tuff thy kio k chahchu ko gaye kuch arsa hi huwa tha dubai to wo kahti k hmare layaq koi kaam hu tu bta dana halnak mjhy kuch chahiey bhi ni tha kash yahi baat mere bhai poch lata per ni or oper sa chahchi n yeh bhi poch lia k khana khana hia tu bta do para hai da dati hu mene kha ni or same me sajida baji sa aa kr mila or unho n bhi duaye di or kha k kamyab hu sath hi wo cousin bhi bhathi mjhy aise dekh rhi thi jaise usse taras aa rha hu k me ghr sa bhr akela ja rha hu kaam krne per usne parda kia huwa tha face per khair mene unhe kuch cheeze btaye jaise chadar wagera lani hia yah kuch or jo sirf aik aurat hi la skta hia bazar ja kr unhe kuch paise diye or wo la aye next day per 15 din pahle yah iss sa bhi pahle taqriban 20-August - 2022 ko usi cousin n meri aik picutee ko like kia facebook per heart wala like or mene bhi notificaiton dekh lia halnka wo id ko ma janta tha uss cousin ki hia per kabhi bhi na mene na uss cousin n koi post meri like ki thi or like bhi meri picture ki thi jo mene 3 sa 4 month pahle lagaye thi or uske baad mene facebook per bht sari videos or post share ki hhuwe thi matlab wo pic kafi nechee ja kr phir ati thi or cousin n usse dhoond kr like kia wo bhi raat ko 11 bjy mjhy laga k shahid wo intressted hia but bhaio k roz ba roz uski sister jo honey k sath shahdi huwe thi usse tang krna or sajida baji matlab meri chahchi ko tang krna kham kha m larye jhagre chal rhy thy khair me aj taq uss chahchi sa na tu unchi awaz m bat ki hia or na hi kabhi lara hu khair usko to chore mene bhaio k elawa kisi bare khatoon yah unchle sa koi unchi awaz m baat yah laraye ni ki 

khair mene socha band kr dia k ussne like kio kia mene socha k shahid uska bhai mana chal rha hoga id or pic samne aye or like kr di phir jab kuch din baki thy mene socha apne ghr hi raho but sardia thi or sara saman utha kr chath per la aya or chote room m rakh dia happy n kha tha k jab tu jaye ghr sa jaio taqee rista daar baate na banaye k larr kr gya hia flah flah aise kaam hi na kro tum or me ghr aya bhi tha tab inki besti band ni ho rhi thi last 3 days rahgaye or mene packing ki or 3 din neche soya kio k oepr chote room m 2 bhai sote thy or or jaga ni thi or aik room m hapy or sadia to me neche Nisha ki ami k pass room m soojat atha or me ja rha tha mene socha achee achee gane download kr lo or video or movies jo udher ja kr dekho ga ho skta hai net hi na mile mjhy oman chalana k liye wgera wagera 

me downloading ki waja sa nechee bhath kr laptop chala kr software or data download krne laga or sath hi sajida baji or manan mere sath khoob sari baate krte thy or me bhi khoob hansata tha unhe sath 

hi nisha bhi uss room m aa kr bhath kr mjhy dekhthi rakhti thi chup chup kr or me thora confuse bhi ho jata tha kio dekh rhi hia jaye dosre kampre m aik tu parda krti hia dosra samene aa kr bhath jati hia per me uski taraf ni dekhta tha kio k mere dil m uske liye izzat bht thi aik to wo naik chahcu ki beti thi or dosra wo naqab or parada krti thi or bhr bhi burkha pehan kr jati thi to isi waja sa mee usse dekhta bhi ni tha sai btao to dekhne ka dil krta tha but ni dekhne ki himmat hi ni hoti thi phir you huwa 2 sa 3 raate mene guzari phir oman sa aik lrke ki call aye k ate huwe hamari medicine or thora sa saman to lata ayo me saman lana byhand unke city chala gya jo bwp sa 100 kilometer agee hai to me waha gya jab to unho n agee mere bag sa bhi zayda saman or pta ni kia kuch da dia aik n tu 5kilo wala shapar bhar dia chalia ka or aik n black salt la dia 5kilo or mene bag hi 20kg wala lia huwa tha jab ghr aa rk saman pack krne laga to saman pack ni huwa or me phir bwp gya last din or bag la kr aya mubashir k sath or woi mera last din ki last sham thi or mubashir ki ami wagera sa bhi sai sa ni mil skha or papa ki qabar per bhi ja kr fatiah jaldi jaldi parhi magrib sa bhi time oper hogya hta wapsi aya to sajdia baji wagera mera intizaar kr rhy thy or honey bhi ussne sath jana tha multan aq mere sath 

 main jaise hi ghr pohancha honey darwaza per hi ready khara tha faisalmover ka bhi time huwa para tha or nisha bhi burkha pehan ka ja rhi thi happy wagera ko salam kr k nechee aya or sajida baji or sab ko jaldi jaldi salam kr k bhr aya to Nisha bhi Sath hi bhr nikal aye burkhe m ussne aik lrki ko Tution parhane uske ghr jana tha to wo jab darwaza sa bhr nikli mjhy bhi bht ajeeb si feeling aye k kuch to galat kia hai mene jaise nisha mjhy salam kran chahti thi or me bhi bye krna hi chah rha tha k sajida baji mana honey usama maqsood sab khare thy me chahte huwe bhi salam ni kia kio k agr kr data tu hoeny sab n pta ni kia kia baate nisha k baare m phela danai thi ki sunny per dore dall rhi thi yah sunny iss per dore dal ra tha per wo bhi chale gye bike per bhath kr or me bhi or iss sari sitution m me aik baar Nisha ka Chechre ki taraf dekhna chahta tha per ni dekha k ghalat khadshat na peda ho jaye wo pta ni kia sochti hogi mere baare m khair hum bhath gaye gari m or rwawana huwe multan ki taraf or pohanch kr hum gaye airport or flight ka time tha 3bjy hum bhr hi bhatehuwe thy air port ki passenger waiting area m sardi bhi bht thi honey n gap shap ki mere sath or bht achee tareeqe sa or 

kamaye wagera investment k plans wagera btaye kia kia krna hia flah flah pahle to mera dil kia k shooqia maar k stataus lagao whatspp per bye bye pakistan going to oman airport ki piciture bna or lagao per mjhy yeh sab psaasnd ni hai or logo ki nazar hi lag jana thi iss liye ni lagaya or ksis ko koi good bye msg wagera ni kia khair mjhy 2 sa 3 bndo k msg ka intitizaar tha k wo poch la khiriat sa pohnch gaye hu ik thi mubashir ki bari sister attiya or dosri Nisha ki mom sajida chahchi or tesri mubashir ki ami or mene socha tha misbah ko buri tarha sa dant kr block kr doga k tum achi lrki ni nikli or bure kaam ko liye Zina ki taraf mjhy la kr ja rhi thi tum khair aisa bhi ni ho paya kio k mjhy ghuse sa yah batmeezi sa kisi bhi lrki sa bola ni jata or ni gali di jati hia or uske ult me lrke ko marta bhi hu jise zrorat ho marne ki or galia wagera bhi deta or chortha ni huwe lrko ko chahiey wo dost yah bhai hu per lrkio k mamle bola hi ni jata punjabi axcent hi gyab ho jata hai apne ap urdu k lafzs nklte hia shahid unke ahtram m or me ksisi sa bhi frank ho kr baat ni krta tha taqee kisi k dil m kham kha ghalat fehmia na jaag jaye Aik cousin hia tuba wo open minded hia usse mene mazak wageara or khul kr baat wagera kr lata tha kio k wo open minded hia or cousin samjhthi hia or usse mera pta bhi hai ksa hu main iss liye shahid wo zayda odd feal ni krwati or me bhi usse bhi naik hi nazar sa yah bina koi feeling k bat krta hu 

jaise jaise me oman ki taraf ja rha tha mjhy apna sunhara musatabill nazar aa rha tha or mene bht bht shukar adda kia Allah ka or me airport m honey ko alvida kah kr dakhil hogya or unho n mera oper nechee sa Xray kia k or 3 jaga per mera bag open krwaya or phir dobara paking ki mene or jaldi jaldi taqee or passangers ka number aa skhy or mere bag sa unspacies koi cheez ni nikli clear hogyga agee gya wazan krwa kr bara bag plane m rakh dia or aik hand bag tha wo apne sath la lia or aik pocket bag tha jo kande sa bandh kr pet per fit ho jata hia mens pocket bag khelta hai ussme log mobile or passporrt wagera rakhte hia kio k jeeb cut wagera ho jate hia chooro ki waja sa or choro sa yaad aya jab me bhr airport per bhatha tha mene sab khule paise honey ko da diye 100 500 wale note or adhe Omani rial Mere Pocket Bag m rakh liye jo taqriban 23 rial tjhy or 10000 pakistani bhi pochekt bag m rakh liye

or 7 rial men apni pocket wale pruss m rakh liya or akhri counter per pohncha jaha passport per thapa lagta hia or hand bag ki checking hoti hia jaha thapa lagna tha wha mene aik side per pocket bag rakh k passport nikala jaldi k chaker m hand bag la kr agee chala gya or khuski ki waja sa or jald bazi ki wjaa sa me pocket bag akhri counter per hi bhool aya next counter per hand bag ki checking huwe belt mobile her chez ko aik try m rakh dia or agee machince s guzar kr next room m dakhil huwa jaha bas or bas passanger with verify saman k sath bhathe huwe hty mene sara saman or khaghz utha kr aik sath bag m dall diye or mjhy laga hand pocket bag hia wo bhi bech m rakh dia hia 

per ni wo pechee choth gya tha jo mjhy khayal bhi ni tha or flight takeover kr gae or 1.5 sa 2 ghnte m 3.30 per flight take over huwe or 4.30 per hum pohnach gyae taqriban or mere mobile ka time automatic change hogya or jahaz me dono side per pendo bnde bhathe huwe thy aik jo window wali side per bhatha huwa tha ankhe band kr k bhatha huwa tha or me darmyan m bhatha huwa to dosri side wla bnda bina seat built lagaye bhatha huwa tha or flight attendant omani thi larkia sab unhee ghoor rhy thy khair mene bhi unhe oper sa nechee taq dekh lia unhe no half shorts or half ghehre wali shirts pehni huwe thi 

or sirr per kuch bhi ni lia huwa tha or lrke batmeez unhe jaan jaan kr tang kr rhy thy or baar baar awaze da rhy thi or aik lrki aik lrke k pass gaye suit built ka kahne k liye ussne jan bhooj kr ni lagaye thi or kahta i dont know how to wear built to ussne btaya k aise aise kahta mjhy ni ati ap laga do or uss bechari ni jhuk kr uski seat built laga di or wo lrka tharki tha phir sab uth uth kr batrom gaye wo krne ni gae thy bass dekhne gaye thy aik ghnte ka safar hai or sab ko batroom aagya khair me ni gya or jahaz me bhath kr hawa ka dabao partha hai thora sa jaise feering wheel m daboa prtha hai same wase hi jaise hi jahaz murta hai gravity ka asar parta hia or aram sa jahaz land hogya or hum sab jahaz wale identification k liye main air port per aik room m agaye or unki finger print or eye scan huwe taqe koi crimnal activites kre to aram sa trace ho skhe yeh process sirf or sirf aik baar hota hai khair udher sa clear ho kr kr hum bhr aagye jaha sa bhr ja skte thy wha akr english bol kr mene aik sim buy ki or bag ko khola taqee koi pocket bag nikal skho per dono hand or main bag m dekha mera pocket bag hi ni tha 

or mjhy yaad aagya k mene kdr chorha tha mere jaib m tab thy 12000 pakistani or 7 rial jisme sa mene 4 rial ki sim la li thi or 3 rial pare thy or karaya 4 rial tha bass ka mene kha koi baat ni money exchange hia idher bht sari me unke pass gya unho n kha k hum 5000 ka exhange ni data 5000 wale do note or aik hazar wale do note thy khair mene aik lrke ki mintee kr kra k 2000 ka aik rial lia jike 2.5 rial milne thy

khair 8 bjy taq me bhr aagya or gari mil gaye or 2mnt sa miss ho skhti thi bhatha koi 3 bjy ja kr me apni manzil per phncha or mjhy aik lrka recivied krna aya jiska name asif tha or ussne khana khilaya kio k meen usse msgs per btaya huwa tha pahle hi kia huwa hai mere sath or dew pilaye or mjhy ghr la aya or agle din mene rest kia or jab air port pr tha mjhy attiya api k msgs aye k kase hai tabiyat kasi hia sai pohanch gaye hu flah flah or paise jama kro apna kaam kro or same bari behno jaisi duaye di or mubashir ki ami k bhi msg aye hal chaal ka or attiya n kha tha bhaio ki fikar na krna sirf apna sochoo inho n bht bura kia hai apke sath fla flah unhe sab kuch pta hi tha kia ho rha hai mjhy pakistan m 

Nisha ka bhi msg aya k mama poch rhi hia sai salamat pohanch gaye hu oman kasa laga kaam laga yah ni laga or duty kasi hai 

next day rest m guzra sham ko utha room mates n hi khana bnaaya unke sath hi khaya or phir sab ka haal chal pocha or mene airport per pohanchte hi happy ko msg kiye thy uska pta ni mobile kharab hogya yah net ni sai chal rha tha iss waja sa ussne ni dekha or 3 din baad maa bhan ki galia di or bht bura kha or phir mene btaya ksae pohncha hu paise ni hia tu wo masle sunne hi ni bass bara pan show krwaya k meri qadar kio ni ki khair mene msg kia tha jo khud ussne ni parha or wo single tick hi rha 

mere pass andriod mobile tha oppo A3S jo bht hi kam ram or gb thi battry time bhi bekar tha 

phir mene airport per hi misbah ko block kia huwa tha or socha tha use bura bhala kah kr sab khatam kr doga ghusse sa or uski kartoto ki waja sa chorh rha hu per mere sa ghuse wali or dantne wali feeling hi ni aye or wo baar baar sim per msg kr rhi thi whatsapp sa block hone k baad bhi 

phir duty start hogaye or meen raj k kam kr k dikhaya boss ko design bnaye or logo bnaye boss ki dukan k liye satisfy kia or sath hi sath nisha k haal chal k msgs ane lag gaye kia kaam kia ghome phire sardi hoti hai yah garmi khana kase bnate hhu flah flah daily routine wale baate kr k end m kahti k mama pocch rhi thi or uss time mere 1 2 or lodhran 3 yah 4 ka time hota tha khair mene pta tha shahid nesha khud baat krna chahti hai or wo bhi mama ka name lakr kr rhi hia agee mjhy lag rha tha kuch acha kr loga to sath hi shahdi k bhi khayal ane lage or mene socha k mubashi ki amii ko yeh zimedari data hu or mene uss raat soch soch kr kuch msg kiye k ap jdhr kahe gi me shahdi kr loga rista koi nazar m acha ho to btana pta ni kio mjhy lagta tha shahid wo mera rista apni kisi beti sa krna chahti hia per me to itna khas background ni tha iss liye ni bhi lagta tha mjhy laga k mere aise msg krne sa clear ho jayega per unho n kha k beta apne kam per tawaju do or jab zrorat huwe rista bhi dhoondh daingy mjhy samaj lag gaye k shahid unho n ni dana or me yah sab iss liye kr rha tha baad me yah na kahe k aik baar poch tu lata flah flah kio k unki ami mere liye bht aziz hai bilkul mah ki tarha 

per unki baat bhi sai thi pahle kam per focus rakhe per me kro to kro kia mene rista ka issliye socha tha taqe jis bhi 2 saal m achi understanding ho jayegi gap shap lag jayegi or aik dosre ko bht ache sa jaan jayegy khair pta ni kio nisha sa baat kr k bhi acha lagta tha per me uski izzat bht krta tha or bhaio ki waja sa jo laraya chal rhi thi unki waja sa mjhy lagta tha 200% rista ni milega or me rista iss liye bhi krna chahta tha k nani pechee pari huwe thi wafa k k rista krwao or wafa nani ko naraz ni krna chahti thi wo hamesha nani ki taraf hi support or unki baat to tarjaheh halanka nani n wafa ko bht bure tareeke sa parhaye churwa kr papa k ghr bhjha tha or galti wafa ki bhi thi per nani n bhi acha ni kia tha or gale sa utar phenka tha jaise 

nani per to fillhall ghusa aya huwa tha or misbah ka to sawal hi peda ni hota tha k happy hone daga agr me uski sab ghaltio or khamio ko bula kr bhi shahdi krne ka sochta happy n ni hone dani thi wo iss liye k wo happy ki dusman ban chuki thi happy n use bhi maah bhen ki gali or pta ni kia kuch gasti wagera gandi aurat kha tha iss liye 

phir aik raat mene apne flat ki chat per khara tha thandi thandi hawa m khara dew pee rha tha Allah Pak sa Dua ki Riste ka bhi ap Bandobast kr da tab hi pta ni kase achanak sa dill m khayal aya k rista to ghr m hia or jaisa tjhy chahiey tha wasa hi hai kio k jitne bhi riste k option thy unme sa koi bhi parda or niqab ni krti thi or nimaze bhi bht hi kam prti thi or na k braber or rabia ki education bhi kuch achi ni thi parhi to wo 14th year taq thi per usse pta kuch ni tha or mjhy aise bhi chahiey thi biwi jo baad me youtube or online kaam m meri madad kre 

filhall wo qualitues nisha m aa rhi thi or me zayda ameer lrki sa bhi ni krna chahta tha jo mjhy samjhe hi na or kham kha ki farmaiushe or baad me masle kre wo bhi nisha m quality thi or sab sa zayda woi janti or samjhthi thi or oper sa uska baba ki bhi death hogaye thi or me uska cousin bhi tha or mene socha jab itna acha rista ghr hai tu me kio bhr kro mjhy nisha ki sab chlaakia or sab baate bhoool gaye jo ghr wale yah bhai uske baare m kahte thy mene kha koi baat ni pichli jaisa bhi guzri ab nya sochana hia 

Nisha Sa Halki Phulki baat rozana hone lagi kia kr rhy hu kase hu khaana khaya wagera wagera taqriban 5 din aisa chala hoga msg per baat hoti thi phir aik raat mene usse pochne ka faisla kia k shahid wo wase baat kr rhi hu yah phir pta ni shahdi krna bhi chahthi hai yah ni tu bina time waste kiye direct risteee or shahdi krni hia yah ni krni poch lata hhu or aisa iss liye bhi socha k Nisha k aye din Ristee bhi aa rhy thy mene kha k yahi na hu sochta hhi rah jao 

phir mene uss raat hi nisha sa idher udhar ki baat ki or akhir mene poch hi lia k ap mere bbare m kasa sochti hu k ma kasa lrka hu or kia ap shahdi krna chahiey gi yeh me short m bta rha hu kio k detail m yaad ni khair 2 hour ki chat k baad yeh mene kha tha uss raat kio k saamj hi ni aa rhi thi kia kaho or sath darr bhi lag rha tha bura na maan jaye yeh uski mama dobara baat hi na krne da to ussne kha k ap achee lagte hai addate bhi achi hia per ap mama sa baat kre kio k honey happy ki waja sa wo shahid rita na dain mene kha me manah loga unhee 

mene usse kha k ha apki chahiey pahle ap rahna chahti hia mjhy or janti tu hain ap me kasa hu to ussne kaha mjhy mama jo kahegi wo krogi or ap achee lagte hai bass tu mene kha k apne baat krni hu tu kr lana or phir mer call krwa dana apni mama sa mene call ki agle din tu sajida baji thore serieous mod m thi kahti k apne kaam per dehan do rista kase kr lain abhi or abhi to me wase hi ni krne wali tumhare bhaio n bilkul bhi acha ni kia maha ko inta tang kia huwa hia or phir tum bhi unke sath mil kr mjhy baad me tang krogy flah flah khair mene kabhi bhi sajida baji sa larayae yah behass ni ki thi 

to mene pocha mene apse kabhi laraye yah behass ki hai bachpan sa la kr aj taq ki hai to bta da mene apse aj taq unchi awaaz m bat ni ki to sawal hi ni peda hota k baad me aise baat kro or rahi baat honey happy ki unse me khud tang hu or na mene unke sath rahna hai wo aisa iss liye kah rhi thi kio k maha oper hi rahti thi un dino or honey rahta tha sobi baji k sath or wo maha ko usske mama k sath milne ni data tha kahta tha tone nechee ni jana flah flah or sadia ki bhi laraiya hi chal rhi thi happy k sath 

laraya wo khud kr rhy thy or baat sajida baji per ajati thi k yeh laraye krwati hai \

khair unho n naah kr di or yeh kaha jab tum wapis aagy tab dekheegy kia krna hia mene bhi kah dia k abhi ha bolna hai tu bol da baad wale scene mjhy ni krne unho n kha majoda halatsa agee preshan hu or ni hona tu mene kah dia ok thk hai bss call bnd hogaye or mjhy thora ghusa bhi aagya k mene jab laraye bhi ni kia kisi sa or mere bhaio ki waja sa mujhy judge kr lia aise to ni krna chahiey tha 

Mene nisha ko bhi msg kr dia ka dobara msg na krna or na hi mene baat krni hai flah flah 

phir raat huwe mene dobara msg kia ka or kha k dobara baat kroga apki mama sa or ki bhi or samjhya k eldha rahoga or mene kabhi laraye hi ni ki or nani jaise zalim or chalak aurat mamu ka rista mjhy da rhi hai na honey na happy ko unho n pocha na moon ko mere m kuch to dekha hai tu dia hia na 

khair unho n kha bhaio sa poch kr btaogi maswara kr k to aise hi baate chalti gaye 2 3 din taq or unho n kha k apne bhaio ko bhajo aa kr rista mange or undino to full laraye chal rhi thi jo bht hi muskil baat thi mene kha thk hia kuch din m ajayegy 

Sajida Baji bhi maangaye kahti koi bara baat kr la or mene kha nisha ko mujhse baat krne ki ijazat da dain unho n kha thk hai kr lia kre baat or Nisha bhi bht khush thi or me bhi bht khush tha k ab tu baat ho skhee gai sai or humne raat ko audio call per baat ki bht sari or pocha kia khana pasand hia kaha jana hai shahdi k baad ghoomne or kasa kapre pasand hai or bht sari baate ki hafta 2 hafta aise ghr gaye pta hi ni chala udher sa mene happy ko bhi mna lia k ja kr sajida baji sa baat kr aye or or wo gya bhi baat kr li riste ki or sab thk hogya phir mene nisha sa picture mangwaye ussne send kr di apni mama sa poch kr pahle to bht sare ristee daaro n mana kia k shahdi ni krni chahiey Nisha sa Usse Wafa waseem happy Honey or Nani Sobi Baji yeh thi k Sajda baji k bhai sab k pass aik aik reasons thi Nani ki thi k rabia sa hu shahhdi or wafa kah rhi thi Nisha sa na kro wo bhi rabia sa krwana chahthi thi or 

waseeem kah rha tha abhi na kr rista 2 saal baad kr laye abhi pasie kama or sab kuch bna phir krio shahidi flah flah or happy tu wase hi sajida baji sa chirta hai or honey ko to bass sab m tang arane ki adat jo hia Sab sai chal rha tha bht piyar bhari or piyari piyari baate mene ki or nisha n ki or mjhy jaise manzil mil gye hu or maqsad mil gya hu zindgi ka aise laga or mene kam bhi sai ki boss ka tu sab set chal rha tha or jo ni chal rha tha set wo thy mre bhai honey or happy

happy n maha ka jena behal kia huwa tha jisse sajida baji or preshan thi k me bhi aisa hi na nikal ayo baad me or uhe uke bhai wagera or behan abida kah rhi hti k soch lo dobara flah flah per unho n kha jaha bhi huwa hai Allah ki marzi sa huwa hai mene bhi Allah k Hawale kr k Rista kia hia Allah Khair krega 

phir pahle video call me khud krta tha Nisha ko Apne flat ki serihiio m bhath kr yah chath per ja kr krta tha or phir me 2 roomates k sath rahta tha unhe mere hath ka bana huwa khana bht pasand tha sab mil jul kr rah rhy thy kabhi Pakistan ki yaad hi ni aye siwa papa k or mama ki pta ni kio yaad ni ati shahid nani ki waja sa sab scene hia k mama ka pyar hi dill m na bass skha iss liye na tu kabhi mama yaad ati hai or na hi bwp jana ka dil krta hai phir bhi me jata hu Mama ko milne kio k nani wagera k muh lagna parta hai or woi ghhisi piti porani baate krrti rahti hia pio n yeh kr dia wo kr dia tum aise nikle cousin aise nikle or me sunta rhata or hansata rahta hu jalan wali baato per bhi kio k hansi hi akhri option hia buzurg logo k liye k pta ni kio mjhy serious situtation m bhi hansi ati hai iss liye hans data hu 

happy wagera ko laga tha k me her month Unhe 50 60 hazar bhaja kroga per idher akhrajat bht thy rahne or khana pena k or oper sa visa k paise bhi dana thy to me ni kr skha or bijli ka meter cut howa para tha ghr ka uske liye mene 35 thousand diye wo kha pee kr kahte tere mangi m kharach hogaye sare or to meter k liye dobara 50k bhaj dana or metere 35k m lag jana tha or mere paise to pahle hi girr chuke thy jo pakistan m thy or mera sai sa setup bhi ni huwa tha iss liye pahli pay ate hi mene 35k send kiye thy ghr or idher wala sara setup run krne ki koshish ki thi per ni huwa 

aik tu bhai wagera ki yeh bht buri adat hia k aik tu paise la la oper sa ahsan bhi ni manna or bura bhala bhi ussi ko kahna or yeh taq na kahna shukriya teri wajas sa kaam asan hogya hai ulta maa bhan ki galia da kr samhhte haii hamare sa yeh darte hai in ka pass or koi rahne ki jaga ni hai flah yah hum koi toop hai or or sab bhai happy sa darr kr sara kharcha usse da da or usse koi aqal mot hi ni hai k paise kaha lagagana hai karobar kase chalana hia or bhaio ko manage krna hai chote bhaio ka kase dehan rakhna hai yeh sab ata ni hai bass baate bnana ati hai Sab bhaio ka mene interduce ni krwaya kio k krwata tu zayda lambi stroy ho jani thi lakin m end m jitne bhi mere bhai or ristee daar iss story me aye hai heading da kr eladha sa sab ka paragraph likh doga 

khair bhia n woi chawli mari or kha k to hame phone ni krta benchod hai gand dikha rha hai khote ka bacha cal kio ni krta mjhy msg kr k haal chal kio ni pochta lun pe rakha huwa hai humee aise baat start ki phr aram sa baat krne lag gya msgs wagera per 

mjhy yeh attitude bilkul bhi pasand ni aya kio k usse pta hi ni tha mere sath idha kia kuch ho rha hai yah duty kitni hai yah khara kitna hona partah hai yah kasa hu khana kasa hia yaha rahta ksa hu pehnata kia huwa kuch bhi ni paise ki kami  hai koi muskil preshani hia to bta hum hall krte hai aisa pochna chahiey tha khair mjhy bhi lga k baat tu krni chahiey wase bhai wagera sa sab ko msg wagera kr dia kroga per raat ko me pakistani khana kha kr 2 bjjy free hota tha or din m tu busy hi rahta tha to jis kisi ko bhi raat ko phone yah msg krta tha Nisha k Elawa Sab soye pare hote hty wo bhi mere sa baat krne k liye jaag rhi hoti thi

Phir happy sa amoman ronaza baat hone lag gaye msg wagera per me shop per khare ho kr bhi doran duty usse msgs wgera kr dia krta tha taqee unka bara pan kayam rahe jo mere kisi kaam ka ni tha aik bt din sa wo poch rha tha k koi preshani hai to bta hum hall kr daingy sajida bajii maan ni rhi to hum mana lain gy riste k liye or paise chahiey tu bta khair paise dana kha thy kahta mere sath share kia kr sari baat e mene bhi msgs per baat krte hu bta dia k jis bnde n bhaja hai ussne salary jitni btaye thi wo ni data or kharcha wagera bht zayda hai 20 rial rehaish or 30 rial kahana per aajata hai or kapre wagera bottle pepsi pee kr total pakistani 50k to mere kharco per lag jata hai or or sari isi type ki detail di wo to achanak sa gali dana lg gya ussne kuch suna hi ni msg wagera k kitna kharcha hai kahta hia tu gandu hai hume gand dikha rha hai k paise ni hai yeh filme rista daroo ko mubashir wagera ko sunaya kr k paise ni hai mjhy sab pta hai tera bheod ka sedhi tarha kah tone paise ni dana humee sari zindgi army m kam krta rha tum kutoo k liye pala ab tum mjhy hi baate suna rhy hu or tujh kutee ko oman jana hi ni dana chahiey tha idher rahta hamare sath or krta job sabzi mandi m mazoodri ki or phir dekhta me tjhy sab to wapis ayega tera mooh toro ga shahdi ni hone doga chote bhaio ki kon krega sshahdi me abhi cancle krwata hu rista 

khair mene direct mana kr dia k mene koi paise ni bhajne ab or na hi koi baat krni hia tumhare sa khudi poch rha tha k koi tension preshani hia to bta btaye hia tu ab to mere oper hi charrh gaya hai mene khair uss raat bht ghusa or rona aya or mene Nisha ko 1 month k andar Misbah wala sara kissa A to Z bta chuka tha or wo honey wali bhi sari ghalt fehmi door kr chuki thi jo honey or pore khandan n mashoor kr rkhi hti k honey nisha sa bat or pyar krta tha flah falh 

phir mere Nisha sa normal baat huwe or soo gya agle din happy sab n sajida baji koi oper bulwaya or kha k oper aye riste k about baat krni hai or kahta sunny ki aik dost hai uska mjhy phone or msg aya hai k sunny mere sa aabhi bhi rabte m hai or baat wagera krta hia wo mere sa pyar krta hai or wo lrki bta rhi thi k sunny usse kah rha tha k happy n meri zabardasti nisha sa rista krwaya hia or shahdi bhi me misbah sa kroga matlab wo misabh ki baat kr rha tha or tab aisa kuch ni tha misbah ko mene block kr dia tha airport per hi or baat m unblock bhi kia tha nisha sa baat or rista hone sa pahle or sirf or sirf yahi kahne k liye k tum achi lrki ni hu jaise mene socha tha or mene yeh ghusse sa kahni thi or batmeezi sa jo meere sa kah hi ni huwe uske shahdi sa pahle romance krne wali baat per or uski porane kisso per 

mjhy bht ghusa or sharminda tha k kase lrki sa me shahdi ki baare m sochta rha 

or wo thi bhi saraiki or kuch bhi ni milta tha me sadha si lrki samjh kr socha tha yeh sab or wo unparh bhi thi phir bhi manzoor thi per wo aisi badkirdar ki waja sa mene wo sab khatam hogya kissa sara or ab mene usse kuch kahe bhgair hi block kr dia tha phir aik baar unblock kr k kha tha meri mangnnai hogaye hia nisha s or me shahdi bhi ussi sa kroga kio k wo baar baar sim per msg kr rhi thi block hone k bawajood bhi 

or yeh sab baate bhi mene Nisha ko btaye huwe hti or ussne khair mama ko ni btaye thi or shahid bbtana zrori bhi ni thi 

per happy n aisa kia or mere rista turwane ki full full koishish ki or kahta wo to hamare sa bara ustad hai baat kia krta or pta ni kia kuch kah dia jhooth bol kr or baate bna kr bass baate hi to bnana ati hia or shahid uss time maha or nisha Qaleen Dho rhi thi yah kapre dalne gaye thi oper or usse bht dukh huwa tha aise baat sun kr or wo shahid Misbah wale baat bhool gaye thi yah pta ni kia socha ussne wo bhi hapyy ki baat sun ka kuch kuch shahid asal maan gaye ab mjhy ni pta per sajida baji ka bhai wagera to pahle hi kah rhy thy na kro rista ab to conform hogya tha k aisa hi koi scene hia khair thori bht baat sajida baji n bhi sunni huwe thi k me kisi lrki sa baat wagera krta hu iss liye wo sab sach bhi maan rhi thi or full ghusse me nechee gaye or nisha ki bhi msg ni aya din m or mene pocha kia huwa to koi jawab ni or bt sari calls krne k baad nisha n btaya k yeh sab scene huwa hai mene direct sajida baji ko call ki 

or mene unse pocha me koi ghair bnda hu bachpan sa apke samne aik hi ghr m rahta hu kia apko ni pta me kasa bnda hu or mene kha larki wala  sara scene already nisha ko pta hia or mene khud btaya tha per happy n yeh sab baate ghalat ki hai or mene uss lrki sa 2 monht sa zayda hogaye hain baat ni ki 

or mene sari baat unhe bhi bta di kah wo sai lrki ni thi ki or pahle jab sai lagti thi mene sobi baji or wafa ko bhi uska btaya tha or ab mene khud rista kia hai aise kase ho skta hai me usse baat kro or nisha sa shahdi na kro yah tu apne or bhaio n koi zabardasti rista krwaya hota tu or phir mene sari wo baat btaye jo recenlty aik 2 din pahle huwe thi or sab kuch bta di aor kha ka wo har haal m rista turwana chahta hai oper sa happy n wafa ko phone kia or kha k usama maqsood wagera k liye rista dhoondo shahdi krni hai sunny k sath taqee me pressure m ajao k ab sirf or sirf happy ki bat mannne k elawa kuch ni hai mere pass or wfa n bhi mjhy btaya k happy n kha hai sunny n k sath shahid krni hai ikhate usama bondo ki bhi 

Khair sajida baji ko bi happy ki chalakia samaj aagaye or or mene yeh sab bhi bta dia k happy uss lrki sa baat krta tha shahidi sa pahle taq or sab family ki usse pictures bhaji huwe hia or pahle usse gasti or pta ni kia kuch kahta tha or mjhy baat bhi ni krne data tha or ab apni taskeen k liye or zid k iye mera rista cancle krwa rha hai ap oper jaye or baat clear kr k aye k sunny n tumhe rishta lana bhajaha hia nake tum khud aye or sunny n pahle khud baat ki thi tumhare sa bhi pahle or ma mani thi ki baro ko bhajo or yeh rista uski mrzi sa huwa hai or tu bhi sunny k kahne per aya hia or ap kase kah rha hai k hapy n zabardasti krwaya hia or sajida baji n bass zayda clear baat ni ki k or bass itna kha k sunny n already nihsa ko wo sab btaya huwa hai jo tum btana ki koshish kr rhy hu or sab kuch yehbhi btaya hai wo kise or kkase bate krti rahe hia or tumhae kase janti hia wo or aise isharo m baat iss liye ki k saida ka aitbaar na utth jaye or rista kharab na hu 

phir mjhy bhi ghusa tha mene or conform krne k liye misbah ko unblock kr k calls ki or kha k tumhe happy ki cals aye thi kia yah tumne usse kio ki callls kahti happy n khud ki thi or kaha k tum kuti ki sunny sa mene jaan churwa di hai or Nisha k sath rista mene zabardasti kr dia hia or wo tumhe kabhi ni mile ga tum ghareeb gao ki lrki shehar m ane k kahawab dekh rhi thi or pta ni kia kuch kha usse gasti behn ki lori wagera or kia kuch gand wagera bol kr phone band kr dia mene bhi usse kah dia ha aise hi happy n kia hai mere sath or block kr dia 

khair happy bhi sajida baji ki baat sun kr chup hogya k lgta hai sunny n sab kuch bta dia usse lga tha me apni yeh lrki wali baat chupa k bhatha hoga or mene pta ni kia kuch ghalat kia huwa hai 

per mene to aisa kuch kia hi ni tha or pahle hi din shahid yeh sab baate clear kr di thi Nisha ka sath or mjhy pta tha loog aise chawlia marte hi rahte hia jo khud mooh sa bta do wo baat clear ho jati hia or jab baad m koi or chahiey woi same baat btaye to zayda dukh hota hia 

khair me bach gya or wo bhi sach ki waja sa or mene sajida baji ko mananh kr dia k yaqeen krna hia to mera kr lo rista krna hia to kr lo me apni safaiaya achee hone ki dubara ni doga or mjhy mere bhaio sa matlab koi ni hia or mene akele hi rahna hai aise hi 

khair unhe samaj aa gaye or dobara koi new scene ni huwa or phir Nisha sa Bht Achi understanding hogaye or hum ne bht achi achi baate kia or plans bnaye kha jana ha or kase rahna hai or kase kaam kregy online dono mil kr 

Phir Kafi Month Guzar gaye or sab sai chalta rha or me din ba din Nisha k pyar me dobta hi gyu or Wo bht achi lagne lag gaye mjhy or wo bhi bht pyar krne lag gaye or mene kisi or lrki sa dobara baat ni kia or na hi zrorat hai wase hi me usse kahta hu k dosri shahdi kr loga per kroga ni sirf or sirf nisha hi kafi hia mjhy usse hi pyar start huwa or usi per khatam mera na usse agee or na usse pechee koi aham hia mere liye ab bass meri zindgi ka maqsad hai k sab kuch usskliye kro or kisi cheez ki kami na or hum dono aik dore ki bht care krne lag gaye mene usee chote bare gift or surpirse diye pahle to wo lana k liye tiyar ni thi phir mene bhi mene bhajahe or usse bht pasand aye or aise hi phir ramzan kareen ka month aa gya or mene usse pahli eidi bhaji or wo apne pasand k mere paise sa kapre la kr aye or cheeze shahid wo bht khush thi k uski life m itni importance dana wala aya hai or uski itni care krta hai or krta bhi tha mere liye wo bht azeez hai mjhy wase zayda romantic baate ni krne ati hai phir bhi me Nisha sa Romantic bate or Usse Khush rakhne ki koishsih krta hu or pahle mene kisi bhi lrki k sath itna frank ni huwa tha or misbah sa bhi aise baat ni krta usse bass tina hi socha tha k shahdi tu krni hi hia to aam si lrki sai per usse mjhy pyar ni huwa kabhi or zayda feeling bhi ni ati thi or usse sath wase manzil bhi nazar ni ati thi 

ab bht muskil hai bina nisha ko call kiye rahna jaise hi duty sa wapis ata hu jaldi sa kapre change kr k handree laga kr direct nisha ko call krta hu or kabhi kabhi late bhi hojata hu yah kabhi call hi ni krta jisdin uski yah mere tabiyat kharab ho tab 

phir uski birthday aye ussper bhi mene cake ka or bht sare choclates ka sirprise dia usse or wo bht khush huwe or mene wase usse i love you to bht starting m hi kah dia tha kio k mjhy pta chal gya tha yahi hia importance meri life ki but aik baar unki yeh baat mjhy bilkul bhi achi ni lagi thi jab wo happy ni missbah wali baat bta kr sajida baji ko rista turwane ki baat ki thi tab me jab duty sa free ho kr aya or Nisha ko i love you kaha to kahti her kisi ko i love you bool data hu matlab bhi pta hai or kitni lrkio ko bola hai i love u or wo 3sre bnde ki baat sun kr aise behave kr rhi thi jaise mene kuch kha hi ni dil to kia tha k jaise rista tooth rha ahi tootne do per pta ni kio aisa dil ni chaha or mene apni safaye pesh kr di or jo mjhy ni krni chaiey thi kio k mene pahle hi sab btaya huwa tha misbah wala scene or wo Nisha sari baat Nazar andaaz kr k bhathi huwe thi 

khair me pyar krne laga tha nisha sa iss liye mene aisa kaha tha usse or safai paish ki khona ni chahta tha or usske liye apni sister or bhaio k khilaf khara hogaya 

phir bari eid aye or mere gift wargera bhajhe unke liye or sab bht achee sa chalta rha or aik din wo mjhy kahti meri aik dost hai sumera uski baat btani hai ap ghusa tu ni kre gy kahti wo aik poeatry wale group sa dost bani thi or 2 saal sa hai taqriban tu mene kha sai hogya phir kahti ka wo mjhy 2 din pahle pta chala hai k wo lrka hai or tab sa la kr ab taq lrki bn k baate kr rha tha mjhy laga shahid kisi or larke k sath chacker hoga Nisha ka ab Sumare ka name la kr aise hi bhana bna kr bta rhi hia per khushi bhi huwe k jasise bhi chalo bta to dia hai per wo sach bol rhi thi mene kuch ni kha or samjhaya k ksisi bhi lrki online wagera sa baat na kia kro fake hoti hai sab flah tamka or phir din normal hogye or 

khair baad me mjhy pta chala k nisha dobara Sumera sa bate krthi hia ab yeh tu ni pta tha kase baate i hai per nisha n btaya k wo lrka sorry kr rha tha or kah rha tha mene kuch bura ni kia na koi buri baat ki hia to sorry maaf kr do wagera wgera per mjhy acha ni laga or mene danta uusse or kha k chalo jo bhi hogya dobara baat ni krna or kr bhi rhi thi bta dati bina btaye dobara kio bat kr rhi hu 

khair normal din hogaye or chote bare maslae mere ghr hote rhy honey maha ki laryae or police ka ana jana wageara wagera per aik bht acha scene huwa tha 

wo yeh k honey or happy ki 2 betia peda huwa jo bht hi khoobsurat hia or piyari hai mene dono sa baat bhi ki or paise bhi bhjhee as a girft honey haapy n gift kuch ni liya or un paise ki waja sa bhi inti laraye huwe honey wala paise mene wapis mangwa liye or happy walo ka pta ni kia huwa tha 

khair me apne bhaio ki help krna chahta hu per bhaio k nakhre hi khatam ni hote or akar or role hi khatam hi ni hote wo kisi ki baat bhi sunna ni chahte iss liye mera bhi madad krne yah unke sath chalne ka dill ni krta 

ab aik saal ho chuka hai sab kuch thk ja rha hai normal baat hoti hai me bht tang krta rahta hu nisha ko or sai tareeke sa baat bhi ni kirta kio k aik hi time m me baat or apne channel youtube k liye videos bna rha hota hu per jab baat kr rha hota hu phone band krne ko dil ni krta or wo bolti rahti bolthi hi rahti or mjhy uska bolna acha lagta hai or kabhi kabhi to jab wo din ki routine bta rhi hoti hai ussne din m kia kia kia to mjhy aise lag rha hote hai jaise chota bacha apni zindgi ki khani suna rha huper wo bina sans liye bolti jati ha bolti jati hai or me chup kr k sunta hu or bht acha lagta hai usska aise bolna or wo mjhy bht achi ahci picutre bna kr bhajti hai or me bhi usse bht sari picture bna kr bhajta rahta hu or me idher khana khud bnata hu or bht acha bnta hai sathsath call per usse bhi recipe btata rahta hu or usse tea bht achi lagti hia her waqt wo baato hi baato m tea ka zikar krti rahti hia k me sunne ka adii ho jao k usse chaye or cocolates bht pasand hia or baad me la kr dia kro or kabi mana na kro or aisa hi kroga men mana ni kro ga per agr uski sehat kharab huwa chahiey yah choclate khana sa tu bilkul bhi ni dia kroga or usse apne hatoo sa bht sari kism ki chaye coffee ban kr dia kroga or bht achi achi disehse bna kr khilaya kroga apne hato sa 

mjhy biryani kariii pakora chiken karaye matan karaye or chicken white karaye or chicke karaye dall fry bht achi banana ati hai wo me usse bna ban kr shadi k baad khilaya kroga me uska full dehan or farmaiyeshe poori krne ki koshish kroga or Inshallah Kamyab bhi hogya or ussi sa meri ab kamyabi hai 

me usse kahta rahta hu dosri shahdi kr loga rista ni kroga shahidi ni kroga wo just mzak or baate manwane k liye kahta hu wase mne dardta hu usse khone sa or wo din ba din piyar or sexy hoti ja rhi hia 

jab bhi shakal sheeshe me dekhta hu to yaqeen ni hota k itni achi larki mjhy mil gyae or wo bhi itne achee dil wali or me usske liye novel bhi purchase kia kroga shahdi k baad usse apne sath la kr jaya kroga bwp novel wali gali m jaha olds books or novels or digesst write sale hoty hia waha per uski mama bhi khush hai ab iss riste sa or unho n aik din phone kr k mjhy yah bhi kha tha k mene kabhi Nisha ko itna Khush ni dekhta tha jitna tumhare sa rista krne k baad huwahia or Allah Pak hame aisa hi hamesha Khush rakhe or aik Me jo samajhta hu wo yeh baat hai k hum jo 2 saal doo rah kr aise baat ki or aik dosre ko samjha k kon kia chahtah hai or usse kia pasand hai baat krna kase pasand hai or khana kia psanad hai usse manaya kase jaye yeh sab mjhy aik saal me pta chal gya hai jo hamare ane wale future m bht kaar amad sabit hoga shahid direct achancak sa agr shahdi meri hoti to itna understaning na banti per yeh best kia mene faisal appni zindgi ka 

Sath Sath papa ki bht yaad ati hai jab bhi time mjhy milta hia Quran Pak parta hu or Unki Magfirat k liye dua krta hu 

bhr k mulk m bht sa chllanges aye but mene face kiye or Nisha n bht acha guide kia or hamesha meri support ki or uski ami ko bhi koi skayat ni hai mere ristea sa ab or usske ghr walo ko bhi or 

ab thora arsa pahle unho n bola tha aa kr Sirf Nikkah kr jao phir chala jana but me ni ja skta mene coumnpter lia huwa hai or full stup hai idher or pechee sa gurrentee ni hai kab kia hojaye khair me next october taq insh Allah pakistan chala jaoga or Yahi thi Kahani meri kase bachpan or Bhole pan sa tart huwe or  kha la aye khair 

Umeed hia mera end bhi acha hi hoga jab me iss dunia sa jaoga Fillhall k liye tina hi agee agr zindgi hamari khani likh rhi hia or  agee me zindgi ki kahani likho ga time mila to abhi kuch arse ka time zindgi ko dete hai k kuch kr la wo hamare sath Parhe ka Shukria Allah Hafiz.

Main In Relative ki biography likh data hu 2 section m aik family or aik friends 

Ameena hafeez (mom)

Amena hafeez meri mom Hai Abi Ta Hayat hia or Allah Pak lambi umar kre bht hi naik hai or bht hi masoom kisi sa zaban larne ki himmit ni mom m or jise jo kah dia sahh lia bass is ache dil ki waja sa logo ki baate or Shahid muskalat ka samna na kr skhi or zehni tawazun khoo bethi 2003 m or aj taq wasa hi hai zehni tawazun jaisa tha 

Muhammad Hafeez (DAD)

Muhammad Hafeez Mere pap jo gandmi color k mote tazee jawan or 57 Saal ki umar m cancer Sa death huwe or Bht hi dardnak Jo btaye hia or Papa Masoom hone k sath sath paise por control na kr pana yeh unki kamzoori thi jo unhe agee ni barhe dia yeh quality mere m bhi hia kahri jaise bhole or name bhi Bhola tha unka zindgi n utana hi bura khel khela unke sath 

Wafa (sister)

Shuro m kali thi or dilwali thi ab chalak or teez hai or aik beti ki maah hai or aik hi sister hai meri me har tarha sa support krta hu or wo bhi khair hanis khusi rah rhi hia 

Happy 

Honey
Sunny 
Moon 
Usama 
Bondo
Lubna Anite 
Gudoo Anti
Gudoo Phupoo 
Sobi Baji
Naeem Tahir Chachu 
Papu Chahu

Sajida Baji 
Maha 
Ayesha 
Manan
Nisha 

Mubashir 
Mubashir sab kuch hai pahle bhi tha or ab bhi hia or rahe ga 

Mubashir Mother 
Mom tu mubashir ki hai per pyar mjhy or mubashir ko braber krthi hai bilkul maah ki tarha 

Attiya or uski 5 behne 
Yeh meri Mooh Boli bari behan hai or piyari bhi hia or chalak bhi or yeh shahidi bhi ni krna chahti ksii sa or yeh bht ache masware dati hia or mjhy ache kan krne ki talqeen bhi dati hia 

Abdullah or Ahmad 

Abdullah to mera best frient tha or hai bas yeh faislabad ja kr thora sa badal sa gya hai or thora bhool sa gya hia but abhi bhi best hia 

Tuba 

yeh meri cousin hai Smart or Cooprative hai or Open minded online work krne wali or Piyari bhi hia 

Aammir Akhtar 

Shuro m bht ache dil ka tha per rajpoot hone ki waja sa sirf kam sa kam rakhta tha khair jab ghareeb tha tu sath chipk kr izzat krta tha or mintee krta tha kuch khilane k liye ab ameer hogya hia to baate subata hai or msg bhi ni dekhta or mjhy iss sa yeh umeed ni thi 

Arslan Bhatti 

Yeh bhi bht acha kamzoor kala dost tha per dil ka white ka ab sala gora hogya hai or dil ka kala hogya hai but isske sath time bht acha guzra or mene iski bht support ki jab isske pass ciggrattte k paise ni thy per yeh hisb maal ho kr bhi meri help ni kr payya or baad me baato k siwa kuc ni kr skha iska tu hisab me dunia m hi loga jis din mila yeh mjhy road per kahi bhi 

Nafees Bhai 

Yeh jitna bara utna hi chota aik private school ka priceple hai or bht acha dost tha phir iski shahdi hogaye or dosti barbadi hogaye 

Abdur Rehman 
Yeh bhat acha dost tha hai or abhi hai chote moti laraye huwe mene isse zindgi ka matlab sikaya per yeh sekha ni ab zindgi isse sikha rhi hia or isse aqal aa rhi hai 

Arrif Bhai 
Yeh mere Jaise nam sa zahir hia aarhif bhai bare bhai ki tarha hi hia mene inke pass kaam kia or meri taraqi me inka bht bara hath hai 

Misbah ( Chapter close ) iski barre m jitna uper likh dia bht hai 


Scene yeh hai k mene aj dobara diary likh rha hu or wo bhi 5 sa 6 month jo recently guzary hain 

oper pta ni mene kia kuch likha hai apni old or new life k baare m per ab sirf me apne or nisha k baare m likhne laga hu tu scene yeh hai meri job bht achi ja rhi hia boss bhi khush hia or salary bhi time per mil jati hai or sab set hai ab to wase ramzan kareem chal rha hai or me roze bhi rakh rha hu or me bht healthy ho chulka hu or pore 96 kilo ka wazan hai mere 5 month pahle me aik pakistani lrka waqast tha uske sath room sharing m rah rha tha khana wagera ghr pakate thy or ikhathe rahte thy per jab me uske pass shift ho rha tha to kahta k me tere sa half kam krwa dia kroga safaiye or kitchen k khana pakana wagera wagera per aisa ussne kuch ni kia or aik number ka kaamchoor nikla or wo to kisi kaam ko yah kisi bartan ko hath bhi ni lagata tha saram kaam or safaye me krta tha mene 8 month aise kaam kia or ssocha k kahi or shift ho jao or waqas ka boss k sath bhi koi masla hochuka tha wo to boss ki nazro m bhi badnam ho chuka tha shahid ussne choti moti chori ki thi or boss mjhy baar baar force kr rha tha me uska room chorh do or eladha ho jao taqee me bhi waisa na ban jao to sath hi sath me bhi uss tang tha 

tu mene pc wagera lia huwa tha or iss baar me sakoon bhi chahta tha taqee aram sa kam kr skhoo or channel run kr skho or safai wagera rakho khair aisa hi huwa mjhy aik flat mil gya to mene udher move hone ka soch lia to move hobhi gya per sath hi honey k halat kuch achee ni chal rhy thy mene socha honey ko bhi bulwa lia jaye as a salesman ki job per oman m hi same boss k pass or mjhy pta bhi tha k mera kafi kharcha ho jayega or huwa bhi aisa or khas toor per men use sajida baji k kahne per bulwaya jo maha yani honey ki biwi ki ami thi or nisha n bhi kha k bulwa lo khair mene bulawa or basic sab kharche registration sa la kr shoping taq mene kia or kuch paise udhaar k toor per diye jo abhi taq ni mile

honey ko aye 2 month hogaye hai sab thk chal rha hai or

khair bech m bht kuch huwa chote mote role ghr k jobs k kuch preshaniya bhi aye per shortout hogaye Allah k Fazal sa per in sab m aik cheez bht aham huwe or tha Nisha Sa Pyar Shuro shuro m to simple baate hoti thi or time mile na mile baat kr lata thy ni to kaam m busy or thori bht larayia or narazigia bhi chali per wo ab mere dil k sab sa qareeb hia or mjhy jene ka new maqsad milgya hai uske ane sa meri life m Khair mjhy Use beintha Mohabbat hogaye hia pahle to mjhy piyar per bilkul bhi yaqeen ni tha k hota hia yah ni hota flah flah yah bass pyar k room m hawas hoti hia or tharak baazi samjtha tha me pyar ko 

Khair ab sab kuch uusi sa mera acha or bura hai or uske sath me baate krta hu or usse her waqt dekhne ka dill krta hai videos calls m hi bht sare kisses krne ka dil krta hai uski ankhee bht piyar hai darmyan m  sa gool gool idher udhar ghomti huwe or side sa baarek or naseeli ankhe hai uski jab bhi uski picture m ankhe dekhta hu zoom kr k to ajeeb sa maze wala ahsas hota hai dil krta hai dekhta hi raho or meri nazar hi ni hatthi or uske face ki banwat or uski nakh or uske nakre or jab wo bina rukhee bolti rahti hai video call per bta ni kio dil krta hai k wo bolti rahe or me usse dekhta rha or bolte bolte wo jo hans rhi hoti hai kamal lagti hai or uski ankhee bhi piyari piyari idher udher ghoom rhi hoti hai or sath hi wo honth apas m masalti rahti hia jo bht sexy feling data hai o uske face ka color or uski body ka color brown hai na white na black uff kia hi suite krta hai or wo pta ni har waqt kio gora hone k chakar m rakhti hia halaka wo aise hi qabool or khoobsurat lagti hai khair usa video calls per or audio calls per baat krne ki limit bht bhar chuki hia meri shahid mohabbat ki waja sa yah phir adat hogaye hia ab uski or yah dono bass ab akele rha ni jata or dil krta hai jaldi sa shahdi kr lo or duria mita do or uski piyar piyar ankho per kiss kro hath pero uski anko per or qareeb sa dekhta hi raho oor uske sath hug kr k soo jao yah bhi uski bht sari picture bna kr print krwa k rakh lo yah uske sath mil kr setaina kro tang kro usse rulao hansao gumao or khilao or azmao or dunia k sab sa khuskismat larki bnao or Inshallah me aisa hi kroga ab mjhy ussa sacha or or bht gehra piyar hogya hai her baat usse me shaire krta hu uski baato ka ahtram krta hu or wo apni bht piyari piyari picture send krti hia jo mere liyeh bht aham hai or me save kr k rakh lata hu apni galary m or baad me dekhta hu or ab to uski bht yaad or kami mehsoos hone lag gaye or akhele uske bghair ab bass jaldi sa shahdi krwani hai or usse aik month m uski 20 saal ki zindgi k jo bechee guzri rang dikhane hai or bht sara pyar or ahsaas dana hai jo shahid me da skta hu kio k usne mjh per trust kr k apni sare zindgti mere per mukhtasis kr di hai to mera bhi haq hai k me usse wo sari khusia do jo wo expect krti hai hai or Inshallah me doga usse aik month mene iss liye kha hai k mera visa khatam hone wala hai kuch month m or mene pakistan jana hai or shahdi krni hia phir wapis oman m aa jana hai or usse bhi sath la ana hai 

or yeh k mene jab rista kia tha tab mene usse ni dekha tha 5 saalo sa kio k wo naqab krti thi or zayda amne samne ni ati thi or agr raste m a bhi jaye to me khud ignore kr k chala jata tha k parda krne wali achi lrki hai aise hi bura na sochee k kia aise dekhta hai pahle kabhi uski ankho ki taraf bhi ni dekhta tha mene to jab rista manga tab bhi unho n picture ni dikhaye thi per mene tab sa hi nisha ko apna maan lia tha or kha tha jo mrzi ho jaye me Nisha sa hi shahdi kroga Siwaye Allah k Agr unho n Chaha tu 

per jab unho n picture bhajhi to itna noor tha unke chahre per or itni piyar thi k me 2 din m taqribn 8 ghnte mene usse baat krte huwe audio call per uski picture dekh kr hi khush hota rha k meri itni achi qismat kase Wo Sawnle color ki bht khobsurat hai or uske baal bhi achee hai per wo bna kr ni rkhti simple sa band kr rkhti hai per shahdi k baad me usske baal khud bnaya kroga new new style k sath kabi curley kabhi straight kabhi band kr jaise mera dil chahye ga or uski lips ki to jitni tareef ki jaye kam hai picture yah video calls m hi baar baar kiss krne ka dil krta hai pta ni itna wait kio krna parh rha hai uske lips per kisisng krne k liye touch krne k opere sa jab wo lipstick lagati hai to nazar hi ni hattthi usse lips per sa dark lipstick uske lips per achi lagti hia per wo light lagati hai kio k dark normal rotine ghr m over lagti hai shahid iss waja sa me usse chote mote surprice yah gift abhi bhi data rahta hu or baad me bhi doga taqee wo khush rahee or me usse pyar pyar m tang bhi krta rha tha hu k 4 shahdia kroga yah 2sri biwi lawaoga wagera wageara per mere liye woi kafi hai iss liye m jo Allah n Nemat bana kr meri life m bhajhi hia 

16-June-2024

hi iam Back or aj date hai or aj hai Chand raat Eid ul Adha ki or me bhatha hu iss time apni duty per wase to me chill job krta hu gaming ki shop per or graphics ka kaam bhi krta hu boss k liye ads create or vidoes creating ka per me almost apko recent 6 month k bare m share kr rha hu kia kia face kia or kia ni khair almost 5 to 6 month pahle mene apne bhai honey (saud ur rehman) Oman Bulaya or Kam per lagwaya mera naam bna huwa tha boss k pass or wo meri respect bhi krta hai khair mene dekha k honey ka pakistan m downfall ja rha tha or bht bura halat sa guzar rha tha to or usske pass almost kuch bcha bhi ni tha or 15 sa 18k job kr rha tha wo bhi udhar or kharcho m hi pore ho jate thy to sajida baji or nisha ki mama n mjhy bht baar bola k bulwa lo or mjhy lgta bhi tha boss ko aik baar kahne ki deer hai boss bulwa laga or aisa hi huwa mene boss ko bola or boss kahta me kuch din m btata hu 

khair boss n haa kr di or mene hone ko kha passport bnwa lo khair usske pass paise ni thy phir mene pay kr k bnwaya sab kuch uske doucments or visa attested wagera medical clear fees wagera sab mene pay ki or omani riyal bhi send kiye jo safar m use hone thy almost one to 1.5 month laga or wo idher aa gya or me shahdi k tiyar m tha mera plan or mene thore bht paise jama kiye thy wo lag gaye honey idher bulane m 

or idher bhi mera bht khrcha hogay me pahle aik lrke waqas k sath aik flat me rahta tha bhai aa rha tha to mene socha eladha setup kr lia jaye sab kuch apna mene advance paise da kr flat lia aik month pahle honey k ane sa pahle cylend burner khana pena ka saman frigdge bed wagera lana m bht sara khrcha hogya almos 3lakh plus 

or honey sab agaye khair ab setup to vip huwa para or honey bhi sai kaam kr rhai or choti moti larayiy wagera wo ghr krta rahta hai meri baate idher udher btata rahta hai hapyy k kan bhrta rahta haii or room sa ja kr mere baare m chuglia krta hai or mene jise bhi jo bhi baat krni hia room m hi usse ki samne krta hai halanka bhai hu usse aise ni krna chahiey mene konsa kisi ko bta dana hai wo sajida baji ko hamesha sa dusman samjhata hai or nisha jo sajida ki beti hai shahid wo sochta hai me usse bta doga 

or asal aham baat hi yahi hai k ussi sajida baji k kahne per honey ko idher bulaya hai mene jaise honey ki kartote hai mene aik persant bhi ni bolana tha kio k jab yeh pak me tha or meri shahdi hone wali thi to kahta humne ni ana teri shahdi m maha ko ni ane dana flah flah or jab me oman aya tha tab inho n mobile hack kia huwa tha mer to bolna ka dil bhi ni krta tha usse 

khair idehr meri chuglia or baate idher udher kr to rha hai per mjhy bilkul bhi faraq  ni parta or uski job sai ja rhhi hia mene apna farz pora kia idher bulwa kr agee ab uski mrzi kisi or bhai ko bulwaye yah khud bhi time pass kr k idher sa jaye honey ka chapater krte hai close idher 

khair nisha sa normal baat cheet daliy basic per hoti rahi or krte hai rozana choti moti larayei bhi hote hai laki jald khatam ho jati aik hi din m 

bech m mene 1.5 laga kr kam start kia doctors ki website bnana ka portfolio website or clinic website banan ka kaam start kia or aik lrki or aik lrka hire kia mene website develop krni thi lrke n data collect krna tha client ka or lrki n msgs send krne thy hamari websites offers k but wo lrki n bht bhanae bhanene or kabhi kaam m busy kabhi papaer kabhi koi foot ho rha hai kabhi mobile gum gya flah flah or uss lrki ko mene internt pay kia or mobile dilwa kr dia per kaam na chal ska uss lrki ki waja sa or me youtube ka kaam chorh kr bass website k chakar m para huwa tha bech m manan nisha ka bhai usne almost Quran Pak Hifz kr lia hai to wo electrition ki shop per jata tha or kaam sekhta tha garmi or usse games bht pasand thi or mera channel bhi gaming ka hai to mene setup bnana ka socha or udher mera aik dost hai mubashir jo mera best friend hai or i think mere sath dene wala bura waqt or achee waqt m woi aik dost hai jise mere sa 1.25 lakh udhar lia huwa tha or trading m or aik dost ko diye thy paise trading wale loss hogya or dost la kr bhaag gya ussne kha mera pc to la la paiso k badle 

khair me bhi itna kamzarf to ni tha pta ni mjhy uski sistution per taras kio agaya or mere bhi bht paise kaam ate thy or mubashir or usske dost n mjhy paise k laare agee agee pohnchata gya iss liye mjhy wada khalifi ki waja sa bht ghusa bhi tha per mene jab usse baat ki to kha to pc apne pass rakh or dobara sa mere sath mera chanael chala or jo tone trading krni hai kr to wo bhi maan gya or sath hi manan jo bilkul bhi electrication banna ni chahta tha bass usse bhi gaming m shamil kr liaa or uska bhi channel bnayegy per yeh sab setup krne me mjhy lcd sa la kr pc wire graphccs card or carpet jo room m bichana tha wo bhi lana para 

bht zayda kharch phir hogya or meri shahdi aik baar mjhy phir deer sa hoti huwe nazar aye ab story meri aachuki hai last month yani k kuch din pahle ki setup wali manan wali or mubashir wali baat issi month ki baat hai to bht zayda kharcha hone ki waja sa dobara setup late hogya or me aik baar phir shahdi ko door jatehuwe dekh kr mene faisala kia k aik saal or laga lia jaye oman phir ja kr apna channel ka setup hi sambhaloga 

or aik raat kuch din pahle bhai waseem meri sister wafa ka huband wafa k sath aya hamare lodhran wale ghr or nechee sajida baji k pass rukee or or wafa soo gaye wase kafi arsee baad aya hwua tha iss lieyy wo disscuss kr rha tha k kab shahdi krni nihsa ki ghr kab bnanan hai wagera wgera per wafa shahid dosre room m thi or samjhi k uski chuglia kr rahe sajida or waseem mil kr dono to wafa n bht hi zayda batmeezi ki room m ja kr waseem k sath or sajida baji k sath jo shahdi kisi buzrg ro lambi umar ki aorat k sath ni honi chahiey thi to uska bht bara masla ban gya or agle din honey sab n maha ko call kr k kha maha ko tumhari mama chugal khoor hai flah flah agr tumahari mama baaz na aye to na to me tumee achee sa rahene do or na sunny Nisha ko yani k me or mene aisa na kha or na suna mjhy lga shahdi normal si laraye huwe hai  kahirr teen din taq laraye chlti rhi nisha n bhi mjhy btaya kia hwuahai per phir bhi laraye hoti rhi jiska mjhy andaza ni tha itni bhrchuki hai to mene normallly nisha sa baat kr rha to nisha ko kha k me thora late aa rha hia hu yah aik saal baat to wo naraz si hone lagi or kahne lagi jo baat huwe hai tab hi ana hia flah flah 

mene kha mama sa bat krwa do unse kr lata hu mene unse baat start ki or btaya k aise aise setup bnanaya hai to sajida baji n pahle to bht mubarak baad duaye di or jaise hi mene kha k 

paise bht lag gaye hai or bhi lagne hai bht sare socha hai aik sath setup bna kr ajao to wo bhi shock huwe achanak k shahdi ki tiyari to chl rhi hia ahista ahista to isse kia hogya khair mene apna sara khrcha btaya jo lg chuka tha setup per or jo baki lagna tha or uper sa shahdi ka to unhe n kha k achanak kia hogya hai or merei overthinking n foran jawab dia k ab yeh samaj rhi hia mene bhi honey ki tarha chawal maar rha hu wafa wali laraye ki wajja sa per me to normal kah rha tha per mene explain ni kia itna k me kio kh rha hu mjhy lga tha k sajida baji kahegi bht acha socha hai aik baar hi setp kr k ajao per ni unhe laga shahid rista cancle yah talmatol kr hra hu khari mene zayda explain ni kia kio k honey sath bhatha huwa tha. 

phir call bnd ho gaye or na jana sajida baji ko kia kuch kha hoga khair jab honey n maha ko tang krne wali baat kahi thi tab mjhy yeh baat pta ni hti or na sari laraye ka scene pta tha to mene socha normal hi koi scene hoga per to nisha bhi soch kr bht gaye k me bhi koi aise hi chawli maroga or usne shahid soch lia tha k wo rista cancle kr dagi agr mene wafa k side li or uski mama yah nisha ko kuch kha to per me busy tha kio k me new new setup krwa rha tha manan or mubashir ko idher oman m schools close hone per games ki sales bht bhr chuki thi or me shop per busy tha or or subha sa nisha ka koi msg ni aya good mornig k elawa mene socha kahi busy hogi per wo mere responce ka wait kr rhi thi jo k mene aisa bilkul bhi ni kia or shahid picli raat me thkawat ki waja sa use bina jagaye thora sa kama kr k soogya mubashir k pc per online to me bilkul fresh mod m ghr ja kr usi favorite shirt jo me normally ghr ane mer utar ko sone wale kpre pehnta hu taqe smell na aye shop per paseena wagera ki per usdin mene change ni ki or light jala kr bhatha to agee sa dekha k nisha baat kne m koi intresst nazar ni aa rha tha or mene bhi wase hi mazak mazak m usse cherne laga k kia hwua hai phir mjhy lga shahdi wali or wafa wali laraye sa koi khichri paki hai unke ghr jo aisa mod hai to mene kha wada kro jo baat pocho to sach btana khti ok mene kha mene jo late ane wali baat ki hia uske waja mama wafa ki lraye samjhi hia kia 

to usne thora late jawab dia or mjhy jawab haa m mil chuka tha meri overthinking ki waja sa to mene usse pocha k sach m tumhee lgta hai mene iss waja sa kha hai to khti hia or me mama ko btaogi rista torne or rude baat kr rhy thy jo me usse wase hi honey ki naqal utar k baat kr hra tha 

to mjhy usse time bht bura laga k mene aik apna kaam start krne ka socha hai sacrifice kr rha hu oman m aik saal or rakh kr shahdi ka kiska dil ni krta k jaldi hu kiska dill ni krta k ghr jaye aram sa apna kaam or shahdi kre inhe mjhy appriciate krna chahieye tha yah itna to yaqeen hona chahiey tha k mene wafa ki waja sa aise baat ni ki or na hi mjhy koi intresste ka aise role aye din hamare ghr lariya hoti rahti hai pahli baar ni tha aise to mjhy bhi normal lgi per usse raat ko waseem ki call aye or usse sab ki sab baat btaye phir mjhy andaza huwa 

khair me jo bilkul fresh mod m tha ussdin or bht miss bhi kr rha tha nisha or per ussne aise baat kr k mera to ajise satiya naas kr dia or mera aik lafz bhi bolne ka dil kr rha tha pahle mene koshish ki normal hone ki or dil to kia k call bnd kr do per ni kio kio k usse or mamla kharab hone tha or  yeh sari baate socha rha tha video calls chalte huwe or uss din mene computer bhi ni chalaya tha socha tha nisha ko sara plan btaoga kase mene agee youtube ka kaam krna hai kase shahdi krni hia 

per khair mere sa koi baat ho to pae ni to mene noraml sa i love you bye kah kr call bnd kr di 15 mnt chp bhath kr sochne k baad or pahle baar mene 15 minth m pata ni kia kia socha k call bnd kroga or layreye bharhegi yah kam sa kam inta aitbaar to hona chahiey tha sajida baji ka aise sochne ka to haq bnta hai nisha ko to aisa ni sochna chahiey tha kio k wo mjhy almost 2 saal sa dil sa janit hai or wase to usse mera bachpan ka pta hai or honey happy sa kitni nfrant hai uska bhi pta hia per phir bhi usne aisa socha yah behave kia to bara dukh huwa or me call bnd krna k bad leta soctha rha k kam sa kam bewi ko to aisa ni krna chahiey 

akir me kiske liye itni mehnat kr rha hu 12hour duty dana k baad bhi jo 40 sa 50 k khana pene k baad salry milti hai wo apne channel per laga rha hu or aik 2 saal iss liye late kr rha hu k hamare bachee yah nisha ko aise din n dekhne pare yah wo koi cheez ko tarse shahdi k baad khair me hi kuch zayda sochta hu or or soch soch kr mera sirr dard hone lg gya or pta ni kio itna ghusa aa rha tha or kahi na kahi giveup krne ka dill kr rha tha her cheezo sa rista sa youtube wale kam sa sara setup khatam or uske bhai ko wapis electrition ka kamm per bhjne or khud bina kisi faltu tension k pahle apna apko strong kro or baad me shahdi kro mene bht koshish ki k soo jao per soya ni gya khair in sab maslo or baato ka aik hi hal jo to wo bhi ni tha wo tha papa jo pahle hi foot ho chuke thy agr papa zinda hote to wafa wali larye or mera rista or sab chill mahol hota or mjhy bhi shahid ki aik persant tension na hoti or papa bht yaad aa rha tah or jab bhi mjhy papa yaad ata hai ankho m anso to halke halke ate hai or apne halat or musklo ko dekh kr roo prta hu or jab bhi sai huwa hai kam sa kam 20 sa 30 mnt to roya huwa pta ni kitne baar per usdin soch soch kr mera sirr pahle hi phat rha tha anso to aye per roya ni gya pta ni kio or papa ki yaad bhi shahid itni ni aye shahid iss waja sa

per mjhy jo afssos huwa aik to yeh tha sajida baji n aik hi laraye jo honey wgera n ki yah to mene setup start na kia hota tab kah skte thy k sunny n jan kr yeh batt ki hia per unhe mjhy per aisa pka aitbaar hona chahiey tha jo me sajhmhta hu k agr me aise baat krta bhi to wo khte k laraye ki waja sa ni ki or sab sa bare dukh ki baat aj taq yeh hai k mere youtube wale idea per na to kisi ko yaqeen hai or na hi aitbaar hai kisi ko bhi ni sab kahte hai paise or time zaya kr rha hu or logo or ghr walo ki support na hone ki waja sa pechee rahgay mene achive kia to ahi apna goal lakin wo 5% hai shahid siwaye sab dost friend family members sab yahi kahte hai k games khelene k bhane hai or koi ivenst or time ni dana chahtah tha or na dia hai siwaye mere baap k bass usse hi mere baato per aitbaar tha or ussne mjhy koi bhi cheez lana sa mana ni kia halanka jab papa k fotghi sa pahle papa ki normal tabiyat kahrab thi tab mere pass 70k tha or papa n kha apnse youtube k liye cheeze la or kaam start kr bhaio ko chor ghr k mamle chalte rahegy or papa janta tha uss time bhi usse cancer hai kahta to wo paise elaj m lagwa skta tha per papa n jante huwe bhi marne sa pahle taq bhi humee yeh ni kha k cancer hai kio k bht khrcha hona tha jo hamara sa offord or tension lani thi or sab kuch sale ho jane k baad bhi paise kam prne thi sirf baap ki ba dareegh or andhi support thi mjhy unhe ni pta tha me kha tha youtube la kr chalaoga 

or me ukne zinda rahene taq fail hogya 

khair Aj hai 5 July 2024

o rmjhy chuti mile wali hai aik 2 dino m or me pakistan ja rha hu setup krne 

Exited to bht hu but bht sare intizaam bhi krna hai wase to sab simple lag rha hai per choti choti deteail zehan m rakhni hogi.

Jaise meri Shoping or sath Saman kia kia la kr jana hai 

Assslam o Alaikum, 
Khair aj hai Date 22-08-2024

or meri ho chuki hai shahdi me gya 13 July ko pakistan or return ticket krwa kr gya tha jiska bht afsoos hai kio k me kuch or time rahna chahta tha pak m ab scene yeh hai k Alhamdulliah mera Shahdi wala kaam best hogya or me wapis aa kr diary likh rha hu Achanak sa shahdi ka plan bana or sara scene huwa Mere Boss ki waja sa kio k 13 july sa pahle mere boss ka mod pta ni achanak kio change hogya or aise hi choti choti baato per bht ghusa or baate sunana lag gya jisme mera qasoor hi ni tha or aik din to had hi hogaye or bht danta boss n khair face to face to ni danta whatsapp per msg kr k or mene socha k ab chuti maang kr pakistan sa ho ata hu or mene apne chote boss ko bol kr kha k ami ki tabiyat kharab or mene paksitan jana hai or me bht preshan hu or kuch paise chahiey boss to aram sa maan gya or jane dia mjhy.

Me Paksitan m gya or sab tiyar arooj per thi sab sa mila kuch paiso ko intizaam kia shoping ki nani k gya sister ko bwp la kr gya shoping ki wapisi per cousin or phopu ko party di sab bht khush thy mere bara bhai n bhi koi masla ni kia mjhy laga koi rola shola krega shahdi ni hone daga yah kuch or Meri or Isha ki Shahdi hogaye Aram Sa July 19 2024 ko Nikkah or Mehndi thi or 20 ko Barat Or waleema ikhatha kia tha humne Sab khair khiriat sa hogya bass end m jab barat ready hoi to Meri behan or phupoo n or tuba wagera couisins n bht role kiye or sari barat ka maza kharab kr dia or mera mood bhi itna serious or tension m bhatha huwa tha me or shukar hai nikkah pahle kr lia tha uss din krte to nawa chand charna tha khair me unka masla idher ni btaoga kio k hamesha achi baate diary m likhni chaiey taqee baad me parh kr rahat mile na k bnda ka mood kharab hu khair jo bhi unho n naqable qabool rola kia mene sab kuch nazar andaaz kr k sab sa ka saat shahdi ki baad ache sa paish aya or apni sister phupoo or bhaio k ghr gya phal or cheeze la kr mjhy lagta hai shahid wo khud sa sab sharminda thy yah wait kr rhy thy mere reaction ka mene larne k bjaye khusi wala hi scean rakha. 

Kio k gine chune hi to ristee daar hai ab unsa kia larna per aik mistake hogaye me isha ko mama sa milwane ni la gya or wo iss liye ni lagya k udher nani ka rawaiya acha ni hai hamesha kuch na kuch ghalat hi boltii hia per dil m armaan rah gye ate huwa Mama sa milne k Papa ki kabhi kabhi bht yaad ati hai mjhy or wo iss liye k aik to me unke liye kuch khaas ni kr skha or dosra ab khusio m wo mere sath shareek ni hian.

Me bht kuch krna chahta hu per ab pta ni kio aisa lag rha hai jaise mere pass time khatam hai yah me kuch kr ni paa rha me sab ko ikhtha or bhaio ki madad krna chahta hu jab me pakistan gya to mere teen bhai bari hi khasta halat me rah rahe hai lodhran m aik chote sa kamre m jisme saman bhi para hai or khudi bechare pta ni khate pete rahte hai or unke room sa smell bhi bht aa rhi thi jab me unsa milne gya to to unke halat dekh kr khud ko lanat bhjne ka dill kr rha tha per me unke k liye ab aik room bnwaoga eladha bara or furniture wagera sab kuch la kr doga unhe or koi karobaar bhi krwa kr doga 

or Mera Bechara Bara bhai bhi Bht kamzoor hogya hai Pakistan m bht mehnagia or Halat Kharab hai mjhy kuch na kuch krna parega unke liye per mjhy YouTube ka setup bhi krna hia or apne liye kuch na kuch bussiness kr k khud ko strong krna hai pahle issi waja sa time or zindgi aise lag rhi hai k bht choti hia or me kuch kr ni rha jaise dobta hi ja rha hu. 

Mere Pass ideas bht hai Tajurba bhi bht hia Skills bhi bht hia bass pta ni kio me kamyab ni ho pa rha kisi bhi cheez m shahid mene nfarmani bht kr li or meri life sa ibadat or nimazee gyab hia or mera zameer bht malamat krta rahta hai k namaz parh la Aik baar Allah k raste per chal per jaise hi me raat ko sota hu to pichle din ka ahsaas or baate bhol jate hai jo jo plan mera hota hai wo kamyan ni ho pata shahid time na hone ki waja sa yah bht zayda masroof or thak haar k soo jane ki waja sa per me nimaz start krna chahta hu kisi bhi tarha mjhy nimaz or tilawat e Quran Pak ko aam adat bnani hogi pahle me pc per kam sa kam Qaran Pak Parh lata tha ab wo bhii door hota hi chala gya hu 

Per meri itni nafarmani or ghaltio k bawajood bhi mjhy Allah Pak n itni achi job di huwi hai jo k shahid logo ka dream hoga iss job ko lana ka Shukar Allah ka to me krta hi rahta hu or kabhi kabhi to Allah Pak per bht piyar ata hai or dil sa apne ap Shukar Alhamdulliah Nikal Jata hai or mjhy apne pornaa halat bhi yaad ate hai jab Bhaio ki new new shahdi huwe thi or abu ki death k baad koi khana bhi ni pochta tha or me behal eidi function or sab aise hi guzar data tha or mubashir k ghr rahta tha unke ghr hi khata tha or beroozgar tha or berozgari k chakar m channel bhi bech dia tha mene.

pta ni kio baar baar mar jana k kahwab ate thy or phir marna bhi haram tha to mar bhi ni skta tha khair sab halat or logo sa tang a kr mene Allah Pak Sa Dua ki k Ab me admio sa maang maang kr tang aa gya hu ap hi meri madad farma dain or mjhy neki or sedhee raaste per chalaye Yaqeen kre 3 din k andar andar mere Oman ane ki baat chal pari or mere pass paise bhi ni thy kisi bhi doucments wagera k liye pta ni kha kha sa Allah n waseela bnwa dia dost n achanak sa kaam da dia mjhy krne k liye jiske 70k mile mjhy or me ache sa shoping kr k or sab chor char k Oman aa gya or ab jab sab kuch hai mere pass to dobara Allah ko bhool rha hu Inshallah me Bht jald ab full nimaze or dil sa ibaadat kroga or Quran pak Parhne ki bhi rotine Bnaoga. 

Khair Mere Nisha Sa shadi hu jo k mere liye har aik pal bht aham tha or bht achee sa hogaye or mere sath Rahne lagi or humne khoob mastia mazak or enjoy kia movies dekhi song sune projectors laga kr room m big screen per or ghoomne phirne gaye jaha jaha ussne kha hotling ki or Phir gaye hum Trip yah honeymoon kah lo Hum kashmir Swat Murry or raaste m ane wale bht sa ache view point or city m visit or bht sara enjoy kia aik to me pahli baar gya tha phhaar mosam river wgera bht achee lag rhy thy or garmi k mosam ma udhar ka weather baarish wala or thanda thanda humne malam jabba or swat m sab sa oper phaarr per ja kr room liye jaha badal bhi hote hia or waha soyeor khoob mazee kiye baat ki or enjoy kia or khaas toor per bht sari picture li or hum akeele ni thy Mubashir bhi gya tha aik hi car m gaye thy 7 seats thi usme mubahsir ki ammi or uski sister attiya or unka mangetar gya tha or aik Behnoi Mubashir ka unke sath bhi gapshap kr k or phir phira kr bht maza aya shahid hum do agr akeele hote to itna maza na ata

ab me dobara oman aagya hu jo k  bht hi sad movement tha mere liye per kia kre kkamana bhi to hai na 

khair Isha ko bhi mene idher bulwana hai or old flat ka masla huwa para tha owner khali krna ka kah rha tha iss liye humne new flat lia hai khair wo itna acha ni hia per hawadaar hai fillhall ussme rahegay or koi acha sa mila to change kr laingy abhi kahi or mil bhi ni rahe koi achee sa flat per itna bura bhi ni hia Bass itna hi baki story likhe gy kuch month baad Allah n Chah to Bye Take Care.

Asslam o Alaikum Aj din hai 30-12-2024 or me hu Oman m Alhamdulliah Sab khiriayat sa hai honey or hum dono aram sa rah rhy hia iss month kuch din pahle mjhy aik website ka order laga tha or jo sab bara order tha meri life ka al most 220k ka tha or mene wo complete kr di hai or mene li hai Porodo ki 34 inch led yeh bhi mere life ki aik achivement hai mene 4k led li hia curved or sab kuch acha hi ja rha hai Allah ka me din raat shukar ada krta hu aik afsoos khayaish dil m rah gaye hai k kash papa hota to me unke chote chote khawab pore krta or unke liye kuch kr pata khair iss month nisha ka visa apply hone k liye dia huwa hai 2 3 din m ajayga ban kr or sab kuch acha ho jayega wo mere pass ajayegi to hum sath ikhathee khush rahegy or wo ghr k kaam wagera kr lia kre or mjhy Youtube yah trading k liye time mil jaya krega Trading 2 qisam ki hoti hai to aik haram or aik halal binance m Spot Trading Halal hai future or dosri trade haram hai to me only spot trade krta hu.

Sab sai ja rha hai Mene kuch month pahle mubashir ki sister sa paise liye thy uske kahne per hi unki mene trade ki or kuch paise niklwa kr use kr liye or kuch loss hogaye or kuch shahdi m lga diye per unho ko profit jab dana band kia to unho na bht bura salooq kia or mjhy force kia ka paise wapis kro or bilkul bhi naram lahje m baat ni ki or mjhy bht bura laga or mene kha k me return kr doga paise ni chahiey mjhy koi paise or ab mene unke paise bhi dana hai 5 lakh dana hai Inshallah wo bhi da doga.

Ahista ahista apne risteedaro ka foot hona ka jab pta chalta hai aik k baad aik to bht hi akela pan sa lgta hai jaise sab ahista ahista chorte ja rhy hai apne papa k baad to risto m koi milap sa lagta hi ni hia pahle papu chahu Yani Nisha ka abu foot hogaye phir papa or papa k baad 30 din baad almost Mama Majeed foot hogaye thy jo to charcter bht dhela tha per wo bnda bht good tha baat sachi or achi or funny krta tha bass kabhi kbar wo sharab krta tha mera favorite bnda tha wase or 3 aik saal baad ghudoo phupoo foot hogaye or bht sad movement tha mere liye mene socha tha k papa k wafat k baad unhe sarbra bna kr bulwaoga or wo sab ko deal kregi per wo foot hogaye or mene unki wafat sa kuch din pahle unsa masware liye thy k kia kkuch shahdi m hota hai or kitna kharcha hota hia. phir gudoo anti foot hogaye jo k mama ki sister thi wo bhi bht achi or shareef thi mjhy bachpan m bht pyar krti thi wo apne bete ki tarha behave rakhti thi . ab kuch din pahle khala khursheeda foot hogaye jo k mama majeed ki biwi thi. or me gudoo phupoo or gudoo anti ( Mama ki sister ) khala khurseeda jab foot hoe to me oman m tha or zahir sa baat ni ja paya per afsoos hai mjhy na jana ka Allah pak sab ko jannat m jaga ata farmaye Ameen!. 

Per mjhy afsoos hai k jitna me jiske sa relate yah izzat dana ki konshish krta hu logo risteedaro yah logo ko to wo utna hi apni asliyat dikha kr dil torr data hai or door ho jate hai mere sa or me bhi phir kinara kashi kr lata hu new generation sa mjhy koi umeed ni hia kisi bhi taluq bhalaye yah kisi cheez ki jaise new gen ka matlab hai maah baap wagera k baad unki uladee cousins wagera pta ni kase mamu wagera yah chahcu wagera banegy bht chota sa khandaan hota ja rha hia koi bhi aqalmand ni hai jaise hamare maah baap k name mitta ja rha hai or ristee daar foot hote ja rhy hai wase wase hum bhi chand saal baad zaare zameen hongy or humee koi yaad ni krega jaise aj kal k ulado ko apne pardada ka name taq ni pta hota or unhe koi intresset ni hota.

wase me apne maslo m hi phass kr rahgya hu mjhy aisa lagta hai me khudgharz hogya hu yah kabhi kabhi lagta hai me kuch kr k bhi kuch kr ni pa rha apne bhai wagera ka Pakistan k halat to wase hi bht bure hai or hamare her koi ghurbat m doba para hai logo ki majbooriya or bebasi dekh kr rona sa ata hai or chahte huwe bhi help ni kr pata me or bad kismti to yeh hai imran khan bechara jail me hai aik naye qazafi ki tarha khair uske marne k baad hi loogo ko qadar pta chalegi uski. Quran Majeed ki ab to ahista ahista wo ayat bhi yaad ati hai jisme btaaya hai k qayamat wale din logo ko aik dosre ki koi fikar ni hogi aj kal mehnagye or nafsa nafsi ka door hi chal rha hai agr koi kisi ki help kr bhi skta hia to ni kr rha. 

mjhy afsoos hai k me apne maah k liye phone krne ka time bhi nikal ni pata mene kal pakistan paise bhajhe thy nisha ko k mama k liye kapre wagea or khani k liye cheeze wagera da aye or kah dia Nisha ko k chali jana Wafa k sath usne to direct mana kr dia me chahta tha k wo aik baar mama ko milne chali jati kio k wo bhi oman aa rhi hia or pta ni kab kon Allah ko pyara ho jaye Kam sa kam wo apni baho ko to dekh lati per wo ni gaye or mjhy bht bura lga kio ab yeh sab baate ab me detail m to btana sa raha or nisha sa mera batmizi krne ka to dil krta ni hai or na hi larne ka dil krta hai per mere sa face to face hard baat bhi ni ho pati kio k me chahta hu k me hamesha Nisha ki izzat kro or jitna na ho skte gandi zuban yah lafaz ada na kro face to face iss liye kabhi kabar whatsapp msg per baat suna data hu per wo bhi itni serious ni hoti khair nisha Shahid iss liye ni jana chahti k usse Nani sa dar lagta hai k wo kuch ulta sedha na bol da or mjhy pta hai wo ni bolegi or mene usse bht bola bhi tha k chali jana kuch ni kahegi khush hogi agr khuda na khasta kuch bura laga bhi to nzar andazz kr dana kio k buzarg logo ki kuch baato ko ignore hi krna hai hota hai kabhi kabhi unke baate bht aham hote hai jo guzar jaana k baad bhi achi lagti hia khair meri nani itni bhi burri ni hia bass desi baate kr jati hia. khair her kisi ko hum force to ni kr skte yah usske baare m yeh to ni soch skte k wo hamari tarha sochta hoga. khair in sab baato ko nazar andaaz kr k aik baar nisha chali hi jati k husband n kha hai yah uski khawaish hogi per ni halank mene khud bola k noor sa mil ayo or aram sa jitna mrzi rah kr ajao or wo itni door chalegaye mama k sath faysalabd sa bhi age bass bwp 15 dilometer na ja ski or jana bhi 15 yah 20 mnt k liye tha ha mjhy pta hia ab wo bhana bnayegi k wafa ni gaye yah dhund thi yah mama n ni jana dia per agr bnda aik din m uth kr sari packing kr k faysal abad ja skta hai to udher kio ni thora sa to sochana chahiey tha abhi mom zinda hai Allah ka karam hai baad me dekhe moka mile yah na mile.

or me Nisha k sath her uss ghr gya jidher mera taluq bhi ni bnta yah me unsa baat krna bhi na pasand krta hu wo iss liye ni k wo loog achee na bass iss liye k kabhi jana ni huwa yah mene kabhi unki help yah koi kaam ni aya yah wo kaam ni aye yah unho n rakawte bnte thy rista hone m k sunny sa na kro rista acha lrka ni hai per me sari baate nazar andaz krne or logo ka dil rakhne k liye her wo kaam kr jata hu jo mjhy acha lagta hai yah ni lagta jana ka dil krta hai yah ni krta bass logo ki izzat krna or ha m ha milana adat si hia shahid. Khair Nisha ane sa pahle apne her Cousin her mamu sa mil chuki hai bass usse mama k pass jana ka time ni hai or na hi koi intresst mera to dill kia tha k mana kr do kahi bhi ni jana yah usse oman hi na bulwao yah late bulwao per kia kro rah bhi ni skta ab usske bghair kia mjhy yeh sab baate uske sath disscuss krni chaiey yah ni kio disscuss krne sa mamlat bhrte hi dekhee hia kam hote huwe ni.

mjhy ni pta kaha danta chahiey kaha ni kiss cheez sa mana krna chahiey kiss cheez sa ni bass jo bhi nisha mjhy kahte hia wo me krta chala jata hu koi rook tham ni hai kabhi kabhi lagta hai itna free ni krna chahiey or kabhi kabhi lagta hai jaisa chal rha hai chalne do choti si zindgi hai kia rook tham aram sa jio khao peo ayesh kro.

Zindgi k her lahme ko enjoy kro chup kr k sab ko dekho or jante huwe bhi khamosh raho k jo jo mrzi krta raho bass apni zindgi m mast rahen bnda kia kisi ko kahna hai ab mera gaming m bhi dill ni lagta videos bnana ka dil bhi ni krta channel k liye thori thori uncle wali feeling ati hia jiska maqsad sirf ghr walo ki khawaish pori krna apne mamlat bhar m dal kr bas job krte jao sasti cheeezo dekho buy kro bachat kro zindgi m bht sare challanges ko pora kia hai Inshallah Akhri dam taq jang jari rahegi pta ni kitna jiyegy per jiyegy shan sa her lamhe ko enjoy kro her dukh ko enjoy kro or Her Hall m Shukar Adda kro Allah ka bure time m sabar kro or ache time m shukar kro or maze kro or jo time jaisa bhi hu acha hota hai kio k jab papa k sath rahta tha apne ap ko kuch khas ni samajta tha or aise lagta tha bht bure halat chal rhy hia per woi to mere golden days thy kabhi porane din yaad krta bht miss bhi krta hu or kabhi yaad ane sa bhi takleef hoti hai kuch baato sa jo achive ni krna paya yah jo krna chahta tha Papa k liye yah apne liye ni kr paya Allah Pak n Himmat di to me sab thk kr doga Hamesha ki tarha Allah Pak sa meri Bht achi dosti hia Jab bhi me dua mangta hu qabool ho jati hai per wo sab sa end m mangta hu pahle idher udhar rul khul kr jab koi rasta nazar ni ata tab Allah sa mangta hu yeh meri bht buri adat hai shahid sheetan bhi yah chahta hai to socho jis din mene pahle hi khuda sa help maang lia kia hoga or inshallah wo din bht jald ane wale hai jab me 5 waqt ki nimaz or sab ki farz ada kroga pore jab biwi mere sath hogi.

Bass itna hi fillhall khair mjhy ni pta kio diary likh rha hu shahid apne bacho k liye wo baad me parhe gy or me shahid future m parho old baate agr bhool jao to her pal mjhy yaad hu k kis ke sathk kia huwa or me shuro sa ab taq kasa hu yah mere me kia tabdeelia aye hai kabhi me apni personal Favorites cheeze bhi btaoga jaise fav movies novle kitabe or games or song Take Care Allah hafiz 30-12-2024.

To aj hai 03-Feb-2026 wase kuch khaas huwa tu ni hai per choti moti baate hai jo likhna pasand kroga 

ha mene wife ka visa apply kia huwa hai jo abhi taq approve ka status show ni huwa pta ni kitne din or lagegy pta ni jab sa visa wala chakaer para hai tab sa paiso ka koi hiusab ni rha mjhy or na hi mene koi savings ki hai or har waqt visa k baare m hi sochta or stataus check krta rahta hu or koi soche samajhen ka tu jaise time h ni or na hi dil krta hai kisi bhi kaam krne ka jaise Youtube k liye games videos bnana ka yah koi or online kaam krne ka kia kia jaye kuch samaj ni aa rha plans to bht bare bare hai dimakh m per apply ni ho pa rhy shahid Allah ki taraf sa isi m bhalaye hai per mene wife k visa ki waja sa sab kaam pending m rakhe huwe hai Insha Allah Kuch dino m visa lag jayega phir dekhte hia kia hota hai 

or me wase aj kal bht miss krta hu apni wife ko or mene guzri huwe raat m wase hi unse poch rha tha ka muhabat kise kate hai wo bhi baato hi baato m aise hi sawal aagya or mene kha mjhy kuch ni pta kise kahte hai shahid marne k baad uss insan k bghair rahne yah rone ko yaad krne ko kahte hai wo to ab bhi mere sath ho rhai jo hum sath ni hai or me bht miss krta hu or jitna koshish hoti hai biwi ko time data hu or khush rakhne ki koshish krta hu wase mene abhi biwi ko kuch bhi ni kahta extra wagera koi pabandi wagera ni lagta agr ussme koi problem na hu agr hoti bhi koi waja to wo yah to mere wife ki personal yah mere koi personal matter sa hoti hogi.

or iske elawa mene trading m dobara kr lia hai bht sara loss jo k Insh Allah Recover bhi ho jayega 

or Rahi baat mohabbat pyar ki wo mjhy nisha sa bht hia or me apne sare baate nisha sa share krta hai hai wo shahid react sai ni krti kuch baato per or wase me mazak m bht tang krta hu dosri shahid yah or kuch to aisa koi scene ni hai or na hi koi irade hai bass usse tang krna acha lagta hai jab jab me usse aisa mazak krta hu bass uski shakal or reaction dekhne wala hota hai hai per me foran kah bhi deta hu k mazak tha per shahid usse kabhi kabhi lagta hai k shahid mera dil krta hai yah me aisa sochta hoga per aise ni hai bilkul bhi me Isha sa bht pyar krta hu or kabhi kami ni ayegi or ha bht bht sorry mene pichle kuch dino bht batmeezi kr di thi uske sath kuch ghusa sa bola to ha such yaad aya wo iss liye ghuse sa bola tha k kio k mjhy Aya tha Misbah ka msg ab misbah kon hai oper mene btaya huwa hia likne ki zrorat ni hia pahle to direct calls aye or wo bhi videos khair me apni job per busy tha mene ni utaye or wase bhi utahani ni thi kisi wrong number sa phir calls phir calls audio or video 3 char baar aye to mjhy bht ghussa aagya or mene msg kia ka bkwas hai jahilo ki tarha call kr rha hai pahle name or kam to btao phir agee sa msg aye calls pick kro aik bt krni hia to msgs aise likhe huwe thy spelling mistake sa to mjhy pta lag gya k misabah hi hogi or mene wo kahe k pic send kro flah flah tumhari shahid hogaye hai to mene Kha Allah Pak k hukam sa ho gaye hai or me khush hu apni zindgi bye per wo baar baar picture maang rhi thi mene yeh soch kr send ni ki k jado wagera na krwa dain wase to me aik persant jado per yaqeen ni rakhta hu kio k mera iman bht mazboot hai to yeh yeh babo wagera or peero wagera per bilkul bhi yaqeen ni hia sirf or sirf Allah Pak Per yaqeen hai to khaie me picture bhajna bhi ni chahta tha or na mene bhaji or block kr dia issi doran mene nisha ko bhi msg kr k kha k misbah ki calls or msgs aa rhy hai or uss time busy bhi bht tha boss ka editing ka kaam kr rha tha per nisha n to bilkul bhi ache sa baat ni ki kio k me ni chahta tha nisha or mere darmayan kuch chupa rahe yah aise koi baat out hu to nisha ko pta ni laga k shahid mjhy usse baat krne bht intresste hu or me usse baat kr rha hu halaka mene kuch msg wagera k baad block kr dia tha or wo issliye kia thy msgs wagea k taqee shahdi ka bta do taqee wo dobara rabta na kre or tang na kre khair nisha samjhi k me usse baat kr rha hu halanka me boss k liye aik paper bna rha tha jo usse send krna tha or wo bht zrori tha or phir mene boss ko send krne k baad nisha sa baat ki to uska lahja mjhy batmeezi wala laga k jaise wo pta ni kia kahna chahti hai halanka ussne meri pori baat suni ni halanka me sab kuch bta chuka tha or block kr chuka tha wo to bass screen shot mange par pari huwe thi jab sa me kaam m busy tha or free ho kr mene chuti k baad jab msgs wagera mene kia to kahti k me ni bol rhi to mjhy bhi ghusa aagya aise behavoir per or me safiya da rha tha call per k boss k pass busy tha boss ko usstime per msgs wagera send kiye thy same usi time m to phir bhi aise hi kham kha pta ni kia kah rhi thi to mjhy bht hi zayda ghusa aagya or mene call cut kr di or na bolna ka faisala kia to wo mere old msgs wagera per emoji bhajna lag gaye or mjhy baar baar notification ane lag gaye usse or ghusa aa gya me block krna ni chah rha tha khair mene msg kr dia k bkwas band kr k so jao iss tarha ka kuch msg kr k apni game khelna lag gya or kuch deer baad mjhy laga k kuch zayda batmezi mene kr lia hai or yeh bhi socha k kuch baat shahid lrkio ko ni btanai chaiey jo unsa bardast na hu to ni btaoga ainda or me sorry kr k soogya shhaid 3 hour k baad 

or baad me mene koi explanation yah details per baat ni ki baad me per aj mene dekha maha n aik video bhaji jisme nisha ka bura haal huwa para tha or nazla sir mdard or shahid anso bhi aa rhy thy itni tabiyat kharab dekh kr to me preshan hogya or socha kash mere pass hoti to ache sa dehan rakh pata or or tab jitna mjhy usse dekh kr afsoos huwa to laga k waqee m hi me nisha ko bht piyar krne lag gya hu jo itna ahsas ho rha hai aisa ahsas kabhi kise risteedarr or bhai k liye ni huwa hai papa k liye or maa k liye bht baar huwa hai to khair Allah ka dia huwa sab kucha hia visa ki kami hia Allah Pak sa duye or mehnat wagera m lage huwe hai kisi bhi din visa approve ho skta hia or sab kam level ho jayegay thanks Allah Pak itni achi biwi dana k liye i love you jaan Bye aj k liye itna hi.

Aj Me bht khus hu Allah Pak ka bht bara karam hai Bht Meharman hai wo pta kia cheez Allah Pak ko meri Achi lagi hia yah me hi kuch zayda socta hu Khair mere Wife ka visa lag gya itni duao or koshisho k baad Oman ka jo mere liye to bht bara achivement hai or mere wife k liye bhi Shukar Alhamdulliah or visa to wase shahid 8 din pahle laga hu per aik din baad meri wife ki flight hai Allah Pak unhe aram sa lay aye mere pass or hum Achee sa Time Spend kre aj date hai 10-02-2025 or me wase aj bht roya hu kio k mjhy pta ni kapre dhote huwe papa ki bht yaad aagye wo bhi shahid iss liye kio k Nisha aik din pahle Nani ghr gaye thi yani meri mama ko milne meri nani k ghr or sath Sajida baji gaye thi nani n bht ache sa baat ki jo k mjhy pahle hi pta tha bht sara pyar or duaye di nani n or mama sa bhi mili nisha mene iss liye usse bhajha taqee dil m koi hasrat uske yah mere na rah jaye yah afsoos na rah jaye baad me unke guzar jana k baad k kash mil lia hota aik baar yeh jo buzrg log hote hia bari hi barkat wale hote hia chahiey apki unsa jaise bhi halat yah baatcheet rahi hu per wo duaye dil sa dete hai or apki taraki ko dekh kr bht khush hote hia Shahid nisha Nani ghr jana sa bht darti thi yah jana ni chahti thi mjhy reason to ni pta wase bht sari reason hai kio k unke or mere papa k darmyan aisa koi scene acha ni rha hai per ab aise lagta hai mjhy k sab sa jo bhi gile shikwe hai wo door kr dana chaheiy or her cheez ko aram sa jana dana chahiey sab kuch bhool kr unki ghalti burraya or sirf unki achi yaade hi apke pass hu wase mjhy apni nani Nana sa bht pyar hai mera nana to favoirite raha hai hamesha sa kio k unhe shareef or sada zindgi guzari or apne bachoo ka mustaqbil bht acha bnaya per me bht overthinking krta hu or iss liye mjhy lagta tha k nisha ko jana chahiey unke guzarjaana sa pahle taqee baad me koi afssos na rahe 

ha to me roya hu bht almost 15mnt kio k mjhy pta ni aisa kio lagta hia sab buzarg ahista ahista guzarte ja rhy hai or bht kam siyane log rah gaye hai or unki bhi apas ki ranjishe khatam ni hoti or apne Papa k death k baad mere sa kisi ka janaza dekha ni jata or na hi jaya jata hia kio k bari muskil sa bhoola hu apne papa ki death ab jab baap foot huwa tab sa mjhy aisa lagta hai sab ahista ahista apni apni baari per ja rhy hia or end m hum rah jayegy or hum kiss sa apna dukh share kregy khudi sab hazam krna parega na koi acha musawara dana wala hoga or na koi maza ayega zindgi ka sab faisle khudi krne paregy bina maa baap k 

khair yahi to zindgi hia mard hona bhi bht muskil hai khair ab sab thk ho jaega per aj me apne papa k baare m kuch likhna chahoga kio k mjhy lagta hai k me kuch sallo m aik baaap bne wala hu or likh iss liye rha hu k me apni life m kuch changes la skho end wale dino m bht hi bura ban chuka tha jab mere papa zinda thy pta ni me konsi life m busy tha jab mene choti choti baate or details miss kr di jo k sari zingdi shahid mjhy unka afsoos rahega wo yeh tha k jab papa ki tabyiyat kharab huwe thy papa her waqt ghr rahte thy or unko pta tha k unhe cancer hai aik din wo aye ghr bahawalpur sa checkup krwa kr k or ate hi mjhy bola k sunny mjhy balance krwa da mere mobile m mene bhi heeran huwa k agee pechee papa n kabhi mjhy balance krne ka ni bola wo bhi itna zayda 500Rs ka balance krwaya unho n pkg laga per mere pechee pare sofee per bhaith kr apne dost naveed ko fone kia or sath hi kuch iss tarha baat ki k pahle salam dua lia bacho ka pocha or sab khiriyat wagera poch kr to shahid unke friend n pocha kia huwa koi kaam sa phone kia hai to tab baap ka kuch rona wala lahja hogya me bhatha pc chala rha tha or papa ko laga k me pubg game khel rha hu to headphone mene pahne huwe thy tab papa dikhne m fit fat thy to roti huwe awaz m papa n unhe kaha k Naveed yr agr mere sa koi ghalti huwe hu too maaf kr dana yr to unhe ny shahid pocha hoga kia huwa hai koi preshani hai yah koi masla hai to btao per unho n kha wase hi kah rha hu bass zindgi ka kuch ata pata ni hai flah flah or sath halka halka rone lag gaye mjhy to kuch samaj ni aya or mene socha shahid wase hi dhuki yah akele aklele feel kr rhy hongy or wo unke best friend hongy isliye shahid baad kr k acha feel kre phir  me game m masroof hogaya or me bht bara bewakoof hu mjhy uss time game band kr k pochna chahiey tha papa sa kia huwa hai shahid taq cancer ka pahle stage hoga per mjhy ni btaya yah andaza ni shahid papa n iss liye ni btaya k wo kharche sa darr gaye hongy k unke bache kase afford kregy or tension lain gy or humee iski kafi bari kimat chukani paregi iss waja sa me 90 persant shure hu yahi baat hogi per tab mjhy apne papa sa wase bhi thori nafrat hone lag gaye thi kio k usse 5 sa 6 month pahle wafa ki shahdi huwe thi uske bhi kuch kharche thy to wafa n papa n mil kr gudoo phupoo wagera sa happy k khilaf bol kr k larta hai shahidi late kr rha hai yah hone ni da rha hai aise baate ki thi or papa bht sobi baji or gudoo phupoo ki sun rha tha hamare sa koi muswara or koi baat hi ni ki shahidi sa related to hume thora ghusa to tha k hume sa to kuch share krte yah hum handle kr lata situtation per aise bhr logo kio maskeen ban kr dikha rhy hai flah flah per shahid papa sai hoga per me to beaqal tab bhi in mamlo sa mjhy koi parwa ni thi wafa ki shahdi sa bhi koi parwa ni thi me to wafa ki barat k time bhi ni gya bhr phirta rha kio k me apni hi nazro m gir chuka tha kio k me kuch kr ni paya apni sister k liye yah mjhy rona dhona ni dekhna tha apne baap ka maah k bghair yah wafa ka rona dhona ni dekhna chahta tha shahid iss liye or wase bhi sab loog hum per aise hans rahe thy jaise hum mazak hu to shuro wale 2 program to me ghr hi raha per barat m ni gya or mubashir k ghr hi raha baad me aya ghr khair mjhy bht afsoos hai k meen aisa kia tab mjhy yahi sai lagta tha aise rona dhona sa door rahna musibtoo sa door bhagna wagera wagera risteedaro sa door rahna to shahdi wali baat pta ni kio la aya hu me apne baap ki baat kr raha tha to papa ki bht zayda tabiyat kahrab hogaye or mene tab Graphics cards liye huwe thy benchmark bnana k liye mere baap n bola k mjhy sunny happy wagera ki koi baat na sunna tum apna channel jari rakho online kaam jari rakho sab thk ho jayega or me bewakoof khus hogya k ab sab thk hai per tab sa hi to sab kharab hona start huwa happy papa ka ilaag krwane k liye lodhran aagya armmy sa chuti la kr honey bhi hospital m admit rahe papa or honey happy wagera 2 month taq treatment chala or doctors n jwab da dia happy or honey ko k ghr la jaye jab sehat mand hongy tab hi inka cancer ka illaaj kia ja skta hai or me tab wo jo do month papa bhr rahe hospital m mjhy bilkul bhi parwa ni huwe me to aise phirta tha jaise bht busy hu or games m doba rahta tha lagta tha sab thk ho jayega per ni hwua aisa or phir papa jab last jo month aya to papa ka baar baar rona gudoo phupoo sa dosti or har waqt phone per baat krte rhana soni tuba sa sobi baji sa or humsa baat bhi ni krni or na mene unke pass bhathta tha jab bhi bhaththa tha chupchap bhattha tha to unho n khadim chahcu ko bhi bulwaya or kha me raho yah na rho happy ki or honey ki shahdi time sa krwa dana kitna muskil hota hai wase apni hi baare me aisa kahna k raho yah na raho halaka pta bhi hu k ab end hone wala hai pta ni kase acting kr li mere papa n hamare sath khush rahne ki akhri dino m bhi or me aik persant bhi na bhatha unke sath or na hi unke liye koi phal medicine laya na hi koi dehan rakha wase her waqt usama papa k sath bhatha hota tha os unhe batroom la jata or batroom krwata cutting ghr la kr krwata or kahan kilata papa ko mjhy lagta hai usama n to apni janat bna li me hi rah gya iss kaam m pechee shaid me bhi krna chahta tha apne baap ki khidmat per mere sa roya yah aise shakal dekhi ni jati thi me nazre ni mila skta tha iss liye yah mjhy yeh sab notanki lagti thi.

ghr bikhar sa gya tha happy bhi jaise awazar yah ghr ki zurorte sambhalana k liye wapis job per chala gya or honey bhi me usama wagera ghr rah gaye thy to mene bhi iss sab ki notanki sa bach kr chala gya mubashir k ghr setup la kr k udher sakhoon sa bht kr games kheloga yah kaam kroga per kuch hi din baad usama ka phone aya k raat ko papa k sirr m dard bht hora rha tha or papa dard ki waja sa saari raat na soo skha or me soya rha sari raat call na utaye mubashir ki bhathk m befikar soo rha tha or adhi raat koi utdh kr dekha to mene direct apne dost ko call ki pc wale ko kaha k pc sale krna hai woi aik cheez rah gaye thi mere pass sale k liye or mene socha ab bass hogya yr papa ko me checkup krwaoga papa bhi hospital jana ni chahta multan shahid darta tha k ab gya to shahid wapis ghr na aye yah doctor koi medicine moot wali na laga dain or mjhy lagta hai shahid doctor n btaya tha k dobara na ana idher zindgi sa najat ka teeka laga kr apne sakoon daingy end m me agle din aya pc k half paise laya half ni thy shop wale k pass or multan jana sa pahle papa n usama ko paise diye 5000 or bola k mera qafan dafan iss paisee sa kr dana agr me foot ho jaye to yeh baat multan jana k baad foot hone k baad pta chali khair aik car book krwaye or hum papa ko la kr chale gaye unki raste m hi tabiyat kharab hogaye or mjhy tab bhi bht ghusa tha shahid tab mjhy lagta tha papa k hum per bhoj hai yah papa ka dard mere sa dekha ni jata tha or mere bebasi k baap k liye kuch kr na skha hum hospital pohnche thy papa ki halat bht kharab hone lagi papa ko chakar ane laga doctors n admit kia papa ki ankhe phirrgaye hath dhande parne laga or sans pholne laga nurse bhaag rhi thi hum ghareebo k tarha khare tamasha dekh rhy thy tab nurse mjhy kisi faristee sa kam ni lag rhi thi or mere papa ko dekh kr unke chahre sa dekhte huwe mjhy pta chal rha tha papa sa zayda pain to unhe ho rha tha jitni wo fikar kr rhit hi unho n bht hi jald sab blood test wgera kiye oxegen lagaye or sab process follow kiye hum bhi idher udhar baagte phir rahe thy phir mjhy laga k shahid ab bachna bht muskil hai mene sab ko phone knre shuro kiye k baad me mjhy hi sab blaim na kre k btaya ni wafa tab pregnanat thi mahnoor thi wafa k peet m or happyy ko call ki happy n kha Allah khair krega honey ko ki to unhe n aisa responce dia jaise unhe pta tha yeh hoga me meri himaat jawab da gaye thi tab sobi baji multan hi rahti thi to wo bhi bhage huwe aye unho n mere halat dekhi mere shakal ko dekh kr judge kr rhy thy k me rone lag jao yah me kasa reaction da rha hu sobi baji n bht roye bht roye or papa k kaan m baar baar kah rhithi k sab thk ho jaye ga bhole hum aa gaye hai papa ko kalma parhaya sunyaa mobile m laga kr surat sunaye or papa ki ankho sa ansoo aa rhy thy sobi baji bht zoor sa roo rahi thi moon bhi hamre sath hi tha wase to phir mere sa raha ni gya or me sath hi aik hospital k ground m chala gya doctor final koshish kr rhy thy oxegen laga kr mjhy pta tha yeh akhri time hai or me hamseha sa akhiri time m chaala gya or bhr ja kr bht roya Allah Pak sa dua ki ki dard sa acha hai aram ki moot ata farma ab yeh dekha ni jata papa ka itna dard m hona or shahid adha ghnate me full awaz m roya or jab wapis andar aya to wo ristee daar bete wagera ko doctor dhond rhy thy body wagera out krne k liye udher khare aik security gaurd n ambulance ko phone k bulway mere liye or doctor or nusrse n hi stratucure per body rakh kr hum ambulance m bhatha gaye sardio k din thy or mere hath pao sun ho rhy thy sab ki calls aa rhi thi or me sab ko hi bta rha tha k papa foot hogaye hia or mera dil chah rha tha k multa sa lodhran ka rasta kabhi khatam na ho per hum ghr pohanch hi gaye sab ristee daar aye huwe thy mera roo roo kr bura haal huwa huaw tha sara din ki thakan or sabar kr kr k me papa ko ghr m uatrwa kr rent pay kr k ambulance ka chote kamre m ja kr andar sa kunda lga kr bht roya or rota rota hi soo gya papa ki miyat neche pari thi rato raat sab riste daar achuke thy or subha pta ni sab kase hua papa ko mene honey or moon n mil kr molvi k sath nahlwa kr kafan pehna kr dafna aye. lakin ab jab sa baap foot huwa hai mjhy kisi bhi janaza m jana ka dil ni krta or or sab k guzar jana per bht afsoos hota hai ab sirf mjhy yaad hia to sirf mere papa ki achi baate yaad hai unka pyar yaad hai wase unki maar bhi yaad hai wo bhi pyar hi lagta hai choti choti memories hai jo zehan m ghomti rahti hai akasar ukat or bht miss krta hu to issliye ab me apne ass pass walo ki bht care krne lag gya hu apne ap k halat bina dekhe hi logo ki madad jitni ho skti hia kr data hu sab ko maaf kr data hu kisi sa bhi koishih krta hu laraye na kro bass aik baat yaad hai mjhy papa ki wo yeh k aik din mene pta ni wase hi bhathy huwe poch lia jab papa beemar thy mene pocha k apne nani ama ko maaf kia papa kio k tab papa ki khawaish thi k marne sa pahle biwi ki shakal dekh lata aik baar per nani na ni hone di mere papa n bola ni ni kuch ni kahna tum logo n marne k baad nani sa wo bari hai buzarg hai or buzrgo sa aise larte ni hai kio k happy or honey mama ko lana gye thy aik din kl iye per nani n ni aana dia or happy honey bht larr kr raye nani sa mere papa n uss waqt kha mene nani koi maaf kr dia hai ussne jo kuch bhi kia or tum bhi kuch na kahna jaise usse sahi lagta hai wase hi rahne do sab nizam chalne do dekho kitni baari baat kr di thi unho n phir me papa k wafat k baad gya jab nani k ghr to unho n mjhy buri bhali baate ki per papa ki baat ki waja sa me huns dia uki per baat or tane per k agr itna baap ko dhukh pochana k baad bhi mere baap maaf kr skta hai buri baate ni lagti to me aise bura kio mano or mama sa mene. wase meri hamesha sa khawaish rahe thi k me maa ki godh m sirr rakh k unka pyar lo or soo jao na chahte huwe bhi aisa ni kr skta kio k me sirf chand ghnte hi milne gya unse wo bhi saal 2 saal baad ab woi sari baate jo papa k sath huwe mere or papa k darmyan woi ahista ahista mama k sath ho ri hai na chahte huwe bhi per me sab kuch sai ni kr skta shahid sab cheez ko time k sath hi guzarjana dana chahiey hum apna likha huwa change ni kr skte kisi na kisi waja sa sab Allah pak per chor do jo usse best lagta hai sabar or shukar kro isi sa krta hu apni story ka end ab nisha mere pass aa rhi hia to aik new chapater start hoga meri life ka ab Agee Allah pak hume sabar wali zindgi ata farmaye ameen i love you jaan and my Remaining Family ab chalta hu me shop per mera duty ka time hogya 

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